sekai-archives · 2 years ago
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What their kisses are like
Features: Tenma Tsukasa, Rui Kamishiro, Shinonome Akito, Aoyagi Toya
- ♡ No warnings other than kissing and minor mentions of makeouts
Tenma Tsukasa
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Despite having a loud mouth and seemingly being afraid of nothing, If their is one thing that makes Tsukasa become a flustered puddle, it's a simple kiss to his face.
The cheek is his week spot. A simple peck in that spot would make him in freeze on the spot, his eyes widening all while a pink blush coats over his cheeks still registering what you just did.
Kissing Tsukasa can feel shy, almost hesitant when he presses his lips against your skin. Near the beginning if the relationship he would always paused, just ghosting over the patch of expose skin- giving you time to pull away if you desire so.
Though he also become very playful the next minute, pressing his lips against yours in a bold matter that leaves you in a fit of giggles
He has a preference to giving ou forehead kisses, something simple but speaks volumes of Tsukasa's affections towards you. Lip kisses on the other hand easily makes his legs go weak and buckle under his weight as he asks for another.
Butterfly kisses are another weak spot for him. It feels shy and feathery against your face but he doesn't miss over any spot, peppering each feature with care
Tsukasa likes to hold your hand whenever he kisses you and it never fails to make his heart brust if you ever give his hand a slight squeeze of reassure.
He isn't one to initiate kisses in the public eye but you may catch him pressing a shy kiss to the cheek- however, he would much rather hold your hand.
Kamishiro Rui
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Rui adores little kisses and pecks but isn't one to proclaim this outloud.
His kisses can come in various forms; teasing, tender, faint, etc. All dependent in the atmosphere of the situation. However, in beginning of the relationship, his kisses were faint and careful. He never pushed any boundaries and made sure that when he kissed you, it was okay.
It tended to be quick, lingering on that spot for no longer than a few seconds. For Rui, he likes to press kisses on both on the cheek and forehead, and sometimes the nose too if he's feeling particularly playful.
On the flip side, when feeling a little more teasing, he would pepper your hand in little tender kisses. And he savors the flustered look appearing on your face whenever he did this. All your protests are only met with kisses to your palm and fingers
When it comes to making out, he can become rather rough too yet that feeling of tender pecks remains.
Rui isn't one to became bashful about things. He is able to conceal his emotions rather well. With kisses, he is able to act the complete same- a little smug cat smile tugging on his lips whenever you initiate a kiss or give a peck- but for the most part he doesn't budge. Despite this, his mind is wishing for more of your pecks.
He isn't as reserved compared to his fellow group member, and will give you some quick kisses to your forehead when out in public. To him kisses mean trust and that is something he would like to share with you behind closed eyes.
Shinonome Akito
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Akito is someone who expresses his affection through acts of service and tender words rather than physical touches. But that's not to say he is completely against the concept of physical affection, although coming in rare tangents filled with care
Akitos kisses feel vulnerable, a little symbol of the love he harbors towards you. Although simple in many instances, it's more enduring- becoming longer with each kiss he gives you.
He tends to hook his index finger under your chin, leading your face towards his in a slow motion(more common if you happen to be shorter than him).
Makeouts feel rough, his lips tugging at every exposed patch of skin you showed. Even a little teasing. A clear contrast to his usual chaste kisses that press on your skin for no longer than a few seconds
It can depend on the situation. Anything quick are placed on the lips, not much being spoken during these exchanges of affection. Forehead kisses come is slow successions mainly done so when one or the other is need of comfort. It is often followed with a longing peck to the crown of your head.
Shoulder kisses aren't uncommon either, often peppering some pecks whenever your shoulders were exposed.
While Akito isn't one to directly say outloud that he wants a kiss, there are little body language that he exhibits to hint at this. One of which is when he is starring longingly at your face. Or if hes feeling bold, then he would point at his lips signifying he wants a peck. Over time it becomes easy to tell of what he wants
He tries to keep a straight face when he is on the receiving end of the kiss. And while he is able to maintain his composure, in a more public setting you may just a catch a small little pink color on his cheeks.
But he does secretly adore cheek kisses, it never fails to make him smile. Even when you pulled away, he could feel traces of your lips on his cheek long after it had occurred
Aoyagi Toya
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Kisses with Toya can feel timid and quiet. Not much being exchanged whenever it occurred
He is inexperienced to say the least, chances are that you were his first kiss. As a result his kisses can feel awkward and shy, a lot of unspoken feelings being exchanged with that simple peck. Over time he does become less awkward, but his timid pecks never falters.
