#otde.feedback

[stayxlix]

hello hello !! it’s me again :)🌸🌸(sorry i js realized i wasn’t following you mb😭) just wondering if ‘off the deep end’ is still happening ? of course no pressure, just curious ! :))<3

hi hi again🌸💕 tysm for reaching out, otde is definitely still happening and im so so sorry it’s taking me forever to update😭😭 ive been working on part 6 pretty much daily (and it still needs a bit of editing before it’s ready to post🫠) but im reallyyy hoping to be able to have it out before the end of this week because i’ll be super busy this weekend and won’t have much time to be on here at all🥹

thank you so much for your patience and your interest dear, it gives me all the motivation🤗 fingers crossed that the next part to our little adventure will be here soon💕

[stayxlix]

hihi it's been a while! i've been looking through my old playlists on spotify and found the one i made for otde. i've been listening to it for the past few days and its made me really miss the series, its still one of my favorites that i think i've ever read 🥹🥹. it's so special to me, i've been keeping up with it since july and i always look forward to your updates. i hope you get the time and motivation to continue writing it soon because i miss felix and mc and all their friends and i love the series sm <3

heres the playlist if youre curious! : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3aWtxH61xkeM8zOB4ldrdQ?si=BGu3hcWHTtGi7G6rQEK4cg&pi=u-Kz5ARHqCR4-L

sending you all the love, i hope you have a fantastic day!

-🩵🪽

hi hiiiii sweet anon, thank you so much for reaching out.💕it means the world to me to know that you’re still enjoying otde after all these months.<3 knowing that you've been revisiting the series through your old playlist and missing it really warms my heart, not to mention that it ranks among your favorites that you've ever read??? thats incredible.🥹your kindness and encouragement couldn't have come at a better time because it fills me with motivation to know that you're excited to hear more of the story. rest assured, lix, mc, and all their friends are always on my mind and I'm determined to continue their journey (with new updates hopefully sometime soon).

and omg thank you SO MUCH for sharing the link to your playlist!!!💕😭 this just brightened my whole week, music is probably my biggest source of inspiration when i write (i love to turn it up loud and let it guide my imagination lol). i've been listening to your playlist and its absolutely fantastic, each song captures the essence of the story so beautifully and i can tell how much time and thought you put into it.🥹 im already thinking of which songs i want to add from yours to my own playlist i have for otde (i'll include the link below just in case you're interested). im so honored that you took the time to create something so special, your playlist has already been helping me immerse myself even further into lix/mc's world and i cannot thank you enough.🤭

once again, thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support, for believing in this little story, and for sharing your love for it.<3 much love anon, i hope you're having a wonderful week.🤗💕

(here’s my own little otde playlist that i listen to when i write: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4l4culwFVKIdDR7Hbw3GBa?si=9INKvvcNR8KLpHh4YiSMXA)

[stayxlix]

Mentally, I'm still here... 12 hours later

let me just provide you with a little visual aid to go along with that…

(i love you so much pls forgive me😂💕)

[stayxlix]

AYY MOOTERS ON MOOTERS THEY KNOW HOW TO MOOT! TUTTER PULLING TO THE PARTY IN MY CRAZY PINK WIG!!!! BEST WRITER? BEST WRITER? BEEN A FAN SINCE PART ONE!

I was getting beaten to lunacy, depression, delusion, confusion even. I got the 1st grade knowledge beat out of me with this one, i couldnt count for a sec. My vision got all blurry, thought this was chapter 17 for a minute there👹

Bitch, out the gate you be coming in HARD. You know how to set the mood, I get scared for their asses! It feels like being on drugs or something (though i aint never been on drugs, but this is how i imagine it feels like👀) I visualize like I ain't ever visualized before, put on some music reading this at night, DAYUM🛐‼️

I reread this tasty ass story atleast once every week. It's tradition at this point.

1."The physical contact was grounding—you were grounding. A lifeline anchoring Felix to the reality he so desperately needed to return to." This fucked me up😪 So beautifully written!

2. "How he'd transformed from someone potentially willing to end your life, to someone committed to protecting it at all costs." Had to pause, take a breather, and look out my window to reflect on who I am as a person, then keep reading. Absolutely Precious.

