#parasitefun art

[parasitefun]

northmoors c: really helped me get a handle for his face, plus my hc that he mostly stopped smoking after he became director so if you see him with cig in hand you're Fucked

[compressednerve]

Here's a lil somethin I've been chipping away at all week. Ficlet under cut ^_^

“Why the hell is this House Shift so isolated to us?” Broderick sneers at Theodore, crossing his arms over his chest and looking down his nose at the other man. The Director and The Head of Research are standing so close together though not of their own volition. The walls are squeezing in on them but their bodies are not touching yet. Northmoor’s temperature is rising with his agitation. The oxygen in the room is hot, and hard to breathe in. It smells like sweat and stale air.

Ash is shrinking against the wall, his palms flat and fingers splayed outwards on the concrete of The House. It’s like he’s trying to melt into the wall, or at least like he’s trying desperately to get away from his superior. A response bubbles in his throat, but he can’t bring himself to speak properly.

From an outside perspective, it’s clear that they’re trying to reach a conclusion. It’s also clear that with where they stand, one on the side of The Board, the other on the side of The House, that they cannot reach that conclusion together.

It offends Northmoor. He responds with a challenge.

Ash gathers his courage and tries to speak

“Northmoor, Sir, with this house shift, I can't... there's something wrong…” 

“And what, pray tell, would that be?”

Ash takes the challenge, against better reasoning. He thinks he’s going to be able to appeal to Northmoor’s higher reason. He’s been able to tell that something has been changing Northmoor, much like The House has been changing him.

“I- I think it’s you, Sir…” Dr. Ash’s voice comes out meek, afraid, like always. Ash’s hands come up to gesticulate as he speaks. To Ash, there’s the glimmer of opportunity for camaraderie. He couldn’t be more wrong in assuming there’s common ground between them. The sound of the pathetic waver in the Head of Research’s voice is almost enough to distract from the meaning of his words. Almost.

Broderick’s eyes widen. The snarl of his mouth curls into a deeper sneer. Northmoor takes it as an insult, because how else would he take it? He’s even more offended, and now incensed. He surges forward, grabbing Ash’s arms by the wrists, lifting him off his feet and pinning him against The House. The walls shift again, closing around them, squeezing them together even tighter. It practically shoves the air out of their lungs.

Northmoor’s knee is jammed between Ash’s legs, pressing concentrated sweltering heat and pressure against Ash’s crotch. Northmoor’s pelvis is pressed against Ash’s hip. Northmoor’s breath is so hot against Ash’s face, he’s struggling to breathe without choking on the searing damp of the Director’s respiration. They’re so close now, and with Northmoor holding him so hard and high, Ash can practically taste the sweat rolling down his face. His tongue almost, almost darts out to taste it. It’s the only thought in his head other than the fear of imminent immolation.

(timelapses for part 1 and part 2)

[parasitefun]

I just think things would have gone so much better if Darling picked up smoking when Trench started hitting the bottle at work (more than he already was)

full 18+ art under the cut, uncensored t4t version on twt

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Some Valentine's Day Houshox for @compressednerve from 2021 🖤

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transcription and no flames version under the cut

uncensored version on twt

TRENCH SFX: Oh!!

NORTHMOOR: Had I known that all it'd take to handle your attitude was to tie you up and pull you into the shape want, I would have acted on my urge sooner

TRENCH SFX: Mmgh!!

TRENCH: It's not as simple as you think, Boss--

NORTHMOOR: Oh, really? Interesting.

TRENCH SFX: AH!! <3

NORTHMOOR: And what do you think now? Do you feel differently when I'm all the way inside?

Trench: <3 Ohhuhh-- SIR!! <3

NORTHMOOR: Exactly as I thought <3<3

i originally did this lil sketch with housh0x but i both enjoyed learning and also hated and seethed and died fixing the pose

[parasitefun]

my strongest agent trench hc is that without the directorial privilege of ignoring the no smoking rule he just has to have his comfort ciggie behind his ear to signify that he's about to run out (or to the bathroom) as soon as he can

[parasitefun]

There's such an interesting contrast between Ash Jr.'s relatively nonchalant "Northmoor will be angry at me [...], that's just his way." and Trench's somewhat more serious reminiscince about how "Northmoor hated my guts for [disobeying orders]."

Obviously there's a lot there about Theo knowing Northmoor before he was in power and his supsicion of the Board vs Trench's reliance on the Board and taking Northmoor's authority at face value...

But honestly I think Ash Jr. always getting yelled at when he's hunched over his desk and being eyelevel with Northmoor's Glowing Boss Battle Weak Point is a funnier reason.

[parasitefun]

sketch dump 1: trench, northmoor, ash jr, and alan faces 🖤🕴

[compressednerve]

Some face studies of Marty and Rust. Every time I get into some new guys I try to get a feel for their faces. While working on the top picture, Parasite and I noticed the differences between Marty and Rust's ties, Marty's old wide-style tie with the 70s paisleys that he's got very tight to the neck compared to Rust's more modern, unpatterned, thinner tie which is loosened (along with his shirt being unbuttoned) is such a good visual representation of the old school vs new school mindsets they're in!

[compressednerve]

working on a new lil somethin somethin over on AO3, you guys should check it out

[compressednerve]

🖌, 📺, and 🍂 for the ask game?

