#otp: we killed eight people and stole a property and nobody cared

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some cards to send your sawblr crushes this valentine's day <3

b-sides

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what is up pintshipping nation

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messin around with some mini collages

saw v script // the conductor - afi // no. 37 (unfinished)

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baby, you fit into me like a hook into an eye

og post: @cruelflesh

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i lied 🙍🏻‍♂️ i know the investigative journalist 🔎👨🏻‍💻 in there ⬅️🥩 his name is charles he was writing ✍🏻📝 a story 📰 about what i did 🙍🏻‍♂️ what did you do 🤔 a dealer 👤 gave me an ounce 👝 of heroin 💉💉 to burn down 🔥⬇️ an abandoned building 🏚️ but it oh god ✝️ it wasn't abandoned ❌🏚️ there was eight 8️⃣ people 👥 in there eight 8️⃣ people 👥 died ⚰️🪦 and and the feds 🕵🏻‍♀️🕵🏻‍♂️ got involved and i 🙍🏻‍♂️ got caught but i made a deal 🖊️📋 and my dad 🧔🏻‍♂️ got me off 💰🗝️🔓but the guy 👤 who hired me 🙍🏻‍♂️ disappeared 💨 and nothing ❌ happened nothing ❌ happened 🤦🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️ 💡❗️that's 💡❗️how she knew me 👩🏻‍💼 the woman 👩🏾‍💼 in the tub ⚡️🛀🏾⚡️ the fire 🔥 it's what connects 🪢🔗 us 👱🏻‍♀️👨🏼‍🦲👩🏾🧑🏻👩🏻 the fire inspector 🔥👮🏻‍♀️🔎 who wrote the bogus ❌🙅🏻 accident report ⚠️📑 the city planner 🏙️👩🏾‍💼🗺️ who pushed🫸🏾 through the residential 🏘️ permits 🗂️ the journalist 📝👨🏻‍💻 📋 that buried 🕳️the investigative story 🔎📰 the rich kid 💰💵 junkie 🙍🏻‍♂️💉💉who was the patsy 👼 and the real estate 🏚️🏗️🏠 developer 👩🏻‍💼 who set it all ♾️ in motion 🔄 we killed ⚰️🪦 eight people 8️⃣ 👥 and stole 🥷🏻 a property 🏚️ and nobody ❌🙅🏻 cared 😢💔 nobody ❌🙅🏻 cared ⁉️ eight 8️⃣ people 👥 and their families 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧 cared 😢💔 the feds 🕵🏻‍♀️🕵🏻‍♂️ 🚨 cared 😢💔 look 👀 at my fucking arm 💪🏻 i cared 😢💔 i cared 😢💔 but you didn't 🙅🏻 face justice ⚖️🧑🏻‍⚖️ none ❌ of us 🕵🏻‍♀️👩🏾‍💼👨🏻‍💻🙍🏻‍♂️👩🏻‍💼 did ❌ why 🤔 did they all do it why 🤔 was it for money 🤑💰💵 this was your 🫵🏻 plan you 🫵🏻were the one 👆🏻behind it⁉️ there was eight 8️⃣ people 👥 still living in that building 🏚️🏢 you 🫵🏻 had to know 🧠 that did you know 🧠 that ⁉️🙍🏻‍♀️ you're 🫵🏻 a monster 🧟‍♀️ so are you 🫵🏻 🧟‍♂️ we both 👫🏻 deserve to be here ⬇️🫙

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pintshipping text posts

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💖✨SPECIAL VALENTINE'S EDITION✨💖

💖💖✨'WE DID IT' WEDNESDAY✨💖💖

💖SHARE TO TOTALLY ✨'DO IT'✨ !💖

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diversity win! this monogamous heterosexual couple engages in painplay

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i think about ten pints all the time for obvious reasons but also because up until she realized the actual point of the game brit was 100% prepared to kill mallick to win

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✨ have yourself a merry little pintmas ✨

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we're so back

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mallick and brit are the kind of couple that wear matching necklaces with vials of each other's blood

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absent flame // a bittersweet brit/mallick mixtape

merged spotify // merged youtube

SIDE A // spotify

never there - CAKE / cut me open - um, jennifer? / the bends - saint mela / do me a favour - the arctic monkeys / dilaudid - the mountain goats / black sun - death cab for cutie / codependency - orla gartland / the world's so small - sunfish / repeat - julien baker / hang on me - st vincent / lover i don't have to love - bright eyes / why can't you be - third eye blind

SIDE B // spotify

get gone - fiona apple / oh god - those darlins / dream state... - lucy dacus / the kids aren't alright - fall out boy / where does the good go - tegan and sara / something i can never have - nine inch nails / i want you - mitski / cherry wine - hozier / sour breath - julien baker / floodwaters - defiance, ohio / there will be no divorce - the mountain goats

selected lyrics + supplemental materials below the cut.