3. "Some day," he dropped his voice, "When all of this is over, I'm going to carry you back into that palace." His lips found the curve of your jaw, trailing a heated path down. "I'm going to take my time with you, princess," he nipped at the sensitive skin on your neck, causing your core to flutter with anticipation. "And then," he whispered, "I'm going to lay the world at your feet." I was hyperventilating baby I couldn't breath for shit reading this 👀

4. "Minho sighed in annoyance, as if holding a conversation with you was some sort of burden. “I didn’t want to discuss it with the others,” he snapped." TIRED, TIRED OF THE WAY HE TREATS ME. (Jk lol I get his stress but chill out, damn.)

5. "You were always mine," Felix breathed, "before we met, before all of this, you were never their princess," he leaned in, pressing his lips to your forehead. "You were always mine.” I had to stop reading and get some water, my throat dried out.

6.“You can’t,” Felix emphasized. A distant look clouded his eyes, a flash of whatever it was that had crossed his features after the nightmare seemed to resurface. “You grew up with servants to meet your needs while the rest of us bled for every scrap of food and warmth. You can’t understand, y/n. And even if you could, it won't change who I am or what I've done. The blood on my hands will never wash away.” This is where the problem occurs. Cuz what are you implying? You ate this part so much you gotta be locked away like that one song. 🗣 IM LOCKED UP THEY WONT OUT, THEY WONT LET ME OUT IM LOCKED UP🗣

7. "Go collect your friend," the man waved a hand at the door, "I will shelter you for the night. You're young, exhausted, and it looks like you've been through quite a lot." I LOVE HIM ALREADY DAMMIT

8. You knew this would not last forever with him. Nothing ever does. And you wondered if you will ever be able to accept that, even when you no longer have a choice. But in that moment, Felix was there. You extended a hand, and he was warm. He was real, and he felt more like home than anything ever had. You loved him too, and it was a feeling you did not dare let go." MY HEART! RIPPED OUT MY CHEST! I CANT BREATH! IM SOBBING!IM DEVASTATED.

IM FEELING LIKE IM ON THE LAST BITE OF MAC AND CHEESE ON THANKSGIVING, IM GUTTED, I DONT WANT IT TO BE OVER!!

But as always, let me calm down and get a lil sensitive. I love you my pookie bear❤️✨️

Your adding some good into my world with this story that i really need. Its like the same day everyday for me, then out of the blue, you pop up and you give me something to look forward to.

Like most people, there's lots of things I need to be distracted from, and you do just that for awhile❤️ I appreciate this lil story more then you could know, and I always get SO happy seeing you posted a new chapter. I can tell how much passion and effort you put into this story, and I applaud you for that🫶❤️ Take your time, take care of yourself, and feel no pressure on when you need to put a new chapter out, YOU should always come first❤️ -👹

hihi my spicy little👹💕once again, i truly have no words for how thoughtful and sweet all of this is. im so grateful to have you with me on this journey (since part one, day ONE) and im so glad its been able to keep your interest after all these months.<3

"got the 1st grade knowledge beat out of me" literally had me CACKLING please!!😭✋ your excitement and the photos you send (which are hilarious too btw) always have me grinning from ear to ear. i swear my favorite part of reading feedback from you is that i will NEVER be able to predict whats coming next.😂 seriously though, im so glad youve been able to immerse yourself in the story like this (if we're being honest i definitely lose touch with reality a little bit when i get lost in writing it lol) but im so touched that it could evoke such a response in you too. (ps "i reread this tasty ass story atleast once every week. It's tradition at this point" might just be one of my favorite compliments ive EVER received about my writing. this is literally one of the nicest things you can tell someone who writes imo🥹).

MY HEART! RIPPED OUT MY CHEST! I CANT BREATH! IM SOBBING!IM DEVASTATED

(okay but why is this literally me reading any of your asks) this was also one of the most fun parts of the chapter to write omg. i love writing the end of a chapter so much that sometimes its the first thing i do.🤭

the detailed journey through each little part of the story that you go through in your asks always leaves me on cloud nine.!!! i love this so so much, i swear it does not get any better than when someone quotes the story back to me.<33 so thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to share your thoughts on these specific moments. i loved reading every. single. one.💕

Had to pause, take a breather, and look out my window to reflect on who I am as a person I was hyperventilating baby I couldn't breath for shit reading this 👀 I had to stop reading and get some water, my throat dried out.