HELLO! Richard 🐔 welcome to the askbox thunderdome 🌩️⚡. Thank you for sending me this ask I have appreciated it greatly to be asked these emoji questions :~)

🖌 - Do you have/want any tattoos? Yes, I have two tattoos. One is of a wasp on my shoulder/back that I got when I was 17 (regret, mostly, want to get this covered up ASAP), and my other one is a Sunrise/Sunset over the ocean with a palm tree in the foreground that I got when I was 19, on my right bicep. I won't post a picture but here's a drawing of them. The wasp was because I wanted a tattoo so bad so bad so bad so my mom hooked me up with a tattooist who happened to live down the street from us... I don't like it because it's just, very small, on the large expanse of my back, right next to some cigarette burn scars??? it just feels. out of place... The sunset was because @parasitefun and I had made life plans to live together within like, two months of us talking, and the original plan was for Florida. Because we met thru the Hotline Miami fandom, and also there was this band I was obsessed with that originated in Tampa and this article I read about them made it seem so romantically warm and humid and hazy... gosh. So the same tattooist who did my wasp also did my sunrise. It's not nearly this vibrant IRL because she was doing my work directly on my skin, and at the time I was only working in watercolor?! so it actually looks faded as fuck 😭 but other than maybe touching it up, I want to retain the meaning and build around it. my favoritest part has to be the lines in between, they're really broken up like that so the skin shows through!!!

as for if I want any more tattoos, yes, of course I do! I want more tattoos every day, but I've gotten more picky in the past few years... I can't really decide on any one design, and Parasite has been the sole earner for our entire relationship >_< so there's not usually any fun money set aside for things like body mods, unfortunately. Here's a design I've wanted since 2016- it's the cover art for Oneohtrix Point Never's "Garden of Delete" which is one of the only things that saved me that year ;_;

This morning I read an article about how heatwaves affect Train Tracks, which for some reason I can't find the article now but I'll try to find it later, but anyways heat causes train tracks to "buckle" which is just ludicrous to me, I had no idea, very terrifying. Railways are beasts... so beautiful... so feral... augh.

^aspd mantra.

so anyways, then I fell into a 3hour nap and woke up to the sound of Parasite cooking dinner/lunch (pork chops n rice a roni), banging the spatula against the pot <3. And the first mental image that came to mind was of a tattoo design for a buckled rail, as a metaphor for having a hard time with your body, and doing what you're supposed to do especially when under heat and stress >_< cripple metaphorz, I guess...

📺 - Favourite show? This has been answered here:

🍂 - What’s your favourite season? ah god.... oh fuck.... *falls over and clutches my chest and sobs and weeps*

I'll attempt to keep this a little short, but mainly: my system is so fragmented, so compartmentalized and so blacked out of Sense Memories, and seasons are senses. My mom has bipolar (or schizoaffective bipolar, or Sadistic Personality Disorder + HPD + ASPD, or god knows what else) and Seasonal Affective Disorder, and I ended up with Seasonal Affective as well v_v I think most people end up with a Strong Sense Memory attached to, usually, only one season, usually Winter or Summer... that's at least what I see most often when people talk about it, if they talk about it at all, but I ended up with serious trauma that seemed intrinsically linked to each of the Seasonal Changes 😓 It doesn't help that I'm exquisitely sensitive to temperature/air pressure changes, and I'm more or less "severely" agoraphobic both on a physical level (outside is way too large) and on a mental level (i am so small and there are so many people out there, people who can and will stare at me, and the architecture, oh god!)...

I have a lot of good memories attached to each season, and a lot of bad memories as well... so I guess it's more about the minute moments contained within each swirling maelstrom of seasons. Going out to the city with my mom in late October on an unusually crisp, sunny day so I'm sweating under my leather jacket but the air is stinging my face. Laying down on the concrete in the middle of the road in early March, feeling the sun on my eyes. That first breath of fascination upon waking up to the first snowy morning, at any point in Winter, except for most of my life I lived in Washington so, sometimes there wouldn't even be snow :/ These are flash in the pan memories that stick out like little shimmering crystals in a sea of lead and blood.

Most of my positive associations with seasons also has to do with how nature changes alongside with it, seeing the trees die and regrow, rain falling or sun shining or clouds moving, animals present or not, etc... it's all very magical and wondrous. Listening to birdsong calms me down, and it's one of my nicer hallucinations usually when I'm awake in the early morning hours... god there is nothing better than being awake at 4am in the middle of summer and seeing the very first slivers of sunlight followed by birds waking up 🐦🦆🕊️🌅

[compressednerve]

Just wanted to say I love your art so much!! It's such a cool style and I LOVE the dynamics you show off with Trench/Darling.

Thank you so much anon 🥺 I feel quite self conscious about my art a lot of the time but it's compliments like this that fuel me to continue "spewing out" my ideas. In my perfect utopia everyone feels as insane as I do and creates as often as they're compelled and able to. Your words mean everything to me, I live for the community of my peers who feel similarly lustful for trans masculine yaoi. For a long time I was just an AlanScratch shipper cuz I hadn't played any other remedy games... but everything changed when my sweetie @parasitefun and I picked up control last month. Everything I create is in conjunction with and as a gift to him 😻💖

TrenchDarling for everything!!! TrenchDarling because the world is cruel!!! TrenchDarling because it's what the world needs!!!!!

TrenchDarling BECAUSE I ASKED TO BE BORN!!!

[compressednerve]

🦩 I need a pinned intro hnmgh 🌌

🥀 hi I'm Imago. I'm 26 and there are a lot of things wrong with me. This blog is NOT SAFE for ANYONE but most importantly it's NOT SAFE FOR WORK 🔞 I love girl yaoi So adults only please thank you 🔞 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 🪼 I really enjoy talking to people, but it's difficult for me. I'm a terminally ill shut-in and I rely entirely on my partner, Parasite, to take care of my needs. Please feel free to send asks or DMs, it may just take me a while to reply 🚬 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 🎭 fandom/reblog blog: @spondylosis 🦩 🖼️ art tag: #compressednerve art 🍴 🪱 my partner in everything: @parasitefun ❤️‍🔥 we've been together for 7 years 🫂