#or like discord idk i just like chatting yanno

[justfor2am]

(wana start this off by saying no pressure to reply to this esp if ur still feeling like shit!! im just very excited so i wana share it LMAO)

so i!!! have started!!! to crochet again!!!!!! lil context ive been crocheting on n off since i was like? 8 probs but ive never been able to stick w it or even finish a project or anything.. until like?? sometime in the middle of last week i got the random urge to crochet?? so i dug thru all my shit but i couldn't find a single crochet hook HOWEVER my best friend was so very kind and gave me one of its extras :3

this has now kinda .spiraled into smt that might kinda fuck me up LMAO so i started one of those lil cat beanies for the friend that gave me a crochet hook last night n i finished it this morning ..ive never finished a project before howd i do it in less than 24 hours? actually its probs bc i put on mumbos s7 n now i refuse to watch it unless im crocheting

^ heres them in the beanie Btw kinda shit angle but i didn't take a pic of it before i gave them it (also cinnamoroll 4 privacy)

i also started my own beanie?? sometime last week maybe like friday or smt idr but its coming along!! tho bc i didnt look up a tutorial i just did shit by memory n accidentally made it single crochet so its taking SO much longer than my friend's

this obvs isnt the whole thing but im too lazy to take a pic of it all LMAO but!! this is mine

i also have two other yarns i wana make beanies out of for myself n one to make for another friend ANDDDDD the friend im planning to make a beanie for (but have not yet) bought me a new hook + two new skeins today⁉️

i have absolutely no idea what to make w them tbh. thinking of making a scarf + bag out of the thick one but idk ab the other??? anyways im SO excited i haven't had a hobby like this since early 2020 when i spent hours every day making 3d kandi cuffs this is incredible

goddamnit now i wana make kandi .also i started another pokemon game my friend's roommate let me borrow his copy of pokemon sword (MY FRIEND ALSO LET ME BORROW ITS COPY OF ANIMAL CROSSING OHH HOW IVE MISSED IT when ive not been crocheting ive been playing that its been so fun)

HELLO I LIVE KNITTING IS SO FUCKING SWAG

ALSO I AM AWARE KNITTING AND CROCHETING ARE NOT THE SAME; CROCHETING IS ALSO INCREDIBLY FUCKING SWAG

sorry i'm excited i can hear out my left ear again

also hell yeah to hermitcraft + crocheting, it feels like one of those hobbies that if u have adhd you gotta do/watch something along with it in order to focus, like i write to music but i can't write without it

hmmmmmmmmmmm what are things u could make from yarn uhhhhhhhhhhh gloves? fingerless gloves? idk but i like fingerless gloves, i "made" myself a pair by cutting all the finger tips off some shitty old ones (i get cold easy and this keeps my old man joints from shattering lmao)

waough animal crossing, idk how friend codes or any of that works but like if u would like to swap codes that would be swag i think 👉👈

[enigmatias]

Shipping Info Meme

Answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?:

xemnas/kh xemnas/not being lonely xemnas/being alive

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?

eh p much anything. super fluffy? cool. super angsty? super cool. toxic relationships? well that’s gonna depend on the characters involved and how comfortable i am with the person. 

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

well asides from immortal character with not so immortal character, it’s dependent on how old the characters are in the first place as a five year gap between adult characters won’t skeeve me as much when it’s between two teens, but generally ten years is my max with xemnas.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

probably. it’s what i wanna say. yeah let’s say probably. 

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NSFW?

if it goes beyond petting and the characters are taking off their clothes and there are dinglydoos in play it’s nsfw for me.

WHO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?

xemsai, xemqua, xemlea are my big three atm.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:

ok as i’m an oblivious dumb fuck who thinks people are just being super nice or are just being IC, if you wanna ship with me, yeah sure, just approach me. it might work out. it might not. depends on the characters. most of my ships lauched cuz peeps approached me about it first.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?

p much on nearly every blog when it’s applicable.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

i have a select few ships, but i tend to HYPERFIXATE on em to the point that yeah, maybe all the content you’re gonna see on my blog for a few days are ships. plus idk, to get the point of shipping with me we gotta be friends so my ships are with partners i’m super comfy with and easy to write with anyway.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?

yup. i’m too invested in the ships i have rn to go singleship. but i’ve done singleship before and it’s p fun.

WHAT IS/ARE YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP(S) IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

hmm asides from the ones that apply to my muse, none really as none of em really catch my fancy. the closest i’ll come to rooting for a kh ship these days is s.ora/k.airi

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:

well first and foremost we gotta be friends first as i absolutely cannot ship with a complete stranger, so p much we need to be chatting a lot on discord. then there’s gotta be chemistry between our muses. cuz yanno sometimes the muses might be a canon ship, but will our interpretation of those muses actually jive together? after that, basically i need some content, like asks, headcanons, threads, etc, a lot of back and forth so that way i don’t feel like i’m the only one invested in this ship. 

Tagged by: @zephyrlost Tagging: idk. steal it from me. but also @rosereapr this is me pointing a gun at your head

[dirtymercy]

do you write on discord?

Hi hello! I guess the answer is sometimes? And generally selectively -- I have to have written with you before, and for us to chat OOC enough that we have a bit of a rapport, yanno? I’ve had some iffy experiences in the past with discord writing ( idk if it’s just because it’s private that people feel like they can be shitty and get away with it? ) Also I hate having a million servers and things being clutter-y so that’s a weird thing too. THAT BEING SAID -- if you’re interested, come off anon and we can chat about it! I promise I won’t bite ~

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