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did you know? ninjago season 6: skybound (bonus drawings under the cut. i feel like im going insane)
#ninjago#potatart#jay walker#cole ninjago#nya ninjago#kai ninjago#THE BOOK DOESNT SAY “BIG TITS”!!!!!! IT DOES NOT I TELL YOU#OT SAYS BIG TIME LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!#I LOVED THE DISSECTION OF JAYS CHARACTER OK I THOUGHT IT WAS INTERESTING#i didnt like the first bit thought. why did they make kai act like that#like for real#also darreth got hit with the huge misogynist beam in the first episode it was so jarring#the nessage behind s6 was good i think? i just wish it didnt step on character arcs to do that#im so normal. im so normal#jay being tormented for two days literally is insane to me#not in a bad way just. oh wow#also i dont like that he did that. but he did#sighs sadly he did do that
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Wrench looking at Literally Anything and Anyone: (Rage. Disgust. Trying to kill with his gaze alone.)
Wrench looking at Numbers:
(Well listen. Ok. This is Wrench we're talking about so still some rage and still some killing-gaze but. Softer....Soft....Reserved only for This One Guy. I know it's subtle, he's Mr Wrench. But look, see hims face.)
#jay talkin#fargo#wrenchers#see hims face SEE HIMS FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i got the ability to access high enough quality of my shows to screenshot so i hope we r all ready for what that means#yall yr gonna see my BOYS from my TEEVEE#n e way can i talk abt russell's performance as wrench for a bit. well im going to and you cant stop me#there is so much he does with the subtleties of expression as wrench that truly is one of my favourite pieces of television acting#i already knew he was incredibly good at conveying something as simple as the light behind his eyes changing from his role in TWBB but like#we get so much more time w wrench and hes got a lot going on under that carefully constructed persona#that i feel like his ability as an actor shines soooooooo well#hes playing a man who is making a concentrated effort to be very reserved w his expressions imo. yet you see SO much emotion#hidden in slight changes in his eyes and the smallest movement in his face. he has absolute control and awareness of such minute details#its really astounding!!!!! i cant think of many actors who have that level of skill in the face!!#there are scenes where russells face does not perceptably move and YET his entire expression changes somehow#like he can change the light in his fucking eyes he can just EXUDE a feeling so strong it can hit u like a truck#which ofc makes any more outward shows of emotion from wrench even more palpable#and part of that performance being so good is you CAN see him change his expression towards numbers vs everything else!#whatever connection these two have be it purely coworkers or romantic or what it is SOLD in wrench's subtle expressions#(and for the record im team 'married couple' bc it was innnnn the damn script. but however anyone interprets is cool no worries ok)#i couldve pulled even more examples if id gone thru more scenes but i just had this one open at the time so. <3#koff koff hack hack who said all that. mustve been a ghost. can u tell i rlly like this guys acting. i mean what. who keeps saying things
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calling nya and jay ying and yang:🤩🥰😍😘🤩🥰😍😍😍
calling nya and jay husband and wife:🤢🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤬🤬🤬
#ok its kinda like#when you husand and wife your just husband and wife#when you ying and yang you can not have with out the other#ITS LITTERY SAYING THAT THEY CANT HAVE ONE WITH OUT THE OTHER THAT IS SO MUCH MORE ROMANTIC THAT HUSBAND AND WIFE#lego ninjago#nya smith#jay ninjago#jaya ninjago#jaya#jay walker#nya jiang
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jrwi riptide 100//
Jay wanting to be a pirate just because of the freedom it gives her in this world. No lofty goals or ambitions. That’s what it’s always been about, hasn’t it? Since La Alma, who set sail from Joaldo without a thought of his future, and even before him, it’s been a clear theme. There is freedom in the open seas, there is freedom in having an open future. Not knowing what is next because you get to decide your heading.
And they help others find their freedom as well, as they make their own journey. Whether it’s by helping them fight back against whatever boot is crushing them, or trying to help them and give them resources to continue on their journey, or other such means. They’re the best goddamn pirates because they embrace this freedom, and they use their power to help others find their freedom as well.
