#pgr simon

[unhappy-last-resort]

Delusions (Yandere Simon x GN Reader)

Warnings: smut, worship of the readers body and reader in general, creampie, GN reader, short

A/N: Just a drabble because I was thinking of Simon as one does late night. I'm also waiting for server reset in PGR so I can decide if I wanna pull on the light trails banner or not.

Apologies for any grammar/spelling issues and what not, it's almost 2AM for me

Your soft pants filled his bedroom, your chest rising and falling with each breath, his arms holding your hips flush to his.

Nothing could compare to this moment. You were absolutely divine, a gift from the gods, a blessing to humanity bestowed by the stars, and you, despite being so far beyond him that he could only watch your star trail in awe, you chose him. You chose him over the numerous, beautiful and heroic constructs and humans who stood by your side.

It made him shudder, his eyes almost rolling at the thought. How could anyone not desire you? Who wouldn't lust after such an incredible hero? Just look at yourself. The way you move your body underneath him, the stretch marks along your thighs, your swollen lips parted in ecstasy, your glossy eyes, your mesmerizing voice as you moan so sweetly for him.

He couldn't help but kiss every inch of you he could, studying you like a piece of art. He kissed each scar he could see, admiring them. Perhaps others might find your scars to be blemishes that needed to be hidden, or fixed, but to him they were breathtaking. Not necessarily because he thought the scars were beautiful, but because they gave him insights into you and your story. You don't talk much about your past, not that there was reason to, but still, he longed to know you more intimately than you knew yourself. If only you'd open yourself to him, if only he could climb to your stardom and share the burden with you.

Perhaps if he lulled you to orgasm enough times you would be relaxed enough to let him know you more. He kissed your neck and whispered his admiration of you into your skin as he gently fucked you, holding you closely to him, becoming so engrossed your moans and cries that he nearly forgets his own pleasure.

He could stay like this forever, listening to you whisper his name as you grind against him. He holds your face gently, drinking in your expressions. Each cry you make resonating in his heart and rippling through his mind, overshadowing every other thought and sensation until only you existed.

He would never stop chasing after you, never stop longing for your attention and recognition, he would never stop desiring a level of intimacy that would only belong to you two. He needed your acknowledgement of his efforts and devotion, he needed to hear you say you loved him just as much as he loved you, maybe even more. He needed you to love him back, he needed your attention, he needed you to look at him as something more than a friend. His desires driving him to push in and out of you faster and faster until you writhed and trembled, until his hips stuttered and the tight cord drawn in his stomach snapped as he babbled your name like it was his salvation.

As his hips slow down, you wrap your arms around him and bestow him a kiss filled with so much love he feels himself melt into your body like it was made to hold him.

"Simon..." You whisper breathlessly and his breath is caught in his throat. Your hand cups his cheek and leans into it, kissing down along your wrist reverently.

You watch him lovingly, letting him worship you. Your eyes meet and his heart soars, you look so bewitching like this the sight burns itself into his brain. Slowly, your lips part and he desperately waits for what you're about to say, hoping that you'll tell him those three words he longs to hear. He watches every slight movement you make, enraptured as he watches you swallow, debating whether you should say what's on your mind or not and he gives your hand a slight squeeze of encouragement.

That seems to give you the push you need as you focus on him again and his heart pounds in his chest as he leans in closer to you, needing to hear every word you're about to say.

"Simon, I-"

.

.

.

.

He wakes up, his hair sticking to his skin and the sheets unbearably hot. Simon stares at the ceiling, seeing nothing but blurry shapes as he contemplates what just happened. Humiliation crushes his chest as the stickiness in his hand makes him realize that it was just an intense fantasy and nothing more. He feels like a teenager helplessly pining after a crush and it almost makes him cry.

It was foolish for him to ever think that you could be his, that you'd ever spare him more than a cursory glance and a few words. You may have never said it out loud, but he knows he's beneath you. Someone your caliber would never look his way, but he can't help but keep chasing after that hope, after that dream that one day, one day you might look at him with something more than friendly comradery.

...He should stop entertaining such ridiculous and inappropriate thoughts about you and wash his hands, probably change his sheets too. If you saw him like this, you would be appalled. Shocked that a fellow soldier could be so...so unprofessional. He's already embarrassed himself a few times in front of you, he needs to be better. He needs to improve.

You'll never give him the attention he desires, so he must do what he can to earn it and treat what little you give him with the utmost care and respect.

He needs you, he needs your love and acknowledgement and he'll do whatever it takes to get it. Even if that means sacrificing everything he has.

[yashiro-00]

"Even if I'm not the Chief, I'll take this burden with me."

[halleyk7]

I’ve been uploading most of my PGR content on Twitter and the Punishing: Gray Raven Reddit community first, but I also know there’s a small community here too, so I hope you enjoy these little comics.

Sad thing is...Qu is still my weakest transcendent, both Selena and Camu are carrying her.

One day, I will do a proper reference sheet for my Commandant, Kero. One day...

I love the Eden Festival and it’s a ton of fun but... ¬_¬

[misacchilettersoflove]

Simon - Punishing Gray Raven

"It's not about praising the will of the Gray Raven commandant- while I do believe their words. The real person I would praise and respect is no one but you- no title, no position can ever stop me from loving a person such as yourself. That's how much different you are from the rest- because to me you are the sun itself." - Simon

[syrupspine]

commandant, simon, commandant & simon, murray & commandant, lee palefire

[chersbows]

me questioning why my fav hsr character is Gepard

literally these are my best boys

(also dimitri from feh)

[sen-no-kotowari]

PGR Noan Activation Day 2023 Mail

With the recent text editor update, I won't be using my usual plug-in for the posts I make here onward unfortunately. I'll try to figure out which format for the voice lines would work for me so other than that, everything's probably the same.

