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May I request a vampire world Marcy?
you may. (I threw in a little vamp world Bonnie for you as well 🦇)
#adventure time#bubbline#fionna and cake#<- i guess#princess bubblegum#bonnibel bubblegum#marceline abadeer#marceline the vampire queen#the star#my art#uhhh is that all of the tags. probably.#ok i m like very happy with this but WOW? this took me so long. i don't know when i started but im sure its been at least 5 hours haha#i thinks its just because i don't draw fullbody or multiple characters that often so I SEVERELY underestimated how long this would take
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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i wanted this comic digitalized so bad that i used max's birthday as an excuse. :)
this is the true ending. if im insane enough ill show you the alternate ending though
bonus because i just. it just kinda peters out. longggg post yayyye
#adventure time#wizard city#together again#i realize if im all 'oh every wizard kids has to have their episode tagged' then i should be that stickler about mister death.#mr death#mr fox#blaine#digital#distant lands#long post#im gonna also throw in#suicide mention#because its not very obvious or serious but mr fox's brain did go there. sorry. and i guess thats technically the whole. hm. yeah okay. h.#larry#blaines mom#ALSO THERE. i cant. make her look right. to me. but shes. so much to me. i KNOW they have one. its so specific in my head that they do#they cannot be being raised solely by a posse of wizard guards. that cant be real.#'dont let them take you without saying goodbye to me blaine' - mom whose kid's best friend just got zilched with no warning. :| real great.#'you took my friend away' '(loading....) ohh. the old guy took him but i can figure it out. yeah. i know a lot of people one sec.'#i feel like there is more i should say. hm. but ok guess not! happy bday max. im scheduling this to post exactly on ur bday#this comic was mostly for me. but mr death is there and hes sweet. so i will post it on your bday.#au#idk if it needs an au tag but it’s getting one. i talk a lot in digital art pieces
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smacks the skin textures back into the man
[sketchy studies of hob gadling from sandman show screenshots]
#I take for granted that the first time I draw a character will be very different from the understanding that the 70th drawing gives#me eyeing boba LOOOOL#so sometimes if I'm thinking about a character I smack down the first few drawings down to get it over with#hob gadling#the sandman#my art#ok confession it took me so long to draw this guy bc I was disappointed the actor was only 34#and also the slavery situation#but uhhh my friend is into the guy so 👀✨
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the mass attack i was working on for most of this artfight, seafoam/stardust outerwilds ocs!
Had a lot of fun working on this, ideally I would've loved to include more outerwilds ocs but this is what I managed to do!! :D
Everyone's ocs! (+ tagging everyone lmao):
@cobaltbluesu's ritchie (+ fish) and citrine, @shibee-inu's rubus, @roastbeasts's carica (+ also mudstone), SolarXeno (on artfight)(toyhouse)'s sangine + family (and delphy), @dragonflute's scoria and embroiderer, Sorrelpool (on artfight)(toyhouse)'s lupinus, @vulturereyy's fig, @salami-for-cats' bacopa, Samtuna (on artfight)(twitter)'s petzite, @lavenderbright's karst, Mamga (on artfight)'s aloe, @sunflowers-son's fig, and @goglitch's prisme!
