#porchay says yes ofc

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They're soulmates, your honour.

Part 10 of ?

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“History is written by victors” or ... Korn, Gun and the “Truth”

They say, you can’t judge about something without having all the facts, in this case meaning hearing both sides.

I admit I really suspected Gun to be the killer of Porsche’s parents, but now I’m more prone to believe it was actually Korn. Let me try to explain, why.

First I like to establish that I will do it on the basis of Porsche’s memory being true. Yes, as Korn said, Porsche was just a child and might not remember much. But the few things he remembers I take as what really happened. 

That being said, lets get into it.

So, what did Porsche remember? Hearing his father saying ...

and seeing two men (I don’t know if Porsche knew who they were at the time) being with his father. One sitting opposite him and one standing at the side of the table. And I don’t think I have to point out who is who.

But I want to point out something else ... the “Shut up” that for me was clearly Korn’s voice. Why is it important? I circle back to that later.

So was there anything else Porsche remembered? Oh yes ...

Now let’s have a look at the story Korn told ... He accuses Gun to be the killer, but in Korn’s version they have switched places and that doesn’t fit Porsche’s memory.

And he still makes Porsche believe that his mum is dead and that she killed herself over the death of his father.

If Korn really cared about Porsche (and also Porchay) why would he still try to wriggle his way out of telling the truth? Why didn’t he replace Thee if he knew he was a gambler and couldn’t really take care of two kids? 

I mean, Korn has a lot of men at his disposal, there had to be one that would’ve taken care of the boys the right way without putting them through too much hardship, right? But he didn’t, because everyone (even his own son(s), I guess) where only chess pieces in his personal game.

And the heart attack at exactly the right time? How convenient so that he didn’t have to answer more questions about the matter.

And the doctor who told the family that he died of poison, I’m now sure, he was just ordered to do so and that there was never any poison or even a real heart attack. Korn planned what happened next, he knew Gun would seize the opportunity to try to take over. And that Kinn would suspect Gun (or the minor family in general) to be responsible for poisoning his father. Again, Korn used everyone to his own advantage. He was even willing to accept the deaths of many of his people, including his own son. Father of the year, right? 🤬

And that is exactly the problem ... if you only know one side of the story, it’s easy for the teller to paint someone as the villain. But nothing is ever that black and white.

Anyway, let’s take a look at Gun’s side of the story.  Here Korn and Gun are exactly placed the way Porsche remembers and also the same words were said by Pat. (ok maybe a little bit different than before, but I think that’s just the translation ... it has still the same meaning)

And even if that isn’t in Porsche’s memory I just wanted to use it, bc it looks like Gun didn’t know, but Korn surely did.

And there we have it ... Korn didn’t want Pat to tell more things no one besides Korn and his father knew about.

So he stopped him the only way he could make sure he couldn’t tell another soul. And tbh, Gun reacts far too shocked about it like he didn’t expect that outcome at all.

So, we have all three sentences from Porsche’s memory in Gun’s story, but none of them in Korn’s. Ofc you could argue that Porsche’s memory is faded, distorted or whatever and that he doesn’t remember correctly. But why would he remember things a certain way then when no one ever told him before Thee came out with it? When no one ever tried to manipulate that memory, bc no one seemed to know he had it? I’m not even sure if Korn or Gun realized that Porsche was even there. To me it seemed he was playing hide and seek, bc the voice telling: “Go hide. Run away.” was in my opinion little Porsche’s own voice and he didn’t sound scared. He might just have stayed in the cupboard bc his dad and two other men came in and he didn’t dare to come out.

So in the end, Gun couldn’t use those sentences bc he knew that Porsche remembered it this way. He didn’t know, so he in my opinion he was just telling the story how it really happened.

Oh and two more things that make Gun’s version more believable to me. First: Gun is far too angry about this than it could be just acting.

Second: The way he almost broke down seeing Nampueng again, makes me believe that Gun really thought she was dead, that she was shot by Korn when he was outside the house that day. Remember how Vegas said his father had a picture of her in his office? First I thought it might be there out of guilt, as a reminder of what he’d done. But now I think it’s there because he loved her.

And the story Korn tells afterwards about Gun shooting Pat and that they both took Nampueng home, that Gun molested her and that’s why she took pills to kill herself, was just another twist for Porsche and Kinn to hear. To make Gun look like the only bad guy here. What was it what Gun said? “You just want all the power.” And I think that’s what all of this is about in the end. And before Gun could tell more about his side of the story, Korn conveniently (for him) killed him and probably justified it with what Gun did by coming to his house starting a war. A war Korn wanted to get rid of the competition and to take all the power exactly as Gun said. Bc Korn might have never factored in that Kinn and Porsche would fall in love (I guess he only wanted Porsche with the major family so that he would side with them when push comes to shove), but it played into his hands. With Gun dead and Vegas being “out of order” he could give the power over the minor family to Porsche, well knowing now that Porsche would never in a million years go against Kinn. And that means absolute power to Korn.

I still have a few thoughts on Nampueng: Did she voluntarily take pills to kill herself bc of the traumatic events? Or did someone else give her pills on purpose, so that she would lose part of her mental health or even brain functions? Sorry, but the thought never left me that she might be kind of sedated with certain drugs for all this years. Bc how can you say you wanted to protect someone and then lock them up for what? 17 years? That’s not protection, that’s imprisonment, bc no matter how big and luxurious a prison is, it is still a prison. I would call it ... having total control over someone who otherwise might derail your plans. If Korn would really have been interested in protecting Nampueng and her sons, he could’ve sent them somewhere far away without anyone knowing and without anyone ever finding them. He made Gun believe the whole family was dead (remember how surprised Gun seemed that still 2 of them - and I guess he meant Porsche and Porchay - were left?), so what would have prevented him to send them away. Hell, this man is rich enough to even get them out of the country and still provide them with a good, quiet life.

So my conclusion (after that long post ... sorry for that) is: No, I don’t believe your story is true Korn, but now there’s no one left who could contradict it. Besides Nampueng ... and if there will ever be a season 2 I’d love if something would come from her side bc i can’t shake the feeling that she might just pretend to not remember anything to protect herself.