(also btw if it makes you feel any better i had a similar reaction to ALL of these after i typed them out. felix really does things to me, i probably need an intervention or some shit but here we are.🥹)

knowing that this story adds a touch of goodness to your world means more to me than i can ever express. :( im sorry to hear that you’ve got some challenges to face, but like you said i know we all do from time to time, so im just forever grateful that my writing can provide a little distraction for you in the midst of the everyday chaos.<3 (ps. if things ever get too rough, you know where to find me!!❤️)

okay okay i’m cutting myself off here, but i really do appreciate the little reminders to take my time and prioritize self-care too.<3 the way you express yourself is so unique, please never change. i love that you’re as insane and unhinged about this story as i am.🥹 as always thank you so much for the continued support, it is more appreciated than you could ever know.🤗💕

[stayxlix]

Just wondering how many chapters is otde going to be? No rush I just wanna know how long it'll be 😭 btw it's amazing I love it sm<3

hello!!<33 ahh im so happy to hear that you're enjoying otde so far, thank you so much for reading and giving it a chance.💕

as for the number of chapters, i must admit i don't have a fixed number in mind..to be honest i don't even know where each chapter is going to take the story, let alone how many there will be (i suppose this is partly why it takes me so long to get each chapter out🥹). so i'm really sorry i can't give you a solid answer, but i promise once i do have a better idea of how long it'll be ill post something to let you guys know.<33 (theres just so much i want to explore with it that it'll probably end up with a ridiculous amount of chapters lol so i apologize in advance😂😭).

thank you again for your support and for being so interested in the story, its incredibly motivating and im sincerely grateful for it.🤗 take care.💕

[stayxlix]

maybe a small teaser :))) of otde? :))))

how can i say no when you asked so nicely :)

tbh this chapter has been a huge thorn in my side lol it's so frustratingly close to being done but still has parts that i just can't seem to get right. on the bright side its also the longest by far so im hoping that makes up somewhat for how long its taking me to complete it. :) either way, i'm actively working on the new chapter every day so it shouldn't be too much longer now.

i put two little teasers below because why not :) i hope you enjoy anon thank you so much for your interest♡♡

(warnings: language, some suggestive content in the second teaser, and i think that's all tbh. plus those that go along with the usual storyline)

Felix was already dreading the discussion that Chan had promised him before he left with you. Nevertheless, when he pushed open the front doors, he was surprised to find someone else waiting for him there instead.

“I thought you were Chan.” He muttered, as Hyunjin looked up at him from where he sat at the foot of the staircase that split the room down the middle. It resembled the staircase in the grand hall of the palace, where they had hung the banners the night of the raid. Except, like everything else beyond District 9, Yellow Wood was nothing more than a skeleton of what it had once been. Frail, decaying, and worn down from hundreds of years worth of neglect.

Hyunjin didn't reply. He only glared with the same piercing intensity as earlier tonight, when Felix had been standing next to you.

Alright, then.

If Hyunjin didn't want to talk about whatever was obviously bothering him then that was fine with Felix. He hadn't been in the mood for one difficult conversation in the first place, let alone two. Not to mention the fact that he was exhausted and only just now starting to notice the throbbing sensation in his face where the bruises lie.

Felix took a few steps into the main floor where he would (hopefully) be able to find one of Jisung's stashed liquor bottles and avoid Chan for the rest of the night.

“He's upstairs, on the rooftop I think."

Hyunjin dared to break the silence, and although Felix wasn't facing him anymore, he could still feel where his eyes bore into the side of his head.

“Great.”

He should have known Chan would be waiting for him there. All the more reason for Felix to stay down here.

He took a few more steps but it didn't deter the older boy from speaking again behind him.

“You’re fill of shit if you think she's actually on our side."

There it was.

Hyunjin had never been very good at hiding the things that bothered him. At least, not from Felix.

Never from Felix.

And of course it was about you. He should have known.

Felix reluctantly turned around when he heard Hyunjin step down from the staircase behind him. He should have ignored him. He knew how Hyunjin could be, he wanted to get a rise out of him.

He shouldn't have responded, but like always, Felix was unable to resist.

"It doesn't matter if she is or not. You saw the journal. We don't have a choice."