#Jay isn’t a pirate for revenge or to say fuck you or to try and bring about chaos. she wants the freedom and friendship it gives her#Jayson can yap all he wants about the dangers of freedom and chaos and whatever the fuck. ok bootlicker with control issues#I’m sure I’d love to hear his opinions on the political state of mana. I’m sure he’d be a blast at parties. whatever dude#freedom is a pure and just ideal. always has been always will be#like it ties into every adventure they’ve been on everyone they’ve helped. it ties into their own journies (Gil especially)#no all of them especially#seize your destiny. plot your own course. have a good time with good company#and do some good along the way#I just have so many thoughts#jrwi#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide 100#jrwi 100#jay ferin#okay! gonna start tagging spoilers since it’s 100 episodes and over now for riptide#jrwi spoilers#z speaks
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hi. for people who saw gatsby: an american myth. do you remember mckee asking nick for lunch. and then gatsby in like the next scene inviting nick for lunch. because i remember.
#not pjo#chitter chatter#when gatsby was like 'we should do lunch' i was like. hello. fucking. hello. are we. hello.#gatsby really said we just met literally 5 minutes ago. come meet my father figure. normal normal thing to do jay.#to be clear gatsby also asks him to go to lunch in the book. but like. there's a time skip. and also#in the show after mckee asks they immediately start making out on the couch. none of this ... nonsense#so the vibes are a LITTLE different in my brain.#i saw a few people say they didnt think gatsby and nick flirted enough and like while i do think that think part of it is we're#in nick's pov but not his HEAD#he DOES start singing about gatsby's smile for no reason until jordon is like. alright buddy. lets talk about daisy.#like nick was just Doing That. pull it together carraway.#but i got the vibe (JUST my take) that gatsby was like. kinda into nick. zero reason to be leaning into his space like that sir.#however when he actually MET daisy again he became kinda singularly focused on her again#i mean he built his whole lifeup to this moment#he says it at the end. he murdered pieces of himself to bring himself here. for DAISY.#him snapping back to daisy mode makes sense to me but he still reaches out for nick as a comfort in the sense that hes like#nick do NOT leave please stay with us. daisy does the same. and ofc part is that theyre really. fucking awkward. but like.#LET ME HAVE MY OWN NONSENSE INTERPRETATIONS. HES TRAPPED BY WHITENESS AND CLASS AND HETEROSEXUALITY.#hes already so much of an outsider trying to fit in. (i also think he loves daisy or an ideal at least. and she's EASIER to love. safer.)#nick inherently has more freedom even as a gay man in the sense that hes richer and white and an ivy league dude i mean you understand righ#right????????#even if its in the book i do wanna point out the parallels between those moments. im choosing to see it as deeply intentional <3#this show had a lot of repetition and parallels (see daisy and myrtle in a lot of songs and scenes)#(one i LOVE is tom giving myrtle a necklace and daisy later giving TOM her necklace in case he sees anyone he knows. idk love that shit)#im...gonna queue this#im embarrassed to talk about this show so much. so. into the queue it goes!!!#all the worlds a stage#so like. anyway. thats where i think nick's mind immediately went when gastsby asked him for lunch. personal headcanon <3#gatsby after one convo: we're doing lunch // me and nick immediately: oh ok! guess that's a date then!
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it's always shocking 2 people that I'm extremely content to sit and watch them play video games and I'll have just as much fun doing that as I would playing it myself. maybe even MORE fun because then I don't get frustrated doing it. to the point where people sometimes do not believe me until I ask them to play games so I can watch. it's like my own personal twitch streamer except I can directly make fun of them when they fail a level.
#jay says a thing#one of my new friends was like...are you SURE its ok for me to play games while youre over?#and i was like girly.....please PLEASE play zelda so i can watch. PLEASE i love this game i want to see someone whos good at it play it#or my bf will apologize for not having any multiplayer games for me to play w him and meanwhile im like teehee play fallout so i can watch
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btw this season i am choosing joy because there is too much sadness in the world and last season i got too into it and lost track of the fact that this is fun so like no i don't care that they lost they could lose every game and i wouldn't care as long as they were doing fun things and being silly and i got to watch baseball
#i love baseball ok i like stats and fun facts and plays and batting i like it#it's fun#and the jays are on a downward trend so i gotta adapt#and i'm not saying you can't be sad!!#like i wanted them to win so bad#sooo bad#but they didn't and that's ok i still think there is value there#i still enjoyed it
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finally got around to reading that manga.

