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#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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#poorly drawn mdzs
#mdzs
#xue yang
#xiao xingchen
#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish
#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.
#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.
#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.
#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-
#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt
#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.
#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.
#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?
#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible
#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)
#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''
#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.
#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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