"I saw the way you look at her. The way she looks at you. It matters." Hyunjin spit out each individual word, as if they offended him personally.

Felix closed his eyes, tilting his head. Did he really just hear that right?

The way you look at him?

The way he looks at you?

"I don't know what you're talking abou-"

"-Please," Hyunjin scoffed. "That might work on Chan but you can't pull that shit with me. She'll never be one of us. Its in her blood, Felix. Just remember that. Remember what we all agreed on, before you get too attached.”

Hyunjin always knew what Felix was thinking. Even before Felix knew what he was thinking, he always knew. And now, he was only repeating what Felix’s own mind wouldn't let him forget. The same thought that had been replaying over and over again in his head since he saw that damn family crest around your neck. He was well aware that you would never be one of them. He didn't need the reminder.

Even if he did, he didn't want it.

Hyunjin shifted. He crossed his arms over his chest and then, he added something that made Felix's blood boil.

"Minho says we might as well get rid of her the second we get into Miroh."

He raised a taunting eyebrow as the words fell from his lips, a hint of amusement in his voice. Hyunjin leaned against the bannister of the staircase, cloaked beneath golden light that perfectly matched his golden hair as it fell in through the windows above. To anyone else, he would have looked incredibly intimidating.

But not to Felix.

Never to Felix.

"Fine by me," he snapped.

"You don't look at her like it would be fine by you." The smirk that had been playing at the corners of Hyunjin's mouth finally made its way across his lips. As if he had caught Felix in some sort of lie.

With no desire to entertain him any further, Felix turned on his heels, leaving the older boy alone once again.

So what if it wasn't really "fine by him". What was it of any concern to Hyunjin, the thoughts that ran through his head.

So what if he wanted to find Minho right this second and strangle him for his words. Even if he wasn't quite sure why.

So what if he liked the way you looked at him, with your pretty eyes and your lips swollen and parted after he'd kissed you. So what if he wanted to know how you looked with your lips wrapped around his cock instead.

Felix wasn't like Jisung, who could charm his way into convincing whatever semi-interested human being he stumbled across in god knows where to fuck him. Not that it mattered. Felix didn't care to do those things. Or at least he hadn't cared to do those things..until you.

But you were beyond stunning, anyone could see that. Even Hyunjin, who’s own eyes had lingered a little longer than they should have on your figure tonight.

And Felix was human too, wasn't he? Even if just barely.

But for whatever reason, Hyunjin appeared to be under the impression that there was something more in the way Felix looked at you. As if he would actually care if something happened to you. As if he would grieve anything other than your pretty eyes and the way they looked at him.

You don't look at her like it would be fine by you.

Somehow, Hyunjin always knew.

and here is the second little mini teaser below :)

Panting heavily, Felix pressed his sweaty forehead against your own. It had taken every single fiber in his being to keep from touching you again, when all he could think about was bending you over and fucking you right there against the wall until you cried pretty tears of pleasure from your pretty eyes.

His cock was painfully hard, but he didn't have any choice but to ignore it. Nobody could know about the two of you. At least, not until he figured out exactly what it was between you.

And besides, he wasn't going to give Hyunjin the satisfaction.

The voices downstairs grew louder with every passing moment. Time was slipping away, despite the fact that Felix would have given his absolutely anything to make it stop. He wasn't greedy, just needed a few more minutes with you all to himself. To feel you around him, just once.

As if he would ever be so lucky.

“You’re right,” he leaned down to kiss you again, softer this time.

When he pulled back you followed his lips with your own, letting out a wine in protest.

“You’re right and I think-” 

He placed another delicate kiss to your lips between words. 

“-you’ll be the death of me princess.” 

One last kiss, one last touch of his forehead to yours with closed eyes before he turned and made his way toward the staircase, fixing his belt as he went. 

Felix didn't wait for you and he didn’t look back. He left you alone in the company of the shadows to contemplate once again, the severity of the situation you had gotten yourself into, as his words echoed throughout your head.

You’ll be the death of me, princess.

