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misty-missdee · 1 year

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1st week being done smoking weed has come and gone. Only had a couple urges, but my willpower is kinda stacked so it's all good.

I've been a little more anxious in general, but it's been nice not feeling like a huge dumb dumb and teleporting forward through time.

I packed all my stuff away this evening finally too. It's a little sad, but again if I'm going to focus enough to get out of this forsaken desert it's just how it's gotta be.

#i know i may sound like a broken record BUT this is just for me and me alone #ive known plenty of super high functioning stoners #im just sadly no longer or maybe never was one of them #plusplusplus again again i was just smoking to numb #and thats not the way to do it #and i was just starting to feel real stupid while stoned and was just kinda oooover it #so here we are #i feel proud of me at least #in how easy just quitting cold turkey has actually been this time #the first time in 2019 su ked #but it made this possible #anywhoooooooooo

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