#or slam into a doorframe bc my proprioception is out of whack
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#delete later#my body doesnt work the way i want it to and its so frustrating#im just tapping my fingers along to a song and everything falters suddenly afyer like 20 taps bc my hand doesn't do as it's told#or im tapping my foot the same way abd all of a sudden ut does it twice in quick succession when i didnt tell it to#i try to step somewhere abd overshoot it bc my brain hasnt figured out the depth correctly#or slam into a doorframe bc my proprioception is out of whack#its so frustrating tryingto get your hands or arms or legs to do something and they just straight up won't#and thats not factoring in the shakiness and the random muscle spasms in my fingers that mean ny grip changes constantly#and nothing stays still for long enough for me to do anything#my hands are still stiff and painful too. they havent wuite recovered yet. abd thats scary bc its a lil reminder that#this is my future#i got strengthening tools and im stretching and massaging#im not looking forward to winter. they ache so bad in the cold#and i know im lucky bc it could be way worse#in other news i bought stuff tiday and picked fot collection instead of delivery so i am forced to go outside for my menty helth#so wrll done me but also jesys christ its not great in here atm
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