#one- which is what i meant- that everyone thinks sqq lost his memories and apologizing for something he wouldnt remember would be...

[wafywaify]

i love pushing all my annoying habits onto sqq to feel better about them.

for some fuckass reason, whenever i read, whether it be anxiety inducing or not, i tear at my lips like a starving dog and/or rip at the skin around my nails till i bleed. i genuinely have no idea why and I constantly forget to stop myself before its too late lol. god forbid i read for more than 2 hrs.

anyways. rant over. shen qingqiu.

i can actually see both jiu and yuan doing this, just with jiu being more discreet about it. no way in hell anyone's witnessing any sign of weakness from him. but all the peak lords notice the scabs around his lips. they assume its from his frequent brothel visits. he never corrects them.

but then after sy takes over.. and his lips still appear bitten up.. and no one has seen him around any brothel, well, thats an apology for another person.