You can read more of Noan's thoughts about his activation day on the cut down below (*‘ω‘ *)

Is today...

Hello, Commander. I found the book you mentioned the other day. Please come pick it up at the library when you have the time since I’ve borrowed it for you. Also, Commander Simon was looking for you. It seemed like he absolutely wanted to meet up with you today, but… I can tell him that you can’t if you’re busy. Though I think it might not be that important since you haven’t tried to contact me, but still… In any case, I’ll be in the library for the whole day. Please come drop by again when you’re free. From: Noan's Mail―Part 1

Thank you

Who would’ve thought that both you and Commander Simon were planning to celebrate my “activation day.” I couldn’t remember the exact day I became a Structure since this amalgamation of a model was constructed by an Ascendant using scrap parts of other defunct Structures. I wrote down my date of birth when I registered in Eden because I’ve been told that it was okay to write down my birthday or any specific day I have in mind as the date of my activation. For you to remember such a day… I was really surprised. Allow me to express my heartfelt gratitude. Thank you, (Commander). Even though I should’ve told you this when I escorted you to the Gray Raven’s maintenance room, the words were somehow stuck in my throat. A lot had happened in my life that I wanted to forget my own birthday and even other people’s birthdays. I think I would’ve also forgotten my birthday if it weren’t for the two of you.  Thank you, for remembering this day… For celebrating the day a sinner like myself was born. Would this mean… I’ve gotten a bit closer to you, enough that you’ve accepted me for who I am? I know I should send something as a token of appreciation at times like these, but… While we were choosing a gift for Lilian, I noticed that Commander Simon and Captain Palma don’t know a single thing about you, including the things you like and all. I thought of giving something adequately practical as a gift, but a senior officer told me the other day that friendships built on a lack of gratitude are frail and fake. It’s also important to have a sense of indebtedness toward others. Even the best of friends frequently argue with each other and it’s precisely because they try to reconcile their differences even after so many problems they had faced that they’ve grown close, forging a genuine friendship. I’m no longer a wayfarer without a home to return to, plus I wish to stay here in Eden as of now. That’s why I don’t want this to be a one-time thing after today. I want to see you again. I want to know more about you. I want to directly hear it from you rather than from someone else. I wish to give you something better next time as a gift, as a friend and comrade. I believe that maybe this sketchbook illustrating the starry sky at night would be good as a token of appreciation, but… I drew it because I wish to convey to you that I would always remember the words you said to me that day. P.S. That being said, I thought just giving you a worthless artwork as a gift wasn’t enough, so I’ve also bought you a bottle of multivitamin gummies. Commander Simon told me that you can replenish the nutrition your body needs with this. Since you’re also tired today, please take your vitamins before bed and get plenty of rest. Don’t push yourself too much. Good night. From: Noan's Mail―Part 2

[murasakinokuukyo]

April Fool's in PGR was so funny. I almost got a heart attack thinking something was wrong with my game when the title screen opened up, and the title was mirrored. Then, while I was playing Camu, he had Selena's flute for some reason. Liv had Selena's cello, Bianca had Lucia's katana, Lee had Nanami's chainsaw. Honestly thought I was going crazy until I remembered what day it was XD

The letters were so cute. The "blonde woman" who's a big fan of the Commandant, Simon accidentally sending his mail before he could finish editing it, and the "special serum" from Cerberus were my favourites.

[coconox]

𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐂𝐎

just a "small" post with information about skk!coco. appearance can be seen here. if they're not isekai'ed into whatever hyperfixation i'm in atm, my description of them is normally "they're just some guy" 💀💀 since they are kind of a self-insert to fulfill my down horrendous thoughts. anyways, i got bored and made lore for them if they were in pgr lol

when coco joined cerberus, vera felt a bit skeptical since they were always quiet and seemed like they were out of the loop with what goes on with the squad

eventually she did catch on that they do pay attention, they just don't like saying anything lol (and vera does tease them about that)

if coco isn't in their office, they'll usually be in the library to avoid any loud distractions (nocti and 21 fighting). they ended up meeting simon and noan there and they all get along pretty well

most of the time coco is doing paperwork. it normally ends up being about some complaint in regards to nocti and whatever compensation is given has to be a big one since nocti is that much of a troublemaker

coco can fight, was kinda forced to learn being in f.o.s and all, but it really isn't necessary since the constructs in the squad get a little too excited over fighting anything and everything

the forced collaboration in new oakley was what made nocti see what coco is really like, in which he falls in love with them (without giving too big of spoilers about sands of wrath, it's very skk x nocti heavy)

there were a few missions where nocti had to be put on a leash by coco, just to forcibly drag him back to babylonia

coco spoils the squad a lot, maybe even too much, but they don't really know how else to express their gratitude for being on the team

most people don't really understand why they chose to be in cerberus. due to their quiet nature, everyone could see them be in any squad but cerberus, which led to rumors of coco being forced into cerberus rather than them choosing to be in the squad themself

that is until one group of people confronted them about it. trying to force an answer out of coco spiraled into the group slandering the squad of how terrifying they are and that they shouldn't even be in a team together

hearing those words made coco snap, becoming a physical threat paired with the insane look in their eyes that overpowers vera's, 21's, and nocti's combined. instantly the group caught on why they're in cerberus, and left the scene immediately. little did everyone know vera was in the background witnessing the whole thing, maybe even gaining a little more respect towards her commandant

coco has never that big into events happening around babylonia, so they often just hear what happened through vera or a very hungover nocti

they are acquaitances with harley jo and gr skk, besties with simon, and hate vanessa

[mionie]

🅂🅄🅁🆅🄸🅅🄰🄻 🄼🄸🅂🅂🄸🄾🄽 🄸🄽 🆃🄷🄴 🅆🄾🅁🄻🄳 🄾🅵 🄿🄶🅁

Log_003

"What's wrong with you this time?" Lee's voice startled Julia from her musing. Her lips quivered up, facing him with the best smile she could muster, "'wrong with me?' Hm, I don't see anything wrong with me."