Toya would always ask in advance if he could kiss you. He has a shy look plastered on his face every time the question slips from him but his cool silver eyes never avert its gaze from your own.
Temple kisses on many occasions. Feeling down? Toya presses a gentle, faint kiss to your temples whilst his fingers work on rubbing shapes on your back or shoulders. Although he is reserved in public with the most of holding your hand or clinging to your shoulder; he would resort to pepper a light kiss to your temples if the situation calls for it
Goodbye pecks for another common form for him. Before he leaves for school or band related things, he gives you fleeting and faint peck to your features as sign of departure but a promise to return to soon.
Toya finds himself holding your face whenever having a lingering kiss or making out. His palm feel somewhat cold yet mold around the edges of your chin with delicate fingers- the tips calloused from the years of playing music
Like Akito, he has a soft spot for being kissed as well though he is much harder to read and he doesnt proclaim this outloud. But you may notice the twitch of his lips curving upwards whenever he is on the receiving end of a peck.
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How they carry you
Features: Tenma Tsukasa, Kamishiro Rui, Shinonome Akito, Aoyagi Toya
- ♡ Warnings - None that I know of
- ♡ Notes - reposted, sorry it took me so long
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Tenma Tsukasa
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Tsukasa likes to give you piggyback rides! When he was young he has always been giving them away to people, especially to his sister, Saki. He finds them super fun and can easily bring a smile to both his face and hopefully yours as well.
You don't even need to ask, if you jump onto his back, he'll get the message right away.
The ride can feel a bit bumpy as he is unable to keep still and instead runs around the room whilst you are mounted his back. And yet he somehow never becomes tried even if he runs around for hours or a mile after mile.
He doesn't have a main reason to when he carry you. If your feet are aching or just want to be held for no reason, Tsukasa will still carry you on his back.
Will never say it outloud, but he loves it when you wrap your arms around him and rest your cheek against his hair or shoulder.
Even better in you jump into his arms, it fuels into his pride of being the knight in shinning armor. Though in some occurrences the sudden impact may cause him to lose his balance. Many kisses as an apology <3
In a more teasing and playful way, Tsukasa holds you from under the arms. It's quite a silly sight, but more often than not he ends up dropping you- which he apologizes profusely for.
This boy likes to be held too
Kamishiro Rui
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Rui scoops you up in his arms with gentle hands and cradles you close to his chest with care.
He is quite romantic compared to Tsukasa and if the moment calls for it, he will quite literally swept you off your feet and spin you around- regardless of gender. Your giggles(or flustered face) only fuel his antics- even more so if you cling onto him for dear life-
But often times he picks you up when you have fall alseep amidst his endless rambles, his soothing voice lulling to an early rest. While the opportunity presented itself as prank waiting to happen- this time Rui will careful pick you up, placing your head against his chest hoping his heartbeat will soothe you and then carefully transport you to a more comfortable spot like a couch
Like Tsukasa, if you just want to held by him all you have to do is jump into his arms and he'll embrace you closely with care with slight rubs of circles on your arms. He may even give off his signature smug look but he doesn't sheers you away nonetheless
In other instances- most likely when it is just the two fo you in moments of insecurities, he carries you like a koala. His head is resting on your shoulder as he leads you away to your destination, 9/10 times it leads into a cuddling session.
Shinonome Akito
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He varies depending on his mood. When he's feeling like a tease and wanting to mess with you, he'll carry you like a sack of potatoes. He's pretty similar to Tsukasa in which he can be playful with how he carries his partner.
He'll admit that the strange looks he gets is rather unsettling but at the same time he becomes too distracted by the sounds of your laughs or protests to stop himself. His actions actions tend to be provoked by you being stubborn
But in a more less chaotic manner, he likes to give piggy back and shoulder rides too! Shoulder rides are only reserved once it's you too alone as it would be less of hassle when people are around.
Whenever you ask him for a glass of water or snack from the pantry, while one hand he'll go grab itself without hesitation. There also some occuasions, Akito would crouch down and allow you to cling to his back and take you to get water
Likes it when you card your fingers through his hair whenever he carries you, it's his little reward in his mind. Leans into your touch every time you do so.
