#p.s. this is not a vaguepost or a callout to anyone

[strangefable]

the words you speak about another person will always, always, speak louder about you than them

[patrollingjustice]

TW: vent, rant

// * Honestly? I might be leaving this damn rpc as well. Nothing against any of you but I simply feel that this place isn’t very oc friendly. Nobody is interested in Laius anyway, so really, me disappearing isn’t going to change anything not even one bit.

I used to be a Gavin roleplayer but I was also too much of a people pleaser which made me lose his muse and resort to oc’s as there was less pressure and stress. But boy was I wrong, I knoe I personally never reslly interacted with oc’s simply for the fact of Mary Sue’s and Gary Stu’s but having the feeling that you are neglected isn’t exactly fun. I respect those who prefer to stay away from oc’s it’s fine. But to have your only interactions be from your friends? I was hoping to get to know more people but alas maybe I kept my hopes up for no reason.

It’s also just.. Frustrating as my partner is thinking of leaving as toxic people still take place within the rpc, but yes, I know, that’s in every fandom.

So yeah, I thought I might just write this before I suddenly disappear. Read it, don’t read it, that’s all up to you.

Tl;dr: As someone who rp’s an oc, I don’t feel very welcome in the rpc

P.S.: Just to specify, this is not a callout to anyone, not even vagueposting. This is about how I feel within the community and that’s it.