He grimaced, noting the shake in her hands as she had her meal. 

She was aware that he was doubting her. With how his stern eyes narrowed and she could have swore he was making deductions based on her actions. She lowered her hands, settling the cutleries on the plate and stood up.

Not good... I'm going insane...

Prior to her meal, as she finished her long bath, she wrapped the clean towel around her, noticing scars riddled across her 'body' and the lean muscles contracting with her every move. A body that does not belong to her. With this sight alone, she was more convinced that she transmigrated to PGR, or more suitably, possessed the Commandant right now.

A shiver ran down her arms. Even the warm bath did not help settle the anxiousness she was feeling. But more so than that, standing in the middle of the bathroom would not improve her mentality either.

She walked to the bathroom sink where a fresh set of uniform was folded on top of the counter. Unfolding the uniform, she raised it in front of her. Similar to the uniform of Commandants in the game, it was of blue material and thick to the touch. If she could recall, Simon had similar design to what she was about to wear. Setting it aside, she first wore a long-sleeved, black turtle neck shirt above her undergarments, then slipped on the blue official shirt and pants, before doning the infamous Babylonia jacket. 

Sighing, she rummaged in the cabinets for a comb and went to the full-body mirror near the door and screamed.

"Commandant!!" Voices of Lucia and Liv reached her hearing from behind the closed bathroom door, knocking endlessly in fear of something happening to her.

"I'm, I'm fine!.... I'm fine... I just... slipped...?"

"Are you sure, Commandant? Are you okay?! Liv, stand back--!"

"No! It's okay, Lucia, Liv! I'll be out in a minute... I'm still not dressed yet..." Julia's hands shakily reached for her reflection. This cannot be...

"... as you command."

She was taller than her original self, far stronger than she expected. Of course, every commandants had to undergo training in the academy. But it was not her 'body' she was shocked of, no... She was scared of her head.

Her face... has no definite features. Eyes, nose, ears, and mouth were present but they kept on changing, glitching to another feature. It also affected her hair. It keeps on glitching to other color and texture.

She fell to the side, away from the mirror and feeling her face and hair. Feeling whether they were there. She grabbed her hair that fell on her shoulders and it was auburn in color, just like her original color. It was not glitching and she checked her other body parts, whether she was glitching elsewhere. She gulped, hard. Crawling to the mirror, she closed her eyes before she would see herself once again. 

Wait, maybe I was more tired than I thought that it affected my mental stability?... Goodness, I pray so...

Slowly, she opened her eyes and she almost fainted then and there on the floor. It's real... 'this' is all real...

The same phenomenon she saw before, her facial features glitched randomly. She ran to the door, having more than enough horror of own self.

"Commandant!" Liv proceeded checking her while Lucia's blade were drawn. Dawn entered past Julia, ready to slash any intruder of the Babylonia transport terminal.

Their room door opened and came in Lee, witnessing the commotion of the female members of his team with a raised brow, "... I brought what you wanted, Commandant."

"Thank you..."

"Lee, confirm the number of individuals within the perimeter." Lucia said, emerging from the bathroom. With the fast calculation of Palefire, he also drew his guns, "36 figures along the corridor. Lucia--"

"Wait! Both of you!" Julia said from the bed with Liv tucking her in. Sighing, she motioned for them to ease down, "there is no need for that. I just slipped in the bathroom. We should use this chance to rest before going back to HQ."

They nodded and Liv and Lucia went to the pods before entering sleep mode. Lee went to the other bed and proceeded with cleaning his dual guns. Moments later, food arrived and Julia recieved it, careful not to disturb the resting constructs. She ate her meal on her bed and saw herself glitching from her reflection on the glass of water, which brought her to her current problem.

After forcefully swallowing the rather bland food, she reached for the notebook and started writing.

1. Manifest inner Commandant.

On the side, she drew a line connecting them to a bubble of the personality of the commandant based on what she remembered: caring, self-sacrificing, mischievous, hard-working, kind, strong, clever.

She paused, her eyes drifting around the room to the form of Lee cleaning and to the two sleeping constructs. She added another trait and connected it to the first phrase.

Has a harem.

"Ahem!" She coughed, hiding the snicker behind her fists then she stopped. Right, sooooooo... It would be me having a harem then?

Groaning, she rubbed her temple and scooped another food in her mouth. As a player that has a major adoration of the game, she was aware of the fanfictions written by other people, either shipping the Commandant with the constructs, or constructs paired to another construct. It was entertaining to see the various ships within the fandom and she also participated in making theories and ships. 

She glanced at Lee. For example...

Julia almost choked on her food and sat up straight. Right!

The affection stories!

The affection stories were the most important bases on her interaction with the constructs. Problem was, she was unable to grow the affection level for all the characters. She was an F2P player and it was more than fine since PGR was F2P friendly, however, because of her busy schedule her time playing the game were sometimes sacrificed, missing her daily missions for the rewards. And because of the lack of black cards for pulling characters on A-rank banner or the limited S-rank banner, sometimes for their exclusive 6-star weapons, she settled on the available characters and unlocking their affection stories.

And because of that, she would be uninformed of how the Commandant interacted with them. Or even additional data and secrets they have.

