#ok im walking BYYYE

[todayisafridaynight]

‘Casting’ mine as hijikata really was perf cause similar to the actual hijikata i for sure thought he’d turn out to be a crazy dickwad but no he’s just genuinely pretty chill. Ignore the murders he’s MOSTLY pretty chill

[geminifeed1]

Revival

Warnings: none for now. 

MonstaX  ft. Got7

Pairing : Changkyun x reader.

WC: 1k. 

Author’s note: This my first on here guys so please bear with me. I don’t know where this is going it could changes real fast lol. but it’s fluff for this part.

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Part1 / Part2 / Part3 / Part4 / Part5 / Part6

It's finally my birthday party. All my friends are here. every thing looks nice. Just like what i wanted. I can never forget this night because its the night i met him.

"Hey! birthday girl" someone calling for me.

I turned my head to the voice, it was Jooheon. "Heeey Jooheony! You came!"

"Of course! Happy 21 years old little one!" He raised his hand for a high five.

"Thaank you bro!" I slapped his hand. I was about to tell him I'm not little anymore so he should stop saying that, That's when I noticed the person next to him, he was just staring at me with a grin.

"Right! y/n, meet my best friend, Im Changkyun. " I already know that.

He held out his hand and i took it: "Hi!"

"Hi.. Nice to meet you"

"Pleasure is all mine." Still grinning at me. I hope I don't look as swoon as I feel. "Happy birthday!"

"..thank you." After greeting everyone, and dancing a little i decided i needed a little break. I go to the kitchen to take a diet coke from the fridge. I've never liked alcohol and i'm not about to change my mind legal or not. so it's either this or coffee. I'd like to be aware of what i'm doing and remember it later, thank you.

"Having the time of your life?"

"I am actually!" i laughed rising my diet coke.

He raised an eyebrow with a smile.. "Shouldn't you celebrate being finally legal?"

Yugyeom entered the kitchen to take more snacks: "She's a control freak." and left  just like that. Sheeesh Gyeom-ah thanks a lot.

Smiling I raised my eyebrows and shoulders in an "oh well" gesture.

"Um.. well since this is my first time officially meeting you, I didn't know what to get you to be honest, and this is all I could think of." Giving me his biggest grin, he held out the bouquet to me. I stared at it without moving.. Blue peonies. he continued “ I heard that you don't like flowers, but these reminded me of you i couldn't resist. you can throw them if u want. “ 

"I don't get it." I took the bouquet and looked at it then back at him. "What is it about these flowers? You could've got me cactus."

"I told you they remind me of you." Flashing me a smile. I like his smile. I hate that i like his smile.

"But why? is it because.. of my hair? Same color." I raised an eyebrows at him.

He laughed "Maybe. Maybe not."

What does that even mean?.... "You're weird.."

"Says the girl who doesn't like flowers" he have a point. "What's your deal with flowers anyway? what did they ever do to you?"

"Flowers are so overrated! Yeah they look pretty, they smell nice for some people not me though because it gives me headache. but colors fade and scent disappears, and what you're left with is lifeless, wilted and diseased."

"hmm..."

"Cactus on the other hand, are fearless. I don't want to be a flower, I want to be a cactus with strong thorns.. no matter how big or small, they are untouchable."

He raised an eyebrow, grinning:  "Interesting.."

"But thank you, for thinking of me anyway.. and the blue peonies."

"You know what they called!" He looked at his feet, then back at me again. "Then I guess you'll eventually find out."

"Find out what?"

"Why they remind me of you." He winked and started to walk away. "Happy birthday again y/n. I hope you have a very lucky year. " as he left the kitchen.

I'm still stuck in my place, looking at the door he left from.. whats going on?.. then back at my flowers. What the..?...

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Couple weeks later,

I was visiting my friends’s house. I didn't know their friends would be there, ok i lied, i did. I saw Jooheon on Jackson's story, and  i was kinda hoping that a certain person is here too. I don't know what is it about this guy that's making me so obsessed. His name was in all my searches since my birthday. It's embarrassing. Its making me feel like an idiot. And to my fake surprise he was indeed here. I can see him through the big glass door, he was sitting by the pool talking on his phone outside. God why am i excited for no reason.

He kept glancing my way. And i unintentionally kept losing the battle with myself half listening to Jinyoung talking half glancing back at him. Admiring his body, his back tattoo, his hair..

