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i'm tired
#justaart#justavent#justaventart#art#ventart#vent#there is no snow#it doesnt feel cold#everything is wrong and bad and i am in pain in pretty much every checkbox possible#im so sad that today feels no different#im so sad about life at large#there is so very little good in my brain and around and in the world and im so burned out man#im so tired#i want things to be better and i dont know if better exists#i just need to sleep but nothing will change when i wake up#please for the love of some gods let things get better in a way for people#i can tread water just#pelase for the love of something good give some kind of light for or wretched fucking future#it's christmas and it feels like nothing#and all i can think of is the christmases of my childhood#that doesnt exist any more and that has disheartened me so violently that i dont want to be a person any more#i just miss snow man#i miss trees (even fake ones)#i miss people#im tired and there is a cat and a neos and im gonna try to curl up with them
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