anyways. on to the next volume 👍
#jay reads#ok ramble time#was looking forward for their reunion and it did not disappoint they're so sweet together#this volume has lots of shippy reviews yet none of them mention that the ship's technically inappropriate lmao#i mean if i go into the tumblr tag i'm sure i'll see people saying that you can't ship them they're family!!!! but they don't get it either#low-key scared to enter the fandom... what if there are no understanders...
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They are trying to convince me Jason was always reckless and angry and impulse and tbh that fact is worse than them killing him
#is he impulse and a bit reckless YES. he absolutely CAN be. but you have to understand. i am holdijg your hand. its all wrong right now#its when someone who doesn't like a character talks about them#and theyre sooo insistent that he ANGRY#but he is?? barely??#like ok. hi. hello. most anger was at the end. you cant just pull that#and it always tended to mirror batman's#like alot.#and it character development anger. pretty much all heros go through that#what im saying is that jason is not notably angry or angrier than anyone else. and it would've gotten better#he can be a bit reckless and impulsive though. but its not the Same as theyre doing it#do you get me#and he is perfectly willing to draw back or accept theres not much he can do to help a situation#hes a NEW hero. hes a KID. he had so much to learn#and he wants to help and if he feels like he can help he will. even if itll get him in trouble#he just found out his dad it dead like a week before The Batman told him to get in the car and put on the robin costume#and Man do i habe Thoughts on that (being adopted as robin first. which wow. that. wow.#he helped batman fight at the museum and then he gets called robin ans then adopted. how do you think that affects a child#it would be so easy to feel bats only cares about him as robin#not to mention how much pre-retcon (im not calling it crisis) stressed that the Only way to really be close to bruce is to be with him#as batman#and as established by everyrhing this kid is Desperate for a parental figure#hey does jay ever call batman dad or have b call him son. i genuinely cant remember all examples i can think of are before the retcon#its a bit hard to say how much of that story remained. kinda feels like none. i miss harvey bullock#RAMBLING hi i am talking to myself right now. back to the point at hand. yknow how it is when someone who doesn't like a character writes e#dc liveblog
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Hiding my shirt that says 'i am not normal about narratives that imply an inanimate inhabited structure is a living breathing organism' as i walk into a board room and pitch my idea that we should make more horror revolving around living architecture
#jay talkin#I JUST. I JUST. i'm thinking about old haunted house movies that have this grimy sticky feeling to the house#where the evil is not just afflicted to wood and bricksbut eminates from it as a hatred#the house itself hates you. the voice screaming get out is born on the vocal chords of the hallway#i am also thinking about The Hotel the podcast you should all already be streaming CHOP CHOP CMON NOW#which is of course a more unique and i would say more abstract sister to this concept#(said deeply positively the concepts and horror explored make my brain ping pong rapidly)#which is another reason you should be listening because it does its own thing that i think you should listen to and discover yrself :)#(and also it is far more than this this is just a tiny SLITHER of what is explored go listen NEOW)#and i am also thinking about. drum roll please. you know whats coming. yes it could be nothing else#kitty horrorshows anatomy which is TO THIS DAY one of the best and most influential games upon me i have played#a game that pushes this concept to its core grotesque emotional fleshy pulp and runs with it#anatomy is a game that breeds in anxiety and discomfort and bleeds a sincere love in the horror it portrays#that love is something i yearn to see in horror media! it is also present in the hotel AHEM AHEM#but yes anatomy is an experience like no other that you really should experience for yourself#(glances down at my shirt) um. um ok so ill leave the board meeting now thank you for listening#dear god my pain medcin kicked in and i instantly became the worlds least normal man didnt i. WELL!!! thats all of youse problem now
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thinking about…
Method acting…
Gab -> Sel
Back in the day he imitated Sel to be annoying. It ended up becoming like a whole thing. It’s unsettling but it’s actually really good. As for actually capturing her presence— he can pretty much already do that because of humanity.
