#please remind me how dumb n easy i am 🥺

[comeplayme]

being on here keeps getting me into more nasty n dirty stuff, makes me wonder how long it would take for me to become just a fuck doll for a man to use and nothing more

[annab-nana]

not knowing peter (your bff) is spiderman and he finds out you read spiderman fanfic and he gets flustered and you get flustered but you don’t understand why he’s flustered which makes him more flustered 🥺

omg yes!!

"can i borrow your laptop? i left mine at home," peter asked as you grabbed some popcorn to pop for a snack to eat while you two studied. he had to work on a paper for a class you two didn't share and you were getting a head start on your dna model.

"yeah, sure," you spoke without a second thought as you placed the bag in the microwave and started the time. it was only then when you closed that microwave door that you realized what the last thing you had open on your laptop was and you bolted to your bedroom. however, it seemed you were too late. peter's wide eyes and parted lips as he sat there on your bed told you he already saw what you did not want him to see.

"so you like spider-man, huh?" he spoke into the awkward silence that was settling between you and with that, your embarrassment had heightened tenfold.

"peter," you whined as your hands covered your face and you leaned back against the wall next to your door. "please, just forget you ever saw that, okay?"

"i didn't mean to see it. it just happened. i didn't know you were into him like that," peter explained while shoving the laptop off of him and to the side.

"you don't get to make fun of me, pete. i remember not too long ago catching you reading fics about princess leia so you in no way have the right to tease me about it," you reminded him, watching the shade of pink that coated his cheeks spread further to his ears.

"you don't even know what he looks like. he could be some old creepy guy for all you know," he brought up, trying to prove to you that this guy was not someone you should be thinking of in that way no matter how much peter secretly liked it.

"you can see his abs through his suit. how am i not supposed to fall in love with that? that's attractive as hell," you pointed out as you felt yourself grow hot, not only in embarrassment but also at the vulnerability of telling your best friend that you were in love with spider-man. you felt stupid for thinking the faceless vigilante was easy on the eyes but you felt even more dumb for outing this to your longtime friend.

"fall in love?" that was when you noticed how deep the shade of red his cheeks had become. what did he have to be flustered or embarrassed about? you were the one who was just caught reading fanfics of your local hero swinging you around the city and kissing you on various rooftops.

"why are you blushing?"

"because i just found out my best friend is reading fanfiction about m- about spider-man!" he squeaked before chewing at his lip, a nervous habit of his.

"yeah but you're acting like you just caught me fantasizing about you and you didn't. also, quit biting your lip. it's going to bleed."

"no, i just- i don't know," he sighed, "it just feels a little odd is all."

"oh my god," you muttered, your jaw dropping and eyes widening, "you're him, aren't you? you're spider-man?"

"no." his lip went back between his teeth and you knew your suspicions were confirmed. peter was spider-man. your best friend was spider-man and he just caught you reading fanfiction about spider-man which meant he just caught you reading fanfiction about him. this couldn't have gotten any worse.

"fuck," you whispered under your breath as you let your back slide down the wall until you were seated on the floor and your hands covered your face once more. "this is terrible."

"this isn't at all how i wanted to tell you. i wanted to keep you away from this as long as i could to protect you, but the secret's out there now. i hope this doesn't ruin our friendship because you are my best friend, y/n," peter rambled as he stood from your bed where he had been sitting the whole time.

"i don't care about that, peter. we're still friends," you spoke into your hands as you were way too embarrassed to show your face to him.

"you don't care?"

"no, i don't care. i'm too embarrassed to care. peter, this is so weird. i just told you that i thought it was hot that i could see your abs through your suit and that i was in love with you. oh my god, this is horrible," you groaned. you truly felt like dying on the spot. you could cry from how humiliated you felt. it was one thing to be caught reading fanfiction about spider-man, but to then find out that your best friend who caught you was him, it was madness. peter could sense your deep shame as well as visibly see it before he made his way to sit next to you.

"y/n?"

"yeah?" your face had yet to leave the comfort and protection of your hands, but peter rid you of that shield when his fingers circled your wrists and pulled them away from you. his expression softened upon seeing your tear-lined eyes and slight frown.

"it's okay," he reassured in a calming voice, one that immediately put you at ease. "it's actually kind of cute, but it's okay. i don't mind it." you only nodded, scared if you spoke that you'd full-on bawl due to the mortification you felt. peter let his arms open a bit to tell you he was here but understood if you weren't up for that right now. though you were very embarrassed to be around him, he was also the person who brought you the most comfort so you leaned in and let him hold you. "do you feel any better?"

"a little. why?" you questioned while staying in the position you were both in on the floor.

"because i think you may have burnt the popcorn."

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