Finishing her meal, she closed her notebook and turned to Lee who was also looking at her.

She tried calming her already stressed heart and held his calculating gaze, "Lee, I will be asking you questions, and don't ask nor wonder why I'm asking you such questions."

He gave a curt reply, resuming in wiping clean the dismantled pieces, "... Shoot."

"Okay," she started, "first, Liv mentioned this before. What was my injury before and when exactly did it happen?"

He raised a brow but relplied nonetheless, "you receive many injuries everytime we have our mission."

"If that's the case, which was the one Liv was referring to?"

"It's the heavy injury on your back a week ago. You landed on your back from the fourth floor of a complex. Liv checked it and it was a 3rd degree bruise."

Really? But why is it I didn't feel any pain? I should check it in the mirror–no, scratch that out.

"... I see. Second, give me the full description of the our current assignment."

He sighed, "I don't know the full details."

"What? Why is that?"

"We were given the description of the mission, yes, but the full description was only for the Commandant to see."

Shoot, so that means this was rather secretive then?

"Then tell me what was given to you."

Lee opened his terminal in the holographic screen.

Her eyes skimmed through the document and tried to make sense of the terminologies used inside the letter. It was obvious she would be clueless about military terminologies as she was just a normal civilian back in her world. But those words aside, she could connect the pieces together. The Gray Ravens were sent to clear a specific area for the expansion of reclaimed land on Earth.

But this was on the side of her team, her side was a mystery. What's sent to me?

"This was for us. The Commandant's been given the same thing but with the additional information."

Julia's white-gray eyes looked past the screen and met Lee's, "you sound like you know something."

"I don't, but I know that this mission was specifically a secret mission. It was obvious."

"Even if you were members of the Gray Raven?"

"Right."

"Then how come they kept it a hush to you guys when they gave it to Gray Ravens?"

"We are constructs, we are liable to report based on what we witness. They can also program into our M.I.N.D. when they suspect that we were hiding something."

"So that's why then..." If the higher-ups wanted this to be kept secret, then of course the Commandant was only given the raw information.

"Also, they will hack your memories?"

"Yes. Constructs--"

"No, don't answer that," she cutted him short.

No. If I remember correctly, Gray Ravens was among the Elite squads of the Babylonia. And I don't think there should be a need to hide full details regarding the mission to them...

Everything they do in the game required the full involvement of the team. This was the first time Julia witness her construct members excluded of the whole information. Is it possible to operate effectively with them not knowing the totality of the description?

"... Thank you, Lee." 

He just went back to his task silently, allowing Julia to settle her messy thoughts peacefully. With the limited information available, she resigned herself to fate for the meeting in the following day back at Babylonia.

[mmultiversal]

Multiversal is back with another summer retreat, this time in Besançon, France! Open air, camping and a lot of noise in the countryside! A gathering at Le Moulin des Buthiers, hosted by Atelier de L'Etoile, aiming to create an environment of co-existence between different parties and performers coming from different realities which might not cross each other in predefined scenes, meeting and giving possibilities to unexpected ad hoc scenarios in an (un)controlled environment, logistically supported by BUSS: Big & Ugly Soundsystem and Multiversal. A weekend, where the distinction between the organisers, the helpers, the performers and the audience disappear, at high and low volumes, on various stages using the vast possibilities of a confined space including outdoors and indoors at a fantastic location which hosted previously various Atelier de L'Etoile events, Bruitisme Festival, as well as another Multiversal Summer Retreat last year. Closer to the date we would announce a predifined program which would be enhanced with the possibilities of open slots for on site first time meetings and other tryouts. No genre limitations, no cultural borders/pipelines, no rockstars; an egalitarian scene where the curiosity and research are encouraged. The complete line up is subject to change as we are open to musicians and performers joining the very last minute. Please keep in mind that this doesn't mean we have an open stage, but rather keeping the door open for an organised chaos. If you are willing to partecipate, or want more information, please get in touch with us via e-mail, on multimultiversal@gmail.com, with the event name "Multiversal Summer Retreat in Besançon, Again" in the subject line. Moulin des Buthiers offer some roof, but you are very welcome to bring your own tent. Facilities are there for everyone's use. Confirmed participants so far: Sebastien Lemporte - Cello https://soundcloud.com/atelier-de-letoille CNM - Modular Synths http://www.cnm.freak-animals.org/ Utku Tavil - drums, electronics http://utkutavil.tumblr.com Lun Ário - machines https://soundcloud.com/lun_ario Simon Berz - drums, electronics http://www.simonberz.ch/ Cate Hops - decks https://soundcloud.com/cate_hops Munsha - electronics, voice, cello http://www.munsha.it/ Junktion - decks http://junktion.de/ Thiébault Imm - guitar, electronics https://soundcloud.com/thiebault-imm Pablo Lienhard - Reeds, electronics https://pablolienhard.com/ Chris Pitsiokos - reeds http://chrispitsiokos.com/ https://chrispitsiokos.bandcamp.com/ Parasnol - scene from a noise movie https://parasnol.com Frank Vis - Electronics https://www.plattegrondx.com/vestas/ Schoko Mune - Flutes, electronics https://www.sotufestival.com/2022/lineup#/artist=schoco-mune Notorische Ruhestoerung - dadapunx https://ruhestoerung.noblogs.org/ Desert Drone - electronics https://soundcloud.com/desert-drone Seht - electronics, synths www.soundcloud.com/setherian Teresa Riemann - drums, voice https://soundcloud.com/teresariemann Erika Sofia Sollo - voice, electronics https://soundcloud.com/sollosofia https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Br1TjX_OFw Dario Tropea - flute, voice, electronics https://pastafissan.bandcamp.com/ Benjamin Whitehill - guitar https://soundcloud.com/bwhitehill Kazehito Seki - Voice, electronics http://kazehitoseki.com/ Shun Momose - electronics https://soundcloud.com/shun-momose PGR - electronics, clarinet https://weinsist.bandcamp.com/album/expeditions NuR x Chlütter - electronics, voice https://soundcloud.com/nureonna https://soundcloud.com/czarnagora/chlutter-live-wurm-basel Ruben Tenenbaum - Violin https://www.rubentenenbaum.com/ Matthias Skoole - guitar https://matthiaskoole.seminalrecords.org/ Marina Cyrino - flutes https://marinacyrino.art.br/ Louis Freres - electric bass https://soundcloud.com/louis-freres/sets/solo Benjamin Efrati - Various www.benjaminefrati.com Damn - modular synths https://d4mnj4r.bandcamp.com/ Lucas Rueckner - Trumpeth, Voice Paolo Possidente - Drums, electronics https://soundcloud.com/paolo-possidente Aaakzt - electronics, bass https://aaakzt.bandcamp.com/ Marcio Gibson - Drums https://soundcloud.com/user1094250 LORD GONZO https://soundcloud.com/lord-gonzo-839171183/05-27-2020a AnnieLam - movement https://www.annielamofficiel.com/ Anatole Petit - Drums https://soundcloud.com/tatie-petanol Antoine Elias - Electronics https://soundcloud.com/antoineelias Emilie Salquebre - multidiscipline http://emiliesalquebre.com/ SBF - cello/sruti box www.silviabarbottof.com/ Caterina de Nicola - Electronics www.caterinadenicola.com Jean Tinirello https://soundcloud.com/jeantinnirello Fred Marty - Electric Bass https://soundcloud.com/fredmarty Raie Uhr - electronics https://soundcloud.com/raieuhr Anton Lorenzutti - guitar https://zigaipavec.bandcamp.com/album/tolkalskitar-osamljen-ornament Tilen Kravos - guitar https://brgstime.bandcamp.com/album/niemoy-svet-2 Lan Štokelj Wu - electronics https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLgkmFAHYzI Marek Fakuč - drums electronics https://youtu.be/fthts707jno Mario Sefelin - Voice, performance, film https://www.sixpackfilm.com/en/catalogue/2601