Sel -> Dash
already has acting experience, very familiar with his mannerisms, does method acting against will.
“Ahhh Dash is so expressive— I don’t know if I can manage that…” <god my face is going to hurt after this. Oh well.>
Dash -> Naomi
CRYINF. He literally can’t help breaking character. Sel and Gab helped him out though… towards the end it ends up becoming natural. It’s Naomi anyway. He actually started off just mocking her and it ended up working…
Naomi -> Gab
RIP. Literally all she did was drop her facial expression and think about work instead of unicorns and rainbows and. It worked. Well- on the very outside at least. It’s more the Gabriel that any STRANGER would see him as.
honourable mentions
Naomi -> SEL Naomi already does this. Dash -> SEL oh god
#People doing Sel impressions is like. Very important to me#As jokes and serious imitations#Jay and Pilot doing it eerily well#Gabriel acting as her effortlessly#Cherry…#AND VERONIKA#DO I EVEN HAVE TO SAY IT#SHES LIKE THE AKANE TO HER AI#EEUGHSHBSBS#And then there’s Naomi who idolises her so dearly she can’t help it#Angelo who will do it out of spite and realise how well it worked and then regret his life choices#Like that scene from Oshi no ok where Kana’s acting is getting constantly praised and akane is fucking tired of it so she just does her rol#As Kana and they love it#“So that’s what you wanted…”#SSS#yaps
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sometimes i feel like im on a different wavelength from everybody else like i have the right idea just wrong execution. but that is okay i think
#jay does a think#it's usually when im tired or sleep deprived ... i have a harder time coming up with more engaging responses to the conversation#which is a very common struggle#i just hope people don't take it as. hey you're kinda weird. do you even like talking to me#like nooooo i promise i'm listening to what you're saying i just have a select inventory of answers that consist of#“real” “true” “no you're so right for that actually”#ok obviously if i don't agree with what someone else is saying or i have a different take i'll respond differently .#the main thing is . blending in with the social crowd and picking up on jokes and the like. but also#there are times where i am very good at this#so i am probably just tired. i did sleep for five hours last night#“why do i feel off” maybe it's because you have an abhorrent sense of time and consideration for your wellbeing
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oh fuck lovebomb started playing and it set off my fight or flight instincts
#my post#i hear that opening Wom Wom Wom Wom and sit up straight in a cold sweat#i still hear it in my dreams sometimes#i captain chip do solemnly swear to fuck shit up to help those in need and to be the best goddamn pirates anyone has ever seen we need to#get these pirates inside now did we ever get a name for what theyre called the riptide pirates BAAANANANANANANANNANANANANAA hey guys check#this out YES whos laughing now fuckers fuck you ok if anyone can clear the gauntlet its the riptide pirates get to the center of the prison#thats your out we need to hget him out of here is he even still alive its worth a shot BLOW YOU AWAY gillion youre not actually the chosen#one chip i think youre irresponsible and incompetent and honestly youre a danger to everyone around you chip arlins probably dead and you#need to move on and live for yourself and your own destiny jay i think youre ugly and no one will ever love you gillion i think this place#is playing more than one trick on us its not us chip its this place stay back dont make me do this do what you have to hey there little nei#wait a fucking minute wait drey who put you in here it wasnt one of hey brother you have a lot of explaining to do but come and maybe ill#let them go and what if i dont come with you youd rather be a pirate then i will show you what youre up against you wanna take on a pirate#im right here stop please just stop if i come with you will you let them leave we swore an oath chip its gonna be okay discipline them jay#you wanna know my secret so bad chip i convinced the navy to let me go undercover i was just using you i dont care what you were before thi#youre a riptide pirate now what do you really want jay and just say it so i can fight for it i wanna keep adventuring with you guys gill#thats all i want right now jay because you are my duaghter i will give yoy a headstart but when i catch you you will no longer be a daughte#to me just another piratee BAAAHHH gill youre not going down that easy buddy were not leaving you behindAUAGDSHGH jay my anme is jay ferin#co captain of the riptide pirates im gonna trust my friends were gonna fuck shit up im gonna be the best goddamn pirate youve ever seen#i dont doubt it sureshot
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Ok so I thought the most surreal experience of my life was a few days ago when I, short on people I could vent to and in desperate need of *someone*, showed up at my boss’s office and just cried at her for like 2 hours, only for her to respond “holy shit, my friend wasn’t kidding when she met you and said ‘so Jay is just you but 3 years younger. This is payback for every time you’ve been waaay too similar to me’”. Anyways turns out she gives off Relatable Vibes because I’m pretty sure we’re fucking clones, and I was right in basically all my suspicions about her lol.
