#perfectionism is still kicking my ass but i'm glad i'm trying to let go of expectations

[seance]

THE MUSKETEERS 10TH ANNIVERSARY REWATCH / fave episodes [1/?] ↳ SEASON 1, EPISODE 3 / commodities (x,x)

[theprettysetterclub]

hi i've arrived to kindly rq a matchup for hq & free!🦦 i'm female, 175cm (5'9), straight! i'll split dye my hair soon and i almost exclusively wear black clothes. i have two minimalistic tattoos and a nose ring! personality wise, i have pretty bad rbf and i always speak my mind. i'm a perfectionist but never really follow through with my plans/ambitions. i get super nervous around new ppl/ppl i haven't seen for a while and i start stuttering, i'm witty and sarcastic and a great listener.

sorry this took me so long skljsdj that uni workload caught up to me,,, but here you go! free! matchup is just under the cut

so, for haikyuu!!, i choose... 

sawamura daichi! 

✧ i love him so much,,, i’ll do my best to stop this from turning into a daichi appreciation post but i make no promises,,, oh, and he’d adore you– 

✧ daichi’s got great people skills, and i think it’d be very easy to get to know him despite your nerves? he’s very patient and accommodating, so being around him would just be,,, easy. until you catch feelings, of course, and then you’ll be stuttering for a completely different reason dslkfdjs 

✧ he’s quite the hard worker himself, so to some degree he understands your tendency to be a perfectionist? i wouldn’t call him one himself, but he knows where that desire to succeed comes from, and he’ll be very supportive of you.  

✧ but, it means he’ll absolutely kick your ass into gear. he’s going to do his best to motivate you, because he doesn’t want to watch you waste your talents. and, he wants to see you flourish in your ambitions. yes, he will whip out his glare if necessary– 

✧ you’d have surprisingly good banter? i feel like daichi’s sense of humour can be a little dry sometimes, so he’d enjoy your wit and sarcasm. he usually has to take on the responsible role, so he enjoys being able to relax a bit when hes talking to you. 

✧ he’s a great listener! and he wants to make sure you feel heard! he’s observant, so he notices how you let other people rely on you like that, and he wants to make sure that you never get overwhelmed. and, it’s one of the ways he expresses his gratitude; sometimes, he has a lot to get off his chest, and he knows he can come to you. he sincerely hopes that you feel the same!

✧also, i love the visual contrast of you looking all cool with your nose ring and your (soon to be) split-dyed hair and daichi looking like he’s just walked out of church alkjdslj 

✧ you’re about the same height as him, but please let him be the big spoon, it’s all he wants,,, he likes feeling like he can protect you? curl up and cuddle into him and you’ll make him supremely happy kljddlkj

✧ i feel like you two would just be super comfortable in each other’s company? you can truly rely on and support each other, which daichi would appreciate quite deeply. bless you guys salksajd

other matches! 

✧ kozume kenma: he’s got a very different vibe from daichi, but i think you two would get along really well? i think he’d be easy to spend time with because he also gets nervous around new people, and that might balance out into mutual understanding? and i think he’d find your sarcasm pretty funny; he doesn’t outwardly laugh at much, but you might be able to get him to snicker every once in a while. the general gist is that i feel like you two could properly relax around one another, and that’s something kenma would take a lot of comfort in. 

✧ tsukishima kei: you had him at ‘sarcastic’, tbh. he’d likely enjoy your company because of your wit (he likes clever people, after all), although he’s definitely doing to tease you for getting flustered so easily. he makes a bit of a hobby, to be honest. but, i think there’s room for an interesting dynamic between your perfectionism and his apathy; you two could have plenty of interesting discussions with one another, and i think it could incur growth in the both of you. i nearly changed him to be your main match, but daichi’s just,,, too powerful,,, 

and now, from free!, i match you with...

matsuoka rin! 

✧ you’d be a visually intimidating power couple akldkljsd you’ve both got that resting bitch face and i think that’s iconic– 

✧ but on a more sincere note, i think you’d find him pretty easy to get along with? he’s got good people skills (he wasn’t an effective captain for nothing), so he’d be pretty good at facilitating the conversation. and honestly, he’d find your stuttering pretty cute hhh 

✧ listen, he loves it when you speak your mind! he’s attracted to that confidence, and he feels like it indicates a strength of spirit. he also appreciates it when you’re straightforward with him; he’d like you to call him out every once in a while (because he really does need it sometimes)

✧ rin’s also a perfectionist, so you’d be able to bond over that. he expects a lot from himself, and some people might have trouble wrapping their head around that; but not you. he’s glad that he can talk to you about those sorts of things and know that you get it. 

✧ but, he’s definitely the type to push you, you know? he wants to see you achieve your goals, and he wants you to flourish. so, he’s going to kick your butt every now and then. but, the fact that you can provide each other with constructive criticism provides a strong base to your relationship! 

✧ on a more light-hearted note, he loves that you’re witty! i think rin would flourish with a partner who could make him laugh, because my goodness does he need it,,, he just loves your brain, you know? 

✧ also, the sarcastic banker? chef’s kiss. you two are always going at it, trying to out-do one another and get the other to crack first. sometimes sosuke will join in too, and it’s just one big circle of getting roasted gjkfj

✧ but, rin has a lot on his shoulders, and he really appreciates that you’re a good listener? he’s still learning how to share his feelings (it’s a bit difficult after Years Of Repression hh) but he’s getting there! and with support from you and his friends, he feels like things are going to be okay 

✧ i just think you’d be a really great couple? and you could help each other go further in life, while having a safe place to come to whenever things got overwhelming. 

other matches!

✧ yamazaki sosuke: another powerful visual couple,,, like rin, he’d appreciate your witty, sarcastic tongue, and i think you’d have a good rapport. and like rin, he loves that you speak your mind – he also admires your perfectionism, and would also push you to follow through on things. he’s got hangups because of that shoulder injury, so he’s not going to stand by and watch you squander your potential. but that aside, i think you could have a lot of fun together? even if everyone else is terrified of you guys because you have The Most Powerful rbfs ldsjlksj

✧ tachibana makato: he’s quite different from the other two, i know,,, but a bit of contrast can be quite fun! i think that makato can have a little bit of trouble when it comes to speaking his mind, so being with you could really help him there. since he’s just,,, so nice, i feel like he’d make you feel less nervous? and while he’d find your stuttering kinda cute, he wouldn’t point it out. makato’s also the type to remind you to look after yourself, and to rely on other people every now and then; like you, he’s a good listener, so you can bet he’s going to offer you a shoulder to lean on.