#ooc // dxnse macabre.

[dxnse-macabre]

i know people will not agree with me and most likely hate on this take but

can we normalize liking ascended astarion?

like... i get it that ascended astarion is the WORST possible path for him. i acknowledge that it is the most unhealthiest option because it is just continuing the cycle of abuse. but i genuinely love that path because i love my power hungry characters. i love my characters that aren't morally good, that will do anything just to further their own agenda. i love my selfish muses because there's something so... enticing about being so ambitious and flying so close to the sun that you become the very thing that you were afraid that would burn you and others.

call me a sadist/horrible person/whatever, but for my first complete playthrough, i played durge and i wanted to dive deep into the dynamic of, "we can make each other worse" and really loved the canon that my durge + AA would rule the world with each other by their side

like, there were moments in the AA romance where astarion believed he was more powerful, that he was the greater one in the power duo. but then there were other moments where my durge would be a force to be reckoned with, and reclaim that power as theirs. it was a constant power struggle, but i LOVED it because it gave their dynamic depth as opposed to a very one-sided abusive dynamic. like, dont get me wrong, the dynamic is VERY fucked up, but i also live for the whole "evil king/queen" vibes. lets rule the world together sweetie

idk. on my feed i see a lot of hate about how you shouldnt like AA because its the worst option for him, he deserves to heal and break the cycle (i do agree with this) but... i love the dynamics that are fueled from this shitty scenario. it isnt an ideal situation, but it was never meant to be. i dont want a happy fairy-tale ending. i want the ending to be a beginning of an era.

"lets make each other worse while destroying everyone else" is my favorite trope, idk if you guys can tell

[crimesoughtarchive]

If you need me im thinking about them✨️

[remaimed]

verse tag drop

★ act one →「 is that burnt flesh? 」 ★ act two →「 if not over then through 」 ★ act three →「 alls well that ends well not as bad as it could have 」 ★ companion →「 Id like to see you walk a mile in my shoes 」 ★ arranged marriage →「 Running from the life I once lived but was it worth it 」

★ crimson peak ◆ dxnse macabre →「 I dont want to close my eyes I want to keep them open. 」

☾☆ bhaalswn →「 ᶤ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵃᶰᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵃᶰʸ ᵐᵒᵗʰᵉʳᶠᵘᶜᵏᵉʳ ᶜᵒᵐᵉˢ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ ᵘˢ ʰᵉᵈ ᵈᶤᵉ 」

[dxnse-macabre]

I LIVE!!!!

[dxnse-macabre]

hey guys im surviving finals week, but im dying internally 🥰

[dxnse-macabre]

this account is a year old, guys... thats CRAZY

[dxnse-macabre]

i always have a small hint of disappointment for the fact that we arent able to start as minthy. i know that its bc of her special circumstances and everything-- she didnt start in the ship, after all-- but imagine if we WERE able to start as her? imagine how sick itd be to have a completely different starting point from the rest of the gang. itd be sick af

[dxnse-macabre]

to update yall i just flew back from hanging out with my boyfriend and !! it was vvv relaxing but now i must attend to the millions of things i need to prep for *cough cough FUCK IM STARTING SCHOOL AGAIN cough cough* BUT ill try to get some responses done here and there

[dxnse-macabre]

hey dont worry yall,,, i am still around, just lurking! ive been on vacation visiting my boyfriend, but i hope yall have been living life to the best of your abilities ❤️

[dxnse-macabre]

anyone else play p.alia? ive been so into it recently. such a good game

if you play the game feel free to add me! my username is damndelion

[dxnse-macabre]

gimme all the tavs, gimme all the durges, gimme gimme gimme

[dxnse-macabre]

hey fellas!! just your friendly reminder that formatting posts isnt a requirement for rp, its just something that you enjoy to make your things look pretty. i will never deny rp because of a lack of formatting and/or icons !!

on the opposite end of that spectrum, i hope no one is intimidated by my formatting that they do not want to interact! my priority is content first and formatting second. please never hesitate to interact my loves !

[dxnse-macabre]

with all the white haired muses i have, i should just. make a fucking multimuse where everyone has white hair

[dxnse-macabre]

categorization of astarion's pet names (spoilers for... well... the pet names he calls you HAH)

ACQUAINTANCE

my friend (variations include: my dagger happy friend, my evil bloodthirsty friend)

you (in a sentence: hello, you.)

FRIEND

my favorite traveling companion

my dear

sweetie

you sweetheart

PLATONIC / LEANING TOWARDS ROMANCE / FLING (INCLUDING SEXUAL NAMES)

darling

my dear

lover

love

you filthy devil

tasty morsel (in a sentence: you're not the only tasty morsel here)

bad girl/boy

good girl/boy

you little scoundrel, you

my little treat

RELATIONSHIP (NOT ASCENDED)

my sweet

beautiful (in a sentence: yes, beautiful?)

RELATIONSHIP (ASCENDED)

my treasure

my consort

my right hand

[dxnse-macabre]

i often think about that one post where someone said that astarion is not horny, but halsin is horny. i 100% agree w/ this cause THAT MAN IS DTF LIKE. 100% OF THE TIME ???? EVEN AS A BEAR ?????

but astarion flirts because ~trauma~ so he isn't really horny. he's like. a slut by circumstance

[dxnse-macabre]

dont do it, angie. dont remake all your promos to be purple. purple is gale's thing. dont do it angie dont do it