[unhappy-last-resort]

This still makes me laugh. Poor Simon got spooked

[yashiro-00]

Rainy night - Simon

Full image:

[sytharia]

4012: Going My Way

F E A T U R I N G

| PrettyGirlRock | Marketplace |  Lelutka | INITHIUM | ALEXANDRITE | Velour | Gold Square

//EXCLUSIVE ITEM// (Always Try the Demo First when there is one to purchase)

Outfit:: PrettyGirlRock - Ariel Top  - @MP - #PGR Ariel Top Fatpack 

► Includes:

★ Top

 //FEATURED BODY COSMETICS//

Mesh Head: Lelutka EvoX Ceylon 3.1

Mesh Body: INITHIUM Kupra v.001/4

Skin: - VELOUR: The "Ipanema Body" for Kupra (CHANTILLY)

Body Skin: ALEXANDRITE - Simone Skin (Evo X) CHANTILLY

Shape: Exclusive! Gold Square {Gigi}shape Lel EVO X Briannon  (plus a lot of tweaking)

Hair: FEM BEAUTY; Kami Pony & Hairbase - DELUXE PACK

Hair Base: $$$PL//: SHAKIRA (EVOX) BLACK

Eyebrow: .:the-HAUS:. Danely BOM Eyebrows (LeL X)

Nails: 1990 - Chrome Melt Set

Panties: Spoiled - Tinderella High Waist Cotton Thong 

Bottoms: NANIKA - Ilona Shorts - White

//FEATURED ACCESSORIES//

Head Jewelry:  Ysoral .:Luxe  Lips Piercing Lida:.(LEL)

Belly Ring: Ysoral.:Luxe Belly Piercing  Irina :.(Inithium)

Rings:(Yummy) Oceana Ring Collection (kupra) 

Body Chain: (Yummy) Alexis Necklace & Body Chain (Kupra)

Ear Jewel: .:E.A.Studio:. BOX UZUMAKI FEMALE ELF EVOX

Nose Ring: .:E.A.Studio:. BOX INFERNO SEPTUM

Glasses: +koii+ clockwork glasses 

//FEATURED BACKDROP OR BACKGROUND//

BACKGROUND: SYNNERGY.TAVIS//fall roadway [ 360] Backdrop 

Poses: Foxcity: Selfie V2-2 

[misacchilettersoflove]

Simon or Noan - Punishing Gray Raven

"My glasses? I can't see clearly without them- but if you insist, I'll lend you my spare. I just wast to see you wearing something I own, it gives me something to cherish in the coming days of this war- let me put them on you." - Simon | Noan

[sen-no-kotowari]

PGR Noan Character Profile

Good day and I'm back with some good news! The formatting plug-in I use is back to normal so everything should look the same like before. Aside from that, I will be posting back-to-back character profiles over the next few days and the first one up the bater is Noan's! You can learn more about Noan under the cut down below!

Voice Line Data

Motion Voice Lines

Lobby Voice 1

Noan: I passed nearby the Arts Association while walking around the other day. If there comes a time when peace will be upon us and an Arts Association is built on Earth, would people who love to draw be able to feed themselves? ...I see. That'd be wonderful.

Lobby Voice 2

Noan: What do you think of having a war memorial on the plaza? ...Huh? What do I think about it? I believe the people in this era making the most of their lives are just as awe-inspiring. Perhaps it's because I've seen too many death that I strongly believe more than ever living in itself is...incredible.