However, nope. There’s a new winner. One of the kids started crying after her group failed the lab (in honestly a really heartbreaking way) and while we were trying to comfort her, my boss and I had a moment where we looked each other and realized “holy shit it’s a fourth clone”.
I had quipped at my boss the other day that I recognized the script she was using to cheer me up because I was much more comfortable on the other end of it, and she was using roughly my method (because again. Apparently I’m her fucking clone.) and then we got to tag team this poor kid thru the exact same thing. And every so often I would say something and think “ah shit, I’m pretty sure I’m just quoting Wednesday…”. Love literally having the exact same conversation twice in one week lmao
#Jay & Boss: you should sleep please; you’re exhausted after an all-nighter#Kid: but I can’t. I have to go do this thing for this one org that I’m on the exec board for because it’s on fire constantly#Kid: but at least I’m not president anymore—oh yeah I got press ganged into being president for like 2 months cuz I kept doing the work#Kid: and then I have to go do work for this class and study for a midterm and help this other club#Boss: …#Jay: …#Boss: ok so do you see what I have to deal with?#Jay: look I only accidentally ended up on ONE exec board. Wait unless you count Apex…#Jay: but you got made coinstructor cuz you kept running the fucking course soooooo#Boss: dammit my friend really was right#I say all of this with an alarm set three hours from now……..
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LEE HEESEUNG doesn’t know what got him out of his deep slumber yet. his head is still deep in the clouds when he scratches his eye open. he is confused when he hears muffled sounds coming from next to him but he is quick to distinguish his sweet girl’s sobs. it’s an heart-rending sight, sad yet beautiful, with the light of his nightstand’s lamp reflecting on your face and you tears-filled eyes widened at him. he can tell from the look on your face that you are too shaken by your nightmare to talk about it. he is quick to pull you in his embrace, your face buried in his broad chest, your fingers gripping onto his shirt as he lays the both of you down. his heartbeat goes faster as your tears fall onto his cloth and he can’t do anything else that give you a soft kiss ok the top of your head, holding you close.
PARK JONGSEONG “angel, c’mere,” he shushes you. you feel like a kid with your hand wiping your eyes, your tears falling on the back of your hand, your lips quivering. jay’s hand is wrapped around your free one. he pulls closer as you sniffle, unable to look up to look him in the face. he continues to drag you close to himself, your wobbly voice pulling his heart strings. he makes you sit on his laps in a smooth motion. you hide your face in the crook of your boyfriend’s neck. his hand strokes your back in the greatest hope of soothing your pain. “princess,” his voice is pleading. “look at me, please.” his chest is heavy with pain when you look up. he rubs your tigh with his thumb, “it’s okay, sweetheart,” he rests his forehead against yours, “i’m here.”
SIM JAEYUN feels his entire body getting weaker. when he steps into the kitchen to see you on the floor, head in your hands, sitting on the couch and shaking. his pulse rate goes so high, he can feel his heart beating in his head. he doesn’t think before rushing towards you, slightly in distress. his knees get fragile and he falls right in front of you. “my love,” he rests his hand on your thigh. he shushes you as you hiccup, messily apologizing for your state, “it’s okay, don’t apologizing.” his voice is a tad bit wobbly as he says so and he doesn’t really know what to do. he tries to get up to bring you some water, wishing that it could calm you down a little but you hold his wrist. he is unable to get off his knees when your teary eyes lock with his. when you fall in his arms, his soul feels your pain like its own.