Yugyeom suddenly chimed in out of nowhere "He's hot huh! don't dream big girl i don't think crazy is his type."

Bambam joined : “yeah i agree..”

"ohmyGOD you two leave me in peace, gooo" i had a feeling they'd embarrass me if they get a chance so i gotta kick them out.

"Whatever i gotta go and enjoy my snacks anyway byyye crazy you"

Bambam running behind him shouting “skrrrrt”

"Byyyye Dumbassss" laughing. 

Changkyun finished his call, and came over to where me and Jinyoung were sitting. "Oh hi y/n! I didn't know you'd be here today, I would've.... "

"What? brought a certain blue thing?" I was only teasing him.

"Not sure you'd want more of those."

"I don't know.. they're kind of growing on me. Just a little tiny bit" pointing with my fingers how much. "but not sure about the smell tho."

He smiles. it's so adorable that i smile too. His eyes never left mine.

"I was gonna say dress up a little to impress you, but it doesn't matter cuz i look good in whatever." he winked.

"you wish it was that easy" rising my eyebrow but sill smiling i can't help it.

But life wont let me have it, because his phone rang again.. he looked at his screen "Well i better take this. Work never ends."

He looked at me for a moment before he left to take the call.  

Jinyoung's voice startled me, i forgot he was here "It's like the two of you have your own language"

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"Come to think of it, he's exactly your type. you guys would be perfect for each other. Are you sure you're not dating?"

"I'm pretty sure i would know if i was in a relationship with anybody. sheesh."

Funny thing is by the end of that night, he did indeed ask me for my number and i don’t care if this is going anywhere or its just a casual friend thing. I was looking forward to whatever coming. 

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To Be Continued. 

[severalthousandeyes]

Enamored ~ Chan x Reader Oneshot

genre: fluff

word count: 1,386

summary: You met him freshman year of high school. He was an exchange student from Australia. He came into your home room class with the softest dimpled smile and you were gone from the moment you saw him.

He sat in the row to your left and you didn’t have the strength to not sneak glances (and prolonged stares) at the pretty boy with blonde hair that sat next to you.

You couldn’t help but be enamored with Bang Chan.

“Chan, that doesn’t even make sense.”

“Yes it does Y/N, if 1000 bees and 3 bears are fighting, the bears would totally win rigght??”

“Uh I guess?”

“See I told you Minho! Y/N is the smart one!”

“No, the bees would sting the bears to death, your argument is invalid.”

“You’re stupid, the bears would just eat the bees”

“You mean to tell me 3 fucking bears would eat 1000 FUCKING BEES!”

“YES THEY WOULD”

At that point you started to tune out of the conversation, at least as much as you could seeing as Minho and Chan were yelling at each other.

The three of you walked home together from school everyday since freshman year.

Now that it’s your senior year, the three of you were almost inseparable.

Minho’s house was the first house on your way home so he left first.

“Bye Y/N. And Chan, this is not over we will discuss this further”

“I really hope so, because I want to see your face when you realize you’re wrong”

“Yea okay. Byyye”

Minho waved goodbye and walked up his driveway, and you and chan continued the way to your respective houses.

Your house was the second stop. And then Chan lived two house over.

You and Chan walked in a comfortable silence the way to your house.

Even though you, Minho, and Chan came as set, you’ve always wished you could have something more than friendship with Chan.

You met him freshman year of high school. He was an exchange student from Australia. He came into your home room class with the softest dimpled smile and you were gone from the moment you saw him.

He sat in the row to your left and you didn’t have the strength to not sneak glances (and prolonged stares) at the pretty boy with blonde hair that sat next to you.

You couldn’t help but be enamored with Bang Chan.

He befriended your current best friend Minho and then the two of you became friends.

The three of became to trio you are now after three years.

“Can I tell you something?”

Chan broke your chain of thought as the two of you stopped in front of your driveway.

“Of course. What’s up?”

Chan went from relatively relaxed to nervous in a second. What could he possibly tell you that would make him this nervous?

“You know, nevermind. It’s not that important.”

“No. Chan. I hate when you do that. What is it??”

“Don’t worry Y/N I swear it doesn’t matter”

“Ok fine”

You backed down reluctantly. It had to have been at least a little important. If it wasn’t why would he ask if he could tell you?

“Bye Y/N. I’ll text you later.”

He sent you pure dimpled smile that made you want to squish his cheeks, and you completely forgot being aggravated.