[stayxlix]

OMG the last chapter off the deep end just woah. Like literally just woah. I can’t even begin to explain how good it was like there’s just no words that are good enough to describe the power of this story. It was so euphoric. So good. It left me wondering if some of the other members are into Mc as well. like does felix got some competition 👀. And Felix and hyunjins dynamic is leaving me heartbroken for them. Just like all the emotions I went through in this story makes the story feel so real. You did a fantastic job in ever single chapter

omg hiiii.<33 i hope you've been well!! im so happy to hear that the last chapter had such an impact on you. i can't thank you enough for your kind words, i appreciate it so much and it’s such a source of motivation to get the next part out asap.🤭💕

the dynamic between hyunjin and felix is definitely a bit heart-wrenching, i feel the same way while writing it.💔 i guess i just wanted to explore the complexity between relationships and how lines/emotions can blur..and how i really think its a beautiful thing when, even if two people recognize that they might not be meant to be, they continue to care deeply for each other.🥹 but dont feel too bad for hyun, i promise he's doing alright and we will get too see more of him soon!!<3

oh and as for a bit of competition for felix..well i think our mc might be a little (a lot) enamored with lix, their connection runs deep and im not really sure anything or anyone could turn her head at this point lmao.😂😭 but you know, that doesn't mean the other members can't develop their own feelings for her too..👀

thank you so much for taking your time to share your thoughts, im genuinely touched that the emotions in the story feel real to you.🥹 you're the sweetest, and your enthusiasm and interest in the characters means the world to me.<3 im so excited to share more of this story with you and i can't wait to hear your thoughts and feelings going forward. until next time, take care dear!! sending lots of love your way.💕

[stayxlix]

Hi, lovely author! 👀 Just finished reading the last chapter and omg it was so THICK and juicy and I loved every second of it 🥹 when Lix sais how he sometimes notices the others looking at y/n and what he wants to do about it.... I think I felt my ovaries twisting on themselves, damn🫠 the spice it's always so good, but the adventure it's just as exciting and I'm loving the character development 🥹 so... now I'll just go back in my corner, waiting for the next part, I guess. Take care and don't forget to let us know you're alive from time to time!

Hugs💕, C

hi my dear.💕 i hope youre doing okay.<3 im so glad you liked the chapter and omg im so glad that little moment with lix had such an impact.👀🤭 tbh it was a last minute addition and i have no idea what possessed me to include it, but now im really glad i did (i sincerely hope your ovaries are okay lmao😭😭). i really appreciate you saying youre enjoying the blend of spice/adventure. trying to balance both is a journey in itself and i am STILL trying to get used to writing the spicier scenes, so this means a lot.<3 and of course it warms my heart to know youre loving the character development because im really having a lot of fun with this too, theres just so much i want to do with these characters.🥹

now that the new chapter is out im finally planning to dedicate some time to the request you sent in earlier. i really appreciate your patience.💕also im sorry i havent been able to reply to your most recent ask (i was putting everything i had into getting the new chapter of otde finished🥹) but the second request you sent in is incredibly beautiful and it absolutely SHATTERED my heart.😭 i think ill need a little time to let the ideas simmer to see if anything concrete comes to mind, but im really excited to consider some possibilities.

i promise ill make sure to pop out of my own corner every now and then to let you know I'm alive!! (this was so cute lol) please please take care of yourself too. i love seeing your asks, it makes my whole entire day to get the little hug from you at the bottom. thank you for your continued support, ill be looking forward to the next time i see you in my notifs.<3 much love.🤗💕

[stayxlix]

Hi!!!! I just found your account and I am absolutely obsessed with your style of writing. I’m not sure if you’ve mentioned this somewhere already but how many chapters will there be in the deep end?

I love your writing you’re so awesome. Please keep doing what you do, thank you.😍😍❤️❤️

hi hi omg this is so sweet im at a loss for words😭😭💕what incredibly thoughtful things to say🥹 to be honest i wish i had an answer about the number of chapters (i know i should) but i really can’t say😭 i think somewhere in the teens??? but ah i just don’t know, i have a general outline of where i want things to go but no idea how many chapters it’ll take to get there you know?? (im not a very organized person if you couldn’t tell😂😂) so im very sorry i can’t answer your question but i really do appreciate your interest and im so glad that you stumbled upon my blog, thank YOU for being so awesome.💕💕 i look forward to hearing your thoughts on what’s to come, much love🤗💕

[stayxlix]

TUTTER IN THIS BITCH, FINNA GET CRUNK, EYEBROWS ON FLEEK, THE FUCC? AHH IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SO HAPPY WHEN YOU POST. MY INVESTMENT IN THIS SERIES IS INSANE.