here's a couple of groups who are upside down or sideways in the main thing!:
#took me so long to post bc i kept on putting off saving new versions that r just rotated a little like. ok DFSHHLDHKDHKDH#of all the things to be putting off#also everyones comments made me go waugh every time...was not sure whether it would be strange to respond or not! so i didnt respond!#but they were very nice#anyway. I LOOOOOOOVVVEEEEE OUTERRRRRWWIIIILLLLDDDSSSSSS#smiles serenely. thank you!#artfight#artfight 2024#artfight 24#artfight stardust#outer wilds#outer wilds ocs
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Arlaen and the Raven Queen, making a choice
#my art#unprepared casters#tightrope#The background IS the Raven Queen's hair#it blends into the nothing-void space they're in#Arlaen's horn is the same color as her cutie mark cause its her divinity#she may or may not have some tiny baby wings hidden under that scarf too but who knows. maybe she put it on there as a way to not know eith#anyway. raven wings as big ole wings and some raven-sized raven wings instead of ears. for the vibes#ALSO. BONE MASK. TOOK ME FOREVER.#horse skulls have a WEIRD nose and it took me so long to figure out how to a) do it and b) do it in a stylized way that worked with mlp#my version of it at least#i did some fun stuff with like texturing too. wanted to it to feel like there were threads and a weave in the air. which i kinda did.#very abstractly#ALSO edited my stripey brush so i think ill be using that more#ok enough tags time to turn off my brain
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Remembering the toxic hellscape that was 2015-2019ish SU fandom and just how much hate the show got is really insane when you rewatch the show after it's been a while. Like the show is good what the hell were any of these people talking about
#do NOT quote me on those numbers i pulled them straight out of my ass#like the ending was rushed and the diamonds didnt get to be fully developed but liek#the whole reason that was the case is there was an entire 6th season planned#and then the show got axed early because rebecca sugar and crew refused the back down on the rupphire wedding.#and even rushedness aside like the point of the show was never that you should hug fascists and forgive people no matter what#the diamond were rose's (and his) dysfunctional family whose personal suffering became the basis for the cruelty of gem society#bismuth in The Real World would have been right to want to kill the diamonds as a force of revolution#but the point of the show is that even the most complicated people are still people who can change. even if you dont forgive them#even steven quartz universe the most loving boy in the world very obviously does not like being around the diamonds. but that is how it is#it was a children's show that emphasized compassion and communication and family as themes. of course steven didnt kill the diamonds lol#i really fully believe the stevenbomb format (which was not the crew's choice or fault) cooked peoples' brains#you had months between major arcs so every wrongdoing by a character had months to be warped and misinterpreted and so no resolution could#ever satisfy fans who were festering with their own opinions for way too long#like these arcs looking back are not that long and they resolve in fairly reasonable manners but they took fuckin forever in real time to#wrap up#and ppl on the internet with no other hobbies than arguing made the fandom suck to be in and gave su a bad name#even if you dont like steven universe i think the amount of vitriol thrown at the show is/was fucking INSANE for what it is lmaooo#people were so so jolly to accuse rebecca sugar (a jewish lady) of being a fascist/fash sympathizer and paint every writing shortcoming or#morally dubious character action as a sign of pure fuckin evil#ok that was a long ass fuckin rant in the tags i am so sorry i'm just kind of opinionated on this matter as i am all matters#i've been rewatching su with my dad lately and this very normal and well paced and fun watchthrough experience has been illuminating#just how insane and uncalled for the hellish discourse sphere around su was/is#i say was/is i have no idea what su discourse is like nowadays. i'm too scareds to look in the su crit tag
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au where nappa survives
literally don't care about anything between vegeta not killing him and goku dying bc whether or not they legally got married, bulma and vegeta are considered husband and wife and i think it's vitally important that nappa would insist on a ceremony so he could walk vegeta down the aisle
yes he knows that that's what the bride's father does for her, but more importantly, he knows that vegeta doesn't know that.
and now i'm just imagining nappa and bulma's mom bonding over some kinda wedding-themed reality show
#dragon ball z#dragonsballsz#nappa#vegeta#prince vegeta#vegeta iv#son goku#bulma#panchy#vegebul#nappa: look i basically raised him ok#bulma: well u did a shit job. look at him he's got rabies#nappa: i didn't say i did a good job. at least he lived long enough for you two to bone#bulma: he. he didn't. i feel like you're overlooking the fact that he very much didn't#nappa: ugh it doesn't count if you come back duh 👀#bulma: are you just trying to get him in a dress#nappa: no already seen that. i wanna be recognized as his father so he can't say ''u can't tell me what to do ur not my dad'' anymore#bulma: hang on when did you see him in a dress#nappa: it took a pretty long time for frieza to allow people to wear actual pants so he had to make do
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when the note doesn't light up (fav moments 6/?)
#Beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#gif#mine#bonus blum for some reason not changing the wig from the green one at all?? i thought it was just in the red but no. no purple either#i have another 🐍 but i wasn't able to put the specific part that has say my name on my phone so i-#still dont know if the note works there 💀 whatever I'll just do another gif when i have it all in order if so#very troublesome format it's in :( but its ok we can cope#i feel so lucky in this chili tonight that two masters were able to capture both BRIGHT and BLUM having a note technical difficulty#so i can effectively compare them 😭 isn't it beautiful. or am i the only one that cares about something like this#what were the CHANCES#dude what was UP with that wig i need to know why they didn't change it the whole time#me in my happy place making gifs....... my relaxing activity..... hoping everyone else likes them too :3#i used to compare 🐍s by seat placement but the new ones i have all have the same seating#😭😭😭 so i will get confused between them#very excited to debut this gifset in like a week lmao i make them so in advance#fav series#sowwy todays daily gifset took so long to post i took hours to make a new one teehee got lost in the sauce
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i’m on Kaveh’s side now, the next time i see this man i’m throwing him into the nearest brick wall /hj
#genshin impact#genshin art#genshin fanart#alhaitham#alhaitham fanart#genshin impact art#genshin impact fanart#genshin alhaitham#OK MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I HAVEN'T DRAWN FOR A WHILE AND AM OUT OF PRACTICE#MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I A FOOL WHO CANNOT DRAW WEAPONS DECIDED TO DRAW BOTH OF HIS SWORDS#BUT HE TOOK SO LONG TO DRAW OH MY GOD#I NEVER WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN#I'VE BEEN LOOKING AT REFERENCES FOR DAYS I WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO TOSS HIM ACROSS A ROOM#he's probably laughing at me. he's mocking me#anyways rant over have some art for the first time in a while#it was very fun to draw again (even if it took years off my life)#i am never drawing two weapons in the same piece ever again#also if the symbols in the background are off i'm sorry i was working off of a blurry youtube video#wifi draws#good evening :)
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Besties besties guess who just got toonsquid
#keese draws#oc posting#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry art#toonsquid#this is just a test so a few bits are a lil choppy but it’s ok cause I had fun :3#I was going to watch a tutorial first but I didn’t and learned the hard way that I should have#not in a it’s too complicated way but in a I’m stupid way lol#it took me too long to notice that animation layers and drawing layers both exist at the same time wow imagine (<- procreate user)#gonna have to make more custom texture brushes for my sanity but we’ll get to that when we get to it#right of the bat tho toonsquid is already way way easier to use to me than anything else I’ve tried#I’m very excited to do more with it >:3
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light practice using a photo from @elektrobank as a reference 🦢 :-)
#first time uploading my own art!!!!#this took me ridiculously long but i'm still new to painting so its ok its ok#birds#art#swan#bird art#my art#i love the original photo so much#i had it very tiny on my screen and it was like an hour in when i realized that the weird-looking part of the swan's butt was in fact#a seagull
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not the way motonari route has me by the THROAT rn... and i thought ieyasu was the one who bias-wrecked me for my ikesen replay...
#ikesen#motonari#ikesen motonari#i am so WHIPPED for bitches who have a rough exterior but are very romantic and sensitive lovers#it took me so long to play his route cuz i thought it was gonna be rough on rough#but every time they say motonari's eyes were gentle? his touch was soft? his voice was tender? good SHIT.#i promise you. i will 360 my ass right back into his route as soon as i am done with it#he has so much more depth than i thought he would wow.#my overall takeaway about the fandom discourse when he first came out:#it seems to me like the whole “owning you” thing got blown way out of proportion? i totally see why people were squicky about it.#tbh it kinda irritated me too a lil.#but as his route goes on i'm like “ok yeah honestly this was a good jumping off point”#i really disliked what he was doing at first but i'll say he goes to redeem himself#i think mc's headstrongness was the redeeming factor up until we got to see his side that's lmao. head over heels for her#also .......... everytime the game is like “he's so clever. he's so smart. what a sharp mind he has” i'm like BRING ME MORE#i have the hots for a smart boy#i also have the hots for a bad boy#who would've thought it would be motonari of all suitors to marry those two tropes perfectly for me#honestly i was getting tired of replaying mitsuhide route and that's why i slowly fell off ikesen#but damn if motonari isn't changing that rn lmao....?#anyway. that's where i'm at.