Lobby Voice 3

Noan: (Paints something) ........Hm? Oh, I've been painting a picture with the paintbrush you left. It's nothing fancy, just a simple drawing of a sunflower. If I told you I drew this while thinking of you, would you believe me?

Raise Affection Level

Noan: If I tell you that I want to become closer to you... what will you do?

Repetitive Taps

Noan: What's wrong? No need to be frantic. I'll be right by your side.

Log-In

Noan: Welcome back, Commander. I've been waiting for you.

Online for a Long Time

Noan: Wait a second, let me check your eyes. ...Hrm, now open your mouth. What time did you sleep yesterday? ...(Sigh) Really now...

AFK

Noan: I don't know if you're asleep or you're working hard... Well, maybe it's not so bad, getting to see your back like this.

Shake

Noan: Wha—! Are you okay?! Did you trip?

Offline for a Long Time

Noan: Showing up just now, did you oversleep? Were you having a dream of a calm and harmonious world? If that was a blissful dream, then you should've dreamed a little while longer. Don't worry, I'll continue to wait for you here 'til you show up.

Introduction and Formation

Structure Acquired

Noan: Hello there, Commander. Allow me to reintroduce myself. My name's Noan, that is my real name. Pleased to make your acquaintance.

Level Up

Noan: I have to spare no effort if I want to grow as a person.

Advancement

Noan: Thank you. Does this mean you've acknowledged me?

Model Improvement

Noan: Looks like the things I can do for others have increased yet again. Thank you.

Skill Upgrade

Noan: I'll continue to hone these skills until the day I put them to rest.

Equipment

Noan: This weapon... Hmmm, what should I call it?

Add in Team

Noan: Perhaps I should be grateful to you, who put your faith in me.

Assign as Captain

Noan: You're making me the captain? Yeah, I think I can do it. Leave it to me.

Mission Accomplished

Noan: Okay, mission complete. Do we have anything else to do?

Daily Small Talks

Voice Line 1

Noan: Ever since I left City Number 075, I've been staying at Oblivion's base. I wonder if Watanabe's doing well. I'd like to go meet up with him if there's a chance.

Voice Line 2

Noan: Lee sometimes has this resolute look in his eyes... It's as if he had already made peace. Recently, he— ...Nevermind, forget I said anything. It seems like it's something he wishes to keep to himself.

Voice Line 3

Noan: How have I been lately? Maybe I'll tell you a little secret of mine. I'm actually a super Eden-class ambassador. Since both my conversational skills and presentation skills are perfect, I was able to make friends in Eden and also fit in right away.

Voice Line 4

Noan: My past? You've seen plenty of vagabonds who lost their hometown, right? I'm also a part of those vagabonds. There's nothing special about it.

Voice Line 5

Noan: I've heard from Commander Simon that you were an alumnus who graduated as the top student of FOS Military Academy, right? What kind of things do they teach during class in school? ...Most of the schools on Earth were closed down. It makes you wonder—how many people born in this era were able to receive proper education in their life?

Voice Line 6

Noan: I passed nearby the Arts Association while walking around the other day. If there comes a time when peace will be upon us and an Arts Association is built on Earth, would people who love to draw be able to feed themselves? ...I see. That'd be wonderful.

Voice Line 7

Noan: Ah, that's right. I'm done reading the books you've told me about. Do you have other books you can recommend to me? I want to try reading a variety of books more. The library's just around the corner plus I also have a wonderful guide who'll give me a tour.

Voice Line 8

Noan: The starry sky isn't the only thing that shines in the darkness. Even if the small glowing lights around us aren't as bright as the North Star, they emit a faint light with everything they have.

Voice Line 9

Noan: Everyone used to admire stories about heroes saving the world when they were little, right? But when they grew up, they knew that those are just fictional stories, nothing more—no matter how much you do your best, you can't change the world around you alone. That's why... I'm glad that we both could do our very best here.

Voice Line 10

Noan: I don't regret rejecting the offer of becoming an Ascendant, even if it meant I'd accept how ordinary I am. I would be betraying my heart if I did. Don't worry. I already made up my mind from the moment I told you the name "Noan," no matter what may happen.

Voice Line 11

Noan: You always devote yourself to either listening to other people's worries or what they feel deep down, just like the gentle protagonists from the stories I've read... But why don't you try asking someone for some advice once in a while? I fear you might break someday if you always keep your worries to yourself.

Voice Line 12

Noan: What do you think of having a war memorial on the plaza? ...Huh? What do I think about it? I believe the people in this era making the most of their lives are just as awe-inspiring. Perhaps it's because I've seen too many death that I strongly believe more than ever living in itself is...incredible.

Voice Line 13

Noan: I look forward to the day this world overcomes the harsh winter and welcomes the tender spring... If you also share the same sentiment as I do, shall we make a promise to each other? Of course, I'd want you to be included in that future.

Voice Line 14

Noan: (Paints something) ........Hm? Oh, I've been painting a picture with the paintbrush you left. It's nothing fancy, just a simple drawing of a sunflower. If I told you I drew this while thinking of you, would you believe me?

Voice Line 15

Noan: I don't regret the things I've done in the past. I've used the grief I experienced as a catalyst to move forward without ever denying myself. ...For a brighter tomorrow free from strife, I shall give everything I have head-on so that we won't lose any more people we hold dear.

Raise Affection Level

Voice Line 1

Noan: (Chuckle) You sure have a lot of friends.

Voice Line 2

Noan: It'd be a waste to gift that to me. How about giving it to someone more worthy than me?

Voice Line 3

Noan: I'm happy enough that you're standing in front of me without your guard up.

