#only starting bc im going away next week so any routine will be erased anyway but its the thought that counts | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

sodrippy · 1 year

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always like omg i REALLY want to read and watch this particular show and this movie and take a walk and i cant do ANY of it what is WRONG with me im just paralysed into doing this one activity thats sucking up all my time whats wrong with me )))):

and then i remember it is a major effect of adhd, a disorder i have had my whole life<3

#just trying to be gentler with myself BUT ALSO trying to foster healthier happier habits #which is hard bc im a pushover about myself sbjdnsd #i feel like its universally difficult to do productive or disciplined things at the end of the year yknow #december to me is a write off month. its the pizza party week of months. the year is Over. we're done here #i am sooo unnecessarily anxious about tomorrow but i think/hope once its over ill be able to at least #try to set up the first step towards good routines for the new year #only starting bc im going away next week so any routine will be erased anyway but its the thought that counts

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