PARK SUNGHOON it’s like his breath is being taken away from him the more he watches your face crumble into pieces. he can’t do anything but look at you, at your tears falling on your reddened cheeks, at your teeth biting your lower lip in utmost despair to stop crying. he catches you in his arms when you completely fall under the pressure of your sadness. he admits it, his eyes got a little teary when you started to cry and even more when you wrapped your arms around his neck so strongly. sunghoon decides that you need some rest—therefore, your feet are off the floor in a minute and he is walking towards the bedroom. you whine when he slightly lets go to put you on the mattress; “shh, i’m here,” he assures before laying next to you.
KIM SUNOO knows there is something wrong as soon as he comes back home. your puffy eyes and you sad smile tells him everything that he needs to know— yet, you insist on telling him that nothing his wrong. he doesn’t when the love of his life hides her pain from him, but he doesn’t want to be too punchy so he doesn’t press. “okay, i love you,” he whispers without expecting a response. he just lets it out, as a gentle reminder, a quieter way of saying that he is there for you. but he didn’t expect for you to cover your mouth to hide a sob in your throat. sunoo reaches to you immediately, distress displayed on his face as obvious as the ache of his heart. he brings you closer to his circle of warmth ever so gently. his shoulder welcomes your forehead without complaint and his hand pats your head. he doesn’t let you go until you swear you are okay.
YANG JUNGWON his hands cup your face. he puts his face so close to yours that you let out a teary giggle. “you are always so pretty,” he whispers, his thumb wiping the falling tear under your eye, “even when you cry, doll” ridiculously enough, his sweetness makes you want to cry even more than a few moments prior. yet, you still smile at jungwon, whose smile is so bright that it could light up an entire city. your tears wet your face without your permission and when he leans in to give you a peck on the mouth, his lips after salty. he comes back for another, though. he aims for everywhere: on your nose, on your cheeks, on your forehead. your giggles are wobbly and confuse themselves between many of your quiet sobs—but they are here. and he thanks god for that.
NISHIMURA RIKI does completely crumble whenever he sees you cry, or when he does as much as thinking about it. he doesn’t know what to do or what to say. your boyfriend stumbles over every surface of the apartment to find tissues for you. “hey,” he whispers, voice shaky due to his worry and his heartbeats being so fast. he sits on the edge of the bed, next to your body laid on the bed. he frowns when you look at him, desperately trying to wipe off your tears. he takes one tissue and brings it closer to your face. “no,” he says as you try to grab the tissue, “let me take care of you, baby, hm?” he cleans your damped and gorgeous face. there is a limp in his throats when you let out a shaky whisper, when your soft body shakes as you hiccup. he tucks you under the covers and gives you a kiss on the forehead, “rest a little.”
분지 ܃ i wrote this in a rush, i still hope you enjoy <3
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Went to the doctor to follow up on some concerns and to go over test results and after i explain the problems im having for the third time that month my doctor sits down smugly and says, "let me guess, you're thinking you have POTS or something?" Dog i don't know what that even is PLEASE just give me a referral to a specialist like I asked for
#jay says a thing#shes so unwilling to take me seriously all of a sudden and its pissing me off#she also was like 'just remember we do gain weight as we get older..ur not going to be the same weight you were as a teen ^-^'#MA'AM IVE GAINED OVER 40 POUNDS IN LESS THAN A YEAR IN ADDITION TO INCREASED HEART PALPITATIONS AND CHRONIC PAIN AND FATIGUE#DESPITE ME EATING BETTER AND GETTING MORE EXERCISE THAN I HAVE IN YEARS#like i truly do believe this is something to be taken seriously and not hand waved away bcos literally everyone in my life is so worried#AND paired with the fact that I've had weight related health issues in the past that also went unsolved because i was rapidly LOSING weight#and my doctors were like 'this is a good thing ur getting healthier ^-^' shut UP#like i am on the ground rn please ma'am#ok to rb
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