Voice Line 4

Noan: Thank you... Are you just this kind to anyone you've met?

Voice Line 5

Noan: What are your hobbies? Ehehe, getting to know each other is the first important step in becoming friends.

Voice Line 6

Noan: Should I draw a picture for you in return as thanks? I'm kidding. This present you gave me is far more valuable than any of my drawings.

Voice Line 7

Noan: Despite the countless despair and spite this world has, you still make sure to treat others kindly. You truly are amazing.

Voice Line 8

Noan: I'm fine with any notebook and pen. I feel like it'd be wasteful if I use such a good quality paintbrush for this.

Voice Line 9

Noan: Are we... friends already? Ah, I want to be your friend, your comrade. And from here on out, I wish to stay by your side... That's what I feel.

Voice Line 10

Noan: I don't have much to give back to you in return, but... Please don't hesitate to tell me if there's something I can do for you.

Voice Line 11

Noan: Can I... come meet you again tomorrow?

Voice Line 12

Noan: Thank you so much... truly. It's not just the presents you've given me. I'm thankful for you and the words you said to me back then.

Voice Line 13

Noan: We're still amidst the harsh winter... But whenever you're with me, it feels like it becomes less cold than before.

Voice Line 14

Noan: If I tell you that I want to become closer to you... what will you do?

Voice Line 15

Noan: It's enough for me that we're aiming for the same goal and being able to fight alongside you, but that doesn't mean I'll stop longing for you... (Chuckle) Commander?

Voice Line 16

Noan: Can I take it that you're okay being this close to each other, Commander...?

AFK

Voice Line 1

Noan: Your sleepiness is also making me feel sleepy, hrm... Even though I already don't need to sleep anymore...

Voice Line 2

Noan: It's been pretty quiet, but are you busy with something else?

Voice Line 3

Noan: I don't know if you're asleep or you're working hard... Well, maybe it's not so bad, getting to see your back like this.

Voice Line 4

Noan: Are you asleep? I want to check up close if you're sleeping, but just in case I might wake you up... Yeah, I should stop here.

Voice Line 5

Noan: ♬~Our wishes will outlive us~♪ The light you shine is gentle as you are~♬[1]

Online for a Long Time

Voice Line 1

Noan: Having a lot of missions to deal with seems tough. Is there something I could help you with?

Voice Line 2

Noan: Oh-kay, let's confirm if you're still wide awake. What do you see on this ink blotch? ...It's some sort of abstract matter? Uhh-huh...

Voice Line 3

Noan: You're complaining that your neck hurts because you're always looking downwards. ...Come on, let's do some light stretches. Relax your muscles, and move around your head and shoulders.

Voice Line 4

Noan: Wait a second, let me check your eyes. ...Hrm, now open your mouth. What time did you sleep yesterday? ...(Sigh) Really now...

Voice Line 5

Noan: You've sacrificed your health just so you can finish all your work. I doubt you'd even listen to me, but... Why not rest even just for a few minutes?

Log-In

Voice Line 1

Noan: Morning. Do we have a mission today?

Voice Line 2

Noan: Commander, here's the list of missions for today. If we're all set, let's head out.

Voice Line 3

Noan: Morning, Commander Simon told me to pass along this message to you when I met him in front of the training room. Let's get along, he said.

Voice Line 4

Noan: I've been thinking it's about time you arrive here. I guess we're connected telepathically then?

Voice Line 5

Noan: You're back, Commander. I did several missions while you weren't here the past few days, but I knew I'd think about such a thought... "If only you were here," that is.

Voice Line 6

Noan: Welcome back, Commander. I've been waiting for you.

Voice Line 7

Noan: Did you sleep well last night? Your ability to focus would recede when you're tired, plus the people who care for you would be worried. Hm? Of course, I would be. I'm also one of those people.

Voice Line 8

Noan: Welcome back, Commander. I've been thinking about you. Oh, well you're not wrong that you're in front of me right now. Even so, I just couldn't help myself.

Offline for a Long Time

Noan: Showing up just now, did you oversleep? Were you having a dream of a calm and harmonious world? If that was a blissful dream, then you should've dreamed a little while longer. Don't worry, I'll continue to wait for you here 'til you show up.

Shake

Voice Line 1

Noan: Wha—! Are you okay?! Did you trip?

Voice Line 2

Noan: Stop it, my glasses are about to fall down... Wha- wait... Don't take off my glasses...!

Voice Line 3

Noan: Even if you do that, a coin won't come out from me.

Repetitive Taps

Voice Line 1

Noan: Hm? What the- (Sigh)... I already said I'm not hiding anything. Wait, this isn't a body inspection?

Voice Line 2

Noan: W-wait— th-that tickles! Aha-...Gee, that was unexpectedly childish of you. It's fine, I'll let this slide since I saw your smile.

Voice Line 3

Noan: What's wrong? No need to be frantic. I'll be right by your side.

Activity Task Full

Noan: Our activity level's at max level, let's take a small break. If you have other plans you want to do, shall I tag along?

Battle Dialogues

Battle Start/Character Switch

Noan: I fight so the plights and suffering in our lifetime will be kept at bay.

Voice Line 1

Noan: Let's reassess what their sins are.

Voice Line 2

Noan: This is how the "best duo" pairs up.

Voice Line 3

Noan: Tear through the darkest night.

Ultimate Skill

Noan: Amidst the depths of winter will genuine springtide flourish!

Light Damage

Noan: I'm fine.

Heavy Damage

Noan: No... I mustn't fall here...

Incapacitated

Noan: I'm sorry... for leaving you all alone...

Friend Support

Noan: I don't plan to make you suffer any longer.

