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call-me-copycat · 2 months ago

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I appreciate the asks and those who've sent me messages! I'm off to take my midterms tomorrow then after I'll get to them (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

If you wonder why I'm always tired or busy:

I'm up for at least 20 hours a day on all weekdays, and on days I don't have school then I'm up for at least 15. I have a full time job and go to school full time, with classes that (unfortunately) require my time even outside of classroom hours. A lot.

Then I get home and am expected to clean the house for awhile (because! For some reason! I'm the main one my family expects to clean! Up after them! Gah), and after that I work on classwork until 1-2 in the morning if I have 1 class to do work for (if I need to do work for 2 classes it'll lead up to 3am. Any more then I'm pulling an all nighter)

I've decided not to do summer classes so I'll have time to become un-burnt out :⁠-⁠)

I had someone ask so I decided to just make an overall post. Also my blog is half run on a que so I may look like I'm online every now and then but it's probably that (if it's like a random post - I'll try to tag que posts with ⏳or 🕰️) (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

Believe it or not but this semester is easier than last semester (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) So I'm not particularly bothered with it since I've seen how bad it could be

That being said, thank you all for your patience! I've had a lot of people up and leave or ghost me or get upset at me for not being online very much so I'm always a little worried I'll see a lot of you gone one day (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠) So to those who are still here; I love you! Thanks for being here ʕ⁠·⁠ᴥ⁠·⁠ʔ

The semester is half over so I'm sure I can push through, I just wanted to be clear with everyone on why I'm always gone (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）

Hope you all have a lovely day!

#plus chronic fatigue and vitamin D deficiency and anemia on top of it all - struggling just a little (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）#I've noticed people leaving my community on here #i recently had a dear friend never get back to me - i didn't see a message of theirs and couldn't reply until a week or two later #and that was it - never heard from them ever again #it's not the first time it's happened but I really cared about this one #stinks but I'm always half expecting to find everyone gone when i do get the time to sit down and log in #I'm really happy that I'm not seeing that as much anymore though :⁠-⁠) I'm trying my best to get ahold of people on my breaks or before bed #doesn't mean I'm not going to be online!#just means I'll read your messages but will only be able to get back when i can #which is who knows how long #so... thank you for your patience (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠) it means the world to me #💬#📢

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