The first time you jumped into his arms, he was bewildered, stumbling back in an effort to not drop you. But the squeezing at his chest when you snuggled your cheek against his shoulder wasn't entirely unwelcoming either. He was pretty smug about it, but deep down he liked it
When is comes to wordless actions, its when your feeling down. Coming to him for a comforting hug will become him carrying you on his back, taking you elsewhere less distracting where you can vent about your troubles.
Another one who secretly likes to be held
Aoyagi Toya
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Piggyback rides are the simplest for him, but cradling you in his arms is also another option he may restort to. He tends to this whenever you find yourself becoming drowsy or twisted an ankle during one of your many late night strolls
Toya is simple in his antics and pretty straightforward too and so there is nothing too flashy in the way he carries his partner. He usally only carries you when there is reason to- but if his partner really wants to be held then he can make an expectation
Not much is spoken during these interactions. All your protests are met on deaf ears, and even when you aruge that you're fine, he isn't taking any if it(he doesn't miss how your eyes are dropping or the wince you give when your leg aches from the injury)
He easily ignores the stares he receives and instead focuses on making sure you aren't uncomfortable in his grasp
When he catches you snoozing off in a weird angle against the chair, his first instinct is to pick you up in his embrace. He'll rest your head against his shoulder while he takes you to a nearby couch or bed where you'd be more comfortable to sleep
If you just want to be carried, that's when the piggyback rides come in. He's intrigued by it in truth, not really seeing the fascination behind it. But when he sees the way your face lights up, that was enough to convince him.
An alternative is lifting up by the waist, giving you a quick kiss then setting you down again. Gets so shy when you do this back to him though- his ears are going red
All in all, he will only carry in ways that make you feel comfortable. He doesn't want you to be too embarrassed or in discomfort in any way
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sekai-archives · 2 years ago
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As your next door neighbor
Features: Tenma Tsukasa, Kamishiro Rui, Shinonome Akito, Aoyagi Toya
- ♡ No warnings, pure fluff
- ♡ Notes: reposted, wasn't on the tags. Trying again, last attempt :) made some minor edits
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Tenma Tsukasa: The nice(and over enthusiastic) neighbor who would bring dinner leftovers to your family. He's the one to send a freindly smile when you pass by and gently throw pebbles to get your attention. Sometimes you catch him having a meltdown in the morning about a ladybug that's crawling on his pants when he's outside- often coaxing you to laugh at his silly attempts to pry if off only to beg for you to help. Cries out that "you're the worst" for the laughing at his 'torment'. But he's always the one to bring school work when you're absent, while lending some notes. The one to help carry your school bag every morning or lend you his umbrella when it rains. And ohhh nooo, he's suddenly getting this silly feeling in his chest when he sees you every morning. He tries to be discreet but it becames painfully obvious that Tsukasa has a crush on the next door neighbor~
Rui Kamishiro: The neighbor you don't really see often. Rui really only keeps to himself and would come out when going to school and tending his families small garden. Though both of you don't interact much, you've known each other since you were children and considered the other a close friend (close enough that Rui is unafraid to spray you with the hose while tending to the garden- but he secretly waters your own plants since he knows you dislike doing it). Although his room window is covered with curtains, you could always seeing light emitting from the small cracks during the dead of night. You find him at your front door a lot too, he's always asking if you have any spare screws or bolts. Although you quirk your brow at his odd request, he always replies "put a little trust in me, I'll show you once it's done" all while dawning that Cheshire grin, how can you say no to that? And sometimes he doesn't even need those items, he just wants to see his neighbors cute face(dw he'll return it back)
Akito Shinonome: The neighbor you want to punch in the face but also secretly have a crush on but shhhh you're in denial. You get random texts from him during the day such as "can you roll the trash bins out front?" "Why, it's you're trash?""You're already outside"(he does it for you when you're not looking). He hides your packages behind a pillar whenever he catches them out in public eye thanks to the negligence of the delivery man, even picks up your family's mail when retrieving his own. And after some time, you start to notice how the sun emphasizes his features when hes outside wearing nothing but a white tee and sweats- quite enchanting. Akito on the other hand, makes teasing remarks when he catches you outside in the night chilly breeze throwing out the trash while in your nightclothes- though he is quite a worry wart- offers you a jacket arguing "you're going to get sick dummy." It's a shame you can't see his blushing face.
