#on the other hand I live in Russia so only a monster would wnat to prolong my suffering fjdjfsdhfhds | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

katyspersonal · 9 months

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You guys don't know the amount of money I've spent with this darn sickness that is just SOOOO severe :/ But the interesting thing is? Just recently, like maybe one day or two before I got so sick, I've found a decent amount of cash money literally laying on the ground, without any chance to search for who lost it, so I took it. And now it was this amount of money that covered my meds expenses..

Just another thing that really makes me feel as though someone is watching over me..

#except it is hard to tell whether it is the force of good or evil #on the one hand helping me to survive is SUPPOOOOSEDLY good.#on the other hand I live in Russia so only a monster would wnat to prolong my suffering fjdjfsdhfhds #but yeah like...#that was so lucky #and i was also walking a road i usually never walk?? like if I just felt intuitively where to go?#i have SPIDEY senses!!!!!!!!!! *basically rom irl*#personal #sorry for so much sick-posting this week though #I just... I honestly swear it only was this severe MANY years ago #Russia jokes aside it is hard moments like this when I am reminded that I DO want to live actually and-#-it is just depression tormenting me when the cold/flu/etc doesn't dhfsfd #why I am so fucking emo lol

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