QTE

Noan: Aim for a swift victory.

Battle End

Noan: It's over, let's go home now.

Structure Documentation

Document Detail 1

Noan's appearance has established the fact Ascendants can turn humans into Structures. He is currently under surveillance in Eden for associating with an Ascendant. Although he doesn't seem to be disgruntled by the constant surveillance, research, and cooperation with his examinations, most of the "people who know his situation" feels somewhat lonely since Noan acts courteously as if he's keeping them at arm's length.

Document Detail 2

Noan himself named his model "Sojourn." He took inspiration from the time a young boy had preached to him after he left the Azil—"the world around us is a sojourn and all the sorrow they've experienced will one day return to the earth." The world around us is a large place of dwelling. Yes, even this very body he has. He has begun his new journey to the final destination of his life.

Document Detail 3

After he had fitted one of his coatings, Noan was sorely unsure whether or not he'd dye his hair in a rainbow color. However, everyone in Barometz Platoon strongly opposed it and even received harsh criticism from Arts Association Chairman Allen, saying it was "an abstract expression." The white streak of hair strands offset by his raven-colored hair expresses his resolution.

Document Detail 4

Even though Noan could deftly master a weapon and can write in either his left or right hand, he isn't particularly good at handling heavy weapons. It's not because of how incompetent he is, but because he's proficient in keen and nimble combat. The blueprint for his Energy Blade is a gift he received from Rachel on his 17th birthday. The other blade he wields on his other hand is something he had been using ever since he joined the porter company. Until Noan obtained his Energy Blade, his weapons used to be a blade and a gun.

Document Detail 5

He is hardly proficient in long-range weapons. Even the accuracy of the gun Noan previously used wasn't high. When you'd think he missed the mark, he would actually hit the vital target by fluke. There was a time when the bullet Noan fired pierced 3 windows, hitting the billboard across the building, and it fell on the leader of a burglary group.

Document Detail 6

He was able to escape an Ascendant's interferences and hallucinations alone. According to later observations, it was acknowledged that the stability in his Sea of Consciousness allows him adaptability toward Specialized Models. The Science Council still hasn't concluded whether this characteristic was something Noan originally had or was the result of the Ascendant's interference.

Rumors and Secrets

Secret 1 Has read a considerable amount of manga in a stack room. Noan seems to be receptive to any work, possibly because there are also peculiar plots among those he'd read. He would thoroughly read a manga title until the end, especially titles recommended to him by his friends.

Secret 2 To secure some space in his bag, Noan left a manga with a pear blossom between its pages at City Number 075. It was the Gray Raven Team who found that manga when they had visited for a survey. Noan retrieved that manga after that, but he lost it when he was heavily injured in City Number 210.

Secret 3 Noan still occasionally dreams of his past up until now. With how he is now, however, he is distinctly self-aware that it's all a dream and immediately wakes up—because in that dream, there isn't a single scratch on the firefly in his hands.

Secret 4 Although Noan had learned countless skills to survive, the only exception to that is cooking—up until he became a Structure, cooking delicious food wasn't a necessity for him. Now so long as he has a recipe to follow, Noan could cook the dish to a certain extent. Since he frowns upon ingredients going to waste, he inattentively ate the scrap parts of the ingredients on one occasion.

Secret 5 Whenever Noan is at a loss for what to do, he would tell a joke with a serious look on his face and divert the subject matter. He would often make his facial expressions overly serious so the other person would take them seriously. Noan would most likely say "maybe I'll tell you a little secret of mine" whenever he would tell an outlandish joke in the beginning, but he'd immediately give an explanation for his actions if the other person does take it seriously. If he manages to get by each time, strictly speaking.

Secret 6 Noan was once praised by his colleagues in the porter company for being skilled at consoling people and he would usually be the person they rely on to take care of their hammered colleagues at their drinking parties. Although he doesn't drink alcoholic beverages himself, it doesn't mean he wouldn't help them out or ditch out on the people who need someone could lend an ear to them.

Secret 7 Noan isn't good at handling people who are crying—he also can't tell if the other person is actually crying or shedding crocodile tears. To appear calm in front of a crying person even though he's panicking internally, Noan will probably almost nod to every request he generally won't agree on.

Secret 8 He wants to be reincarnated as a seagull in his next life, yet he has never seen either the ocean or a seagull before he became a Structure.

Secret 9 Noan was infamous as a pigheaded person in Passenger Car N until he was 13 years old. Because he recurrently used to incite a reckless feud, he was referred to as a "prickly boy"[2] by the people in that car. The person in question, however, has neither seen a chestnut's burr nor a person getting stabbed by it so he never knew they were referring to him.

Secret 10 Even though he isn't particularly nit-picky when it comes to colors, Noan prefers shades of white that give off a pure and clean feel—it ranges from white fabric, white bird feathers, clear skies, a pristine piece of paper, and so on... But the only thing he hates among the pure white things is snow, especially an endless snowfield.

Secret 11 While he was easy to get along with and had hit off with many friends, Noan had very few close friends he cherished in all sincerity. He's somewhat dense when it comes to emotions and is constantly passive, as he never expressed his desires or his eagerness to someone he was just recently acquainted with—he's the type of person who'd like to know the other person well on top of closing the distance between them.

Secret 12 He would frankly express his emotions to close friends. When the other person shows an interesting reaction to his words, Noan will try to pull a prank using that word. Despite being aware that he still has a childish side, he doesn't plan on hiding this side of himself entirely from his close friends.

This is in reference to the Surviving Glimmer's main theme song.

This may possibly be a reference to the manga "Igakuri-kun" (Igakuri-kun: Young Judo Master) written by Fukui Eiichi.