“Bye Chan”

You waved goodbye and went into your house.

-

It was around 2am and you were still up on instagram and tumblr, looking at memes.

Occasionally sending some to the group chat you had with Chan and Minho.

It was probably time for you to go to sleep, you weren’t particularly tired. But just so you got at least 4 hours of sleep.

channie: hey are you awake?????

y/n: yea i was just about to go to sleep tho

y/n: why??

channie: open your window

y/n: tf why

channie: pls just do it

y/n: boi no. w h y

channie: i’m at your window

channie: pls oppen

channie: it’s cold af

“You’re fucking what?!?”

You whisper yelled under your breath. You get up from your bed and walk to window. And sure enough Chan is sitting there with the cutest smile and you can’t even bring yourself to be mad.

You open your window all the way so Chan can come in.

You can tell he is trying to be as graceful as possible getting in. His foot gets caught on the window cill and he almost falls on his face getting into your room.

“Ahem hi.”

“Hi Chan. What exactly are you doing at my window at 2am”

He looks gorgeous. And so soft.

You’re kind of mad because he (not really) woke you up but at the same time you heart is beating at the speed of light. Can he hear it?

He is wearing a oversized red sweatshirt and he has the sleeves pulled up around his hands. He rubs his neck sheepishly.

“Hey, hey. What’s going on? Is everything okay?”

Your head starts spinning. Could something possibly be wrong? What’s happening?

“Oh yea. Everything is fine. Kind of”

“Chan please. Don’t make me play a guessing game. Just tell me what’s going on”

You try to keep your tone reassuring, just in case something is actually wrong

“I need to tell you something. And I need you to promise you won’t get mad”

“I cant exactly promise that Chan”

“Y/N I need you to”

“Ok I promise”

He takes a big inhale and exhale. You’re bracing yourself for anything. Chan can be really unpredictable at times.

“Alright. I’ve wanted to tell you this for a really long time. And I was going to tell you earlier but I got too nervous. And I was just going to tell you over text but that felt like a cop out-“

“Chan you’re rambling”

“Right sorry.”

“Please tell me what’s wrong”

“Nothing is wrong. It’s just-“

You’re waiting for him to say something, anything. The way he is saying everything it sounds like a.. confession?? No. That’s impossible.

“Okay. Fuck it. I’m just gonna say it.”

“Okay?”

“Y/N.. I love you. Like not just in a friend type of way. Like in the way I want to kiss you and hug you and hold your hand and go on cliche dates with you. And I think I’ve loved you since I came to this high school.”

It’s not impossible then. Your mind was going in a hundred different directions. You saw that Chan was still talking and you were trying to listen, but you just couldn’t.

The only thing your mind could focus on was Chan loved you.. He said it and he meant it. He came to your window in the middle of the night. And confessed to you.

“- and I’m so sorry if you don’t feel the same way and I’ve now ruined our friendship for the rest of eternity -“

“Chan?”

“Yea?”

“I love you too. I want to kiss you and hug you and hold your hand and do all the stupid couples things that we cringe at. And I know I’ve loved you since you came to our high school.”

Chan looked absolutely dumbstruck. He had been rendered speechless, now that had to be a first.

Refusing to let your eyes leave his face, you had to make sure he knew you meant it.

He lunged forward and enveloped you in a hug. His long arms wrapping around your frame. You burried your face in the juncture between his neck and shoulder.

You put your arms under his own and pulled him as close as possible. He was impossibly warm and smelled like honey and sandalwood.

You two stayed intertwined for a good couple minutes. Neither party wanting anything else but to be exactly where they were.

He loosened his grip slightly and looked down at you. You looked up him while still having your arms wrapped around his torso.

“Y/N can I kiss you?”

“I would love that”

He smiled softly before he pulled one of his hands up to rest on your cheek.

He started to lean down and your eye fluttered closed. A moment later soft, plush lips met yours. The next moment you decided that kissing Chan was your favorite pass-time.

He pressed his lips into yours a little more and moved his head. Both of you were chasing each other lips. Never wanting to lose the feeling.

The first kiss of Y/N and Bang Chan seems to last forever, but was broken a forever too soon.

He stared down at you like all the constellations were in your eyes.

“I love you”

“I love you too”

You couldn’t help but be enamored with Bang Chan.

so i wrote a fic based on a post that i made yesterday (this post) yaay. i honestly cant decide if im proud of this or if i regret everything.

@jeongn