TAPE INFO: recorded 1/12/24 on a 90min type 1 sony HD cassette. tracklist condensed from 3hr+ writing mix.

THE TITLE: from rain in soho by the mountain goats. this track is actually on the jigsaw survivor support group mix and not this one.

THE VIBE: at some point you can't just coast by on the high of having survived; at some point you have to ask yourself if trusting someone is worth the risk; at some point a choice must be made.

selected lyrics

never there - CAKE

take the time to get to know me if you want me why can't you just show me?

cut me open - um, jennifer?

darling, eat my insides / don't i make you insane? don't you want me closer / or are we playing a game?

the bends - saint mela

i can pop a cork, twist a tag / clutch my glass and reach way back but i don't always move as fast as you do, so sometimes i find you in the bottom of a bottle where you've gone is someplace i won't follow

do me a favour - the arctic monkeys

ask anyone they'll tell you that it's these times that it tends to start to break in half / to start to fall apart hold on to your heart

dilaudid - the mountain goats

cause you just can't do things your body wasn't meant to hike up your fishnets / i know you if we live to see the other side of this / i will remember your kiss so do it with your mouth open / and take your foot off of the brake

black sun - death cab for cutie

there is whiskey in the water / and there is death upon the vine and there is grace within forgiveness / but it's so hard for me to find

codependency - orla gartland

i'm not happy if you're not happy / and i swear that you're always sad you're not happy if i'm not happy / and i swear that i'm always sad

the world's so small - sunfish

so tell me lies for one more night tell me all the reasons you're right forget we ever spoke a word at all

repeat - julien baker

on and on and on i chase your form across the bed leave it up to me until you come to turn it in say i miss you like a mantra / 'til i forget what it means doesn't matter what you tell me / i just need to hear you speak

hang on me - st vincent

i cannot stop the taxi cab from crashin' and only lovers will survive 'cause you and me we're not meant for this world

lover i don't have to love - bright eyes

you write such pretty words / but life's no story book love's an excuse to get hurt / and to hurt

why can't you be - third eye blind

why can't you be the part of me that's missing instead of leaving me for some other say we're perfect for each other and i know we won't go spend this life alone

selected lyrics

get gone - fiona apple

i'll idealize and realize that it's no sacrifice because the price is paid and there's nothing left to grieve

oh god - those darlins

when i pressed it to my ear / i heard you whine oh god i heard you whine and moan... and in a frantic voice you asked what have i done / you said oh god what have i done

dream state... - lucy dacus

and then the water came / and washed it all away it left me with nothing to say could not believe my eyes / i could not recognize your face in the rubble without you, i am surely the last of our kindwithout you, i am surely the last of my kind

the kids aren't alright - fall out boy

empty your sadness / like you're dumping your purse on my bedroom floor we put your curse in reverse and it's our time now / if we want it to be maul the world like a carnival bear set free and your love is anemic / and i can't believe that you couldn't see it comin' from me

where does the good go - tegan and sara

look me in the eye / and tell me you don't find me attractive look me in the heart / and tell me you won't go look me in the eye / and promise no love is like our love

something i can never have - nine inch nails

everywhere i look, you're all i see just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be come on and tell me

i want you - mitski

you're coming back / and it's the end of the world we're starting over and i love you darlin' and i am done, dear

cherry wine - hozier

her fight and fury's fiery / oh but she loves like sleep to the freezing sweet and right and merciful / i'm all but washed in the tide of her breathing

sour breath - julien baker

but i shouldn't have built a house in the middle of your chest plywood boards joined at your breast splinter in my arm where you rest your head checking my watch till you come to bed kiss me goodnight with your sour breath

floodwaters - defiance, ohio

i was wading through the floodwaters / and you were waiting out a drought do i have that kind of love? is that what it would take to see this out?

there will be no divorce - the mountain goats

and you were sleeping on the floor / breathing free and even if i ever want to drive myself insane / all i have to do is watch you breathing

P.S. idk what's going on with the formatting here but i apparently can't cast small my text on every letter so enjoy?

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im rotating it in my mind... mallick's the wayward heir of a recently deceased, notoriously antisocial scientific author... brit's personally spearheading the attempt to get exclusive rights to the mountains of unpublished work* left behind... will mallick rediscover his deferred writing dreams? will brit finally get the big promotion? will they fall in love or something approximating it? only time will tell....

* mallick and his shitty friends (brad and ryan) shoved most of it into the (not climate-controlled) garden shed to make room for a (permanent) grav bong setup in the (super swanky) office

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eating a lot of sour candy and sweating about canon-age pintshipping

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every time genesis 30:3 comes on the cg brit/mallick playlist i get absolutely sickkkkkkk with love and longing