Toya Aoyagi: He doesn't speak much you noticed but he was nonetheless very kind towards you family. He helps bring in groceries when he catches you struggling with the bags or brings over any materials you need like sugar if you happen to run low. Toya gifts some of his arcade prizes to you(and siblings if you have any). Sometimes you could hear the faint sound of him playing the violin or tapping on the pianos keys echoing from his residence. One thing you notice is that Toya goes out for nightly strolls. And one day he catches you outside, sitting by yourself on a step with nothing but the sky to entertain you. Your upset mood was written in bold letters and he could tell you needed a well deserved distraction- andddd he had to admit seeing you so blue without the usual smile that would greet him every time was troubling. So he lend out a hand asking if you wanted to accompany him on his nightly walk. " You don't have to tell me what happened, but perhaps a walk could help clear your mind." And he had to admit, he quite enjoyed your company.
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sekai-archives · 2 years ago
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Taking care of you when you're sick
Features: Tenma Tsukasa, Kamishiro Rui, Otori Emu, Kusanagi Nene
- ♡ warnings: mentions of sickness and the like. Emu may be a little ooc
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Tenma Tsukasa
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He's a reliable older brother, often taking care of Saki whenever she fell ill or was hospitalized. Hes also dealt with some fevers and diseases of his own, so he can quite dependable. The second Tsukasa learned you fell ill, he was quick on his feet to check up on you.
He can be a little overbearing at times, his loud and spontaneous nature never quite ceasing but he truly has the best of intentions at heart.
Checks up on you at very moment that present itself. Due to his rather hectic schedule, he isn't able to visit as often as he wishes but when he does come over he tries to keep you as relax and entertained as possible, being bed-ridden all day is no fun- he'll prop up a chair beside your bed and keep you company while also keeping account that you are getting enough rest
He follows the doctors orders to a tee, if you're suppose to be getting rest then that is what Tsukasa will ensure. Even when you fuss and kick out your legs, he doesn't budge. But if you truly need to get out of bed then he will intertwine his hand with yours, making sure you don't fall over as he leads you to the bathroom or your location of choice
Whenever he does vist you he always comes bearing some form of gift. It can be as little as some boxes of tissues or some lunch, mainly accompanied by a bottle of water.
Holds your hand a lot, it's the simplest form of affection he can do without risking getting sick himself.
On the inside however, he is greatly worried. He wants to be updated with every new symptom you get or if your condition becomes worse.
Kamishiro Rui
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Rui has a keen eye on things, more so if it happens to interest him. As his partner he has become rather observant towards your body language, noting your sluggish momovents and droopy shoulders. So he was able to tell very early on that you were falling ill
Checks on you at every moment he gets. Even skips some rehearsals in order to tend to you, but he pays little mind to that or Tsukasa's scolds.
Pretty good at making sure you're taking your daily medicine at the appropriate times. Might even scribble down the information as a reminder for himself and sends you texts in case you've forgotten
Like Tsukasa, he makes sure that you are taking care of yourself and getting proper rest. All your attempts to get out of bed are met with a hand gently pressing down on your chest. If you're stubborn enough you may just be able to convince him to go outside for some fresh air. And while you are taking in the cool breeze, Rui takes note of any discomfort you may be experiencing- quickly ushering you to bed when he picks up on any.
He pushes your rooms window curtains aside to allow some sunlight to seep in. It's gives a much more positive atmosphere than before
Rubs comforting shapes on your back when you get a painful stomachache, headache or any other intense pains.
Great at taking your mind off it. He could ramble off endlessly for hours about his ideas of inventions. His tangents can leave you forgetting about all the icky feelings crawling on your skin, his voice lulling you to sleep at the end. And as your about to fall alseep, he beings your hand to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss to the palms- his way of saying 'goodnight'
Otori Emu
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For once you can see her usually cheery face turn into one of worry. For Emu, she deeply cares about those who accept her for who she is. And as her partner, she has a higher adoration for you and seeing you ill worries her- but for your sake she's attempts to keep the atmosphere as cheery as possible
She crafts you one of those 'get better soon' cards. Plastered in lots of glitter, with little chocolates taped on the cover
Like Rui, she visits you at whatever chance she gets, spending that time to keep you company. She even brings some pillows and a blanket for herself; resting on the chair beside your bed whilst you get some sleep as well.