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this year so far
#tw death#once again saying things into the void on here bc i dont know where else to say it#went on a trip for a couple days for my moms birthday a couple weeks ago now#they called to tell us my dads dialysis had pretty much stopped working shortly after we were got there#insurance gave us 4 days notice to find somewhere for him to go (2 of which we were 1200 miles from home)#also was told by the place I work at i am not needed until further notice the same day#so I have no source of income until they get the necessary machine fixed and even then I am skeptical they will say to come back#since dialysis stopped working he had to be moved to hospice#which was a week ago now#so he has very little time left#my half brother and his wife came to visit him a couple days ago#now his brother is here from another state#and we took them to eat at the place they’ve always gone when they are here for as long as I can remember#on the way there we were told my grandmother was taken to the hospital in an ambulance#they don’t know what is wrong with her yet but she is 94 so her being not ok either is very plausible#we are only like 3 weeks into the year and I’ve already been soft laid off my grandmother could be dying and my dad is dying#I feel like I have been seconds away from having a complete panic attack for a week#packing up and cleaning out the assisted living (he only ended up being at 3 months) felt so wrong#it was his coffee mug and green cup of all things that got to me most#he always had them#and knowing he would never use them again#I bought his dog a new name tag today#so it has a tag when we give it to them to put in the casket with him#and i almost cried in a fucking petsmart#and now I’m here over sharing on the internet about it bc if I do not keep myself distracted I will just get more nauseous and cry more#delete later
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so i haven't talked about this too much on here, but i've been researching conversion to judaism for a while (since early 2022, mostly constrained to tiktok and other, relatively informal online resources) and while my current living situation isn't really stable enough at the moment for me to get into long-term contact with a synagogue or a rabbi (tldr i'm planning to move overseas at the beginning of next year), i've been wanting to get in touch with some more concrete resources about the conversion process. i've been reading living a jewish life by anita diamant, but if anybody knows of any other books or other resources that might be good supplements to that book, i'd love to hear about them! i know there's a lot of information out there and lots of different paths to take, but i'd love to get other people's takes, if you've got any to offer!
#speak friend and enter#ok to rb btw!#long story short i was raised fundamentalist evangelical in a very high control church#and didn't learn about the bible and the historical context behind the text in the same way a lot of christians did#(read: i've read the whole bible multiple times but was given some kind of atypical translations and interpretations)#but in college i took a world religions class from a professor who is jewish and taught me personally a lot about Jewish interpretation#of the torah - i found these interpretations very freeing and felt they made a lot more sense than what i'd been taught previously#so that kinda led me to where i am today. i follow a lot of other prospective converts on tiktok and their advice is helpful#but im always looking for other stuff too!
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I have a part of a song that makes me sad stuck in my head because my brain is Mean (and apparently also officially has OCD- wild thing I found out today!) So I am going to think about soft things with Toshi to comfort myself until I can get some sleep. I start a new job tomorrow tho so I'm procrastinating on that particular thing dkdnskg
#rain rambles#life update ig? jdjsjssh#im starting work at a trampoline park tomorrow#and I'm nervous bevause my track record with jobs (especially ones where im on my feet all day) hasnt been very good#but my bosses seem really nice! so im excited to be part of the team for as long as i can!#anyways yeah about the OCD.#i took an online quiz that said i probably had it. but i didn't want to base anything on that. i forgot abt it and went to therapy.#my therapist interrupted me to ask if i was diagnosed with OCD. i said no and she asked if i wanted to go through the assessment to see#so i said sure and uh. sure enough... more letters for my alphabet soup dksjsnb#what us it now- AUDHD. OCD. PTSD. BPD.#wild times in this brain lads. wild wild time.#Its ok my f/os love me even if i am a little Messy in the brain area
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