Oooooo I don't have real words to describe how much I love your work, so I'll make a new one lol. 🧚‍♀️✨ Wonderfying ✨️🧚‍♀️ just absolutely wonderful and electrifying lol.

Monkey knuckles, coming from the bottom of my heart I'm SPEECHLESS.

"A knife adorned with an intricate floral design, mercilessly embedded in your heart." WHAT!!! IM GOING INTO CARDIAC ARREST!!!! MAKE IT STOPPPPP!!! PLEASE! IM SHAKING! IM SHAKING OH GOD!

DELICIOUS! TASTY! INDUCING SADNESS! A FEW WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL!! I NEED TO BE SEDATED👹👹👹

On a more serious note, please don't ever rush your work, take your breaks, and know that I'd wait an eternity for a chapter as scrumptious as this! -👹

MY TUTTER.👹💕IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SO HAPPY WHENEVER I GET A NOTIFICATION FROM YOU. YOUR ENERGY IS SO UNIQUE AND IT BRIGHTENS MY DAY EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

"wonderfying" is so cute and creative and i love it so so much, crying bc nobodys ever made me a whole new word before.😭 tbh i don’t have real words to describe how your asks and comments make me feel either…maybe ecstastic??? ecstatic and fantastic?? (lmao i tried okay, maybe it’s better if i just leave the word making to you..🥹)

if you’re speechless then i guess it means i’ve done something right.🤭 that last line was definitely meant to induce a sense of sadness/heartache (along with like half of the rest of the chapter lmao) so im giggling to myself rn knowing that it resonated with you in this way.

your positivity and excitement is SO infectious and provides me with endless motivation.💕 i promise ill try not to leave you hanging for tooooo long until the next chapter comes out, although i really do appreciate that you always encourage me to take my time🥹 (more than you know💛). its readers like you who breathe life into the narrative and give these characters and their experiences such depth and meaning. it keeps me inspired to write and weave this story, and i’m very thankful for the bond we've formed through our shared love for these characters and their world.🥹

until the next notification lights up my screen, take care my crazy little friend👹🫶so much love for you alwaysss.🤗💕

[stayxlix]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I’m gonna try to hold in until the chapter is actually released because FELIXSJENKD and MJNHOO and RANDOM MAN?;$;$;! but AAAAHHH IM SO EXCITEDDDDD 😭💔🫶🫶🥺💔💔💔🙏🫶😭🙏🙏🥲☹️🙏😭💔😞🥺🥺🥺🙏☹️😞🙏☹️🙏☹️🙏😞🙏💔💔💔💔💔

love u, thank you for everything 😞💞💞 - 🍄

OH MY GOSH ILYSM😭😭😭 your emojis exactly capture how i've been feeling while writing this chapter (pls send help) BUT i think ive finally moved into the editing phase so we’re making steady progress lol. and somehow it’s shaping up to be over 20k words so again i hope the length makes up for the wait and that i can turn it into something worth the anticipation.🥹

i swear your excitement uplifts my whole entire mood for DAYS lol so thank YOU for everything my little 🍄 anon, sending so much love your way<33 i hope you’re happy and having an easy week so far.🤗💕💕

[stayxlix]

I haven't even read chapter 4 yet, but I will say you are easily the best writer on here. ( In my opinion)

You take care of your talented self now❤️✨️

omg. this is such high praise i have no words.🥹 you always know just what to say to make me feel so good about my writing idk if anyone has ever told you that you give the BEST compliments but it’s so true. (and i’m not even going to try to say that i don’t feel like i deserve it this time bc i don’t want you to get mad at meeee😂💕)

seriously though thank you so much for this♡ i hope the new chapter meets your expectations.🤭 and don’t forget to take care of yourself too<33

[stayxlix]

Otde next chapter when 🥹 i love this fic so much i can’t help but be desperate 😭😭

hi there!! thank you so much for your interest in my little story<33 im so sorry for the delay, i guess you could say i’ve been dealing with a bit of writers block these past couple of weeks after starting the next part..its definitely coming along, just a bit slower than usual.🥹 but i received a couple of requests recently which i’m really thankful for because working on them has been very helpful in sparking some ideas.💕so i’m hoping to get those out soon and also planning to dive back into the next part of otde this week (and im determined to give it the attention it deserves because im genuinely excited about where the story might go🤭).

i hope the next chapter lives up to your expectations once i do get it out, tysm again for your kind words and understanding<33 it really does mean the world to me, much love!!🤗💕

[stayxlix]

Hi! :D just wanted to let you know that your fic might be the best I've EVER read, I'm not even kidding. You write like a god and I'm in love with the world you built and how the story is developing so far!! Keep it up <3 can't wait to read more :]

HI omg i feel so honored, your favorite EVER??? what a massive compliment this is.😭💕 literal tears in my eyes. i seriously have no words, this all means more to me than you could ever know.🥹 your support is incredibly motivating and it makes me so happy to hear that you're loving the story development and the little world that is otde (it’s become quite special to me too and i can't wait to share more of it with you as the story unfolds🤭). thank you so so much for reading and sharing your thoughts with me. so much love for you babe, i hope you have a wonderful week.🤗💕

[stayxlix]

HELLO HI I LOVE OFF THE DEEP END WITH LIKE MY WHOLE HEART 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️ heres like a few quotes from the series that I found in my camera roll cause I adore ur writing um okay anyway

"Something so beautiful caught between two deadly, violent things. A ready weapon and himself." PLSSS MY JAW DROPPED AND I WAS LIKE WHATTT.

"You never wanted to go back. You wanted every night to be like this, underneath the freedom promised by the boy that constellations of his own beneath his eyes." IM SO SOFT </33 i normally love fluffy shit and i feast on the little soft moments we get between these two.

""Princess-" You spinned around at the sound of his voice. Standing with the bike between his leg, he grabbed your face with rough hands and planted a soft kiss to your lips. "-Go."" BE SO SERIOUS RN I DIED.

"With the wisdom of someone far beyond his age, Chan became a guiding light for Felix. He instilled in Felix a moral compass, and although it might have been a broken compass that didn't function correctly all the time, at least it was there. At least Chan was there, to guide Felix back whenever the needle threatened to point in the wrong direction." YOU HAD ME STUNNED I FR SAT THERE FOR A SECOND AND I WAS LIKE HOLY SHI T THATS GOOD.

along with these there's also just a bunch of times where he calls the reader princess like im just a sucker for the nickname since shes basically a princess and its accurate and specific to the story and its just UGH EVERYTHING IS SO GOOD.

anyway i hope youre having a fantastic day i did this instead of finishing the story im working on rn but I CANT HELP MYSELF I LOVE OTDE SO MUCH

HI DEAR💕oh, where do i even begin?? all day i’ve been stuck on how you said you got these quotes from your camera roll because wow..just wow. im speechless.🥹 the fact that you have them saved in your camera roll is incredibly touching and heartwarming and it has me absolutely floored like i cannot express how much this means to me.😭😭

to send a list of some of your favorite quotes is such a creative way to send in an ask (and i know i wrote the thing but gosh these really are some of my favorites too🥹) and omg don't even get me started on "princess"..i melt every single time i see this used in a fic, its always been my favorite and im so glad you think it fits the story. tbh i get so excited over the fact that he uses it because shes basically an actual princess, and it makes my heart really happy to know that you feel the same.🤭

ah babe ilysm, thank you so much for this. thank you for taking the time to pick out and share some of your favorite quotes, and thank you for making the start to my week a bright one.🥹 i hope your day/night (whatever it may be where you are) has been even more fantastic (and full of inspiration for you to finish your story💕) sending so much love your way.🤗🤗

[stayxlix]

HI HI I JIST GOT BACK HOME FROM AN IMPORTANT MEETING BUT IM GOIGN INTO CHAPTER 6 RN IMS SOO EXCITED THANK UOU AGAIN SM FOR SUCH AN AMAZING SERIES 😭😭😭 🍄

OH MY GOD HI🍄 AHH I AM SO FREAKING NERVOUS AND EXCITED FOR YOU TO READ IT I JUST HOPE IT MEETS YOUR EXPECTATIONS😭 ILYSM THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING SO KIND AND SUPPORTIVE IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME😭💕💕