When she visits she usually brings a peice of decoration for your room. Mainly that of a vase of tulips or daisies for your bedside table, or a little poster to add some color to the room.
She's also someone who opens the window curtains and props the window open to allow both sunlight and cool wind to swept through. Even when you fuss, Emu encourages you to take in some of the fresh air.
Emu manages to keep you happy with her spontaneous nature, even willing to cuddle with you for few minutes. Her hugs feel tight with her cheek rubbing against your own- mostly leads to the both of you passing out(she may become sick as result). And when you are about to fall asleep you may notice her tune down the volume of her voice not wanting to wake you.
Despite being sick, she brings you some sweets to drown away the ickyness your body is feeling. Its not too sugary but rather like a pinch of sugar to help the medicine go down.
Plays with your hair a lot, curling her fingers through the locks and using it as a distraction whenever you feel intense pains
It is also in the moments when you are asleep that Emu feels her heart squeeze in her chest
Kusanagi Nene
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Nene knows how to take of herself but no so much when taking care of others. She is however, a fast learner and becomes very dependable whenever you fall ill- though in her mind, she believes she isn't helping much
Whenever she checks up on you, she usually carries snacks with her, many falling under your favorite types. Some are sugary, others are packed in nutrients. And on some very rare occasions, Nene will even bring you a canister of soup she made herself. Albeit it's not the best thing she has ever cooked, but it's easy on the stomach
When she visits, she distracts you from the ickyness by playing games together or watching a musical. And every moment she finds your glass of water empty, she wordlessly goes to refill it
When Nene is unable to vist you, she resorts to texting you. The text, 'how are you feeling?' Or 'Want me to being you anything' appearing on your notifications whenever she thinks of you randomly
If you happen to fall asleep whenever she comes over, she gently tuck the blanket over your form while putting away your things and tidying up a bit to reduce your workload even if it's by a little bit
Hums a lot. Especially after you had fallen asleep, Nene sings or hums a little tune under her breath. She gets incredibly shy if you catch her though. But seeing as you are sick, she'll attempt to push away her shyness for a few minutes just for you
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sekai-archives · 2 years ago
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Hi! Could you do headcanons of what the N25 members (The ones you write for of course!) are like as girlfriends?
As Parnters
Features: Yoisaki Kanade, Asahina Mafuyu, Shinonome Ena, Akiyama Mizuki
- ♡No warnings, let me know if I'm missing any- not proofread
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Yoisaki Kanade
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You are like her rock. It's not uncommon for Kanade to bury herself under mountains of work, it's hard to get her to take a break once she has set her mind to something. But when it comes to being your partner, she starts to slowly(and I mean slowly) take small breaks albeit only for a few seconds but progress nonetheless. The last thing she wants is for your health to become strain by stressing over her own health
She is inexperienced, and it's not rare for her to doubt herself as a girlfriend at times. Her main goal for as long as she could recall was to bring songs that can save someone; romance has never really been part of that equation. But she nonetheless vows to be the best girlfriend she can be.
Although she is someone who often neglects her basic needs, she is really intoned to your health. She makes mental notes whether you are eating properly while also receiving quality rest(even though she fails to do this herself).
She is worried that one day you'll fall ill and end up to what happened to her parents.
When Kanade is struggling to compose a new song, she'll take inspiration from her partner and compose something in regards to you. Other times she will come to you dircetly and getsome ideas and feedbacks.
And she greatly appreciates whatever helo she can get. In return she tries to help you whenever you need it too. Even if she isn't an expert in that particular field, Kanade gives the best advice she could offer
While she isn't someone to go out of her living quarters often- when she does, she often clings near your shoulder, her fingers intertwined with yours as you manevour through the crowed places.
Asahina Mafuyu
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Mafuyu doesn't think she's the perfect match for you. She often doubts herself, thinking that title of 'girlfriend' felt wrong and forgien. She never understood affection, and the feeling is something she grows to understand overtime.
But she becomes clueless on what to do. She doesn't want to push your boundaries, so she can come off as blunt until she finds that confidence. Directly asks you if she could hold your hand or embrace you. Though this can also be pretty unlikely as physical touch is something she also needs to become accustomed to but finds that subtle gentle touches makes her stomach flutter in a good way
Mayfuyu shows her affection in little ways that may not seem obvious as first but through those little signs reveal the care and devotion towards her partner. One instance of this is whenever you enter the room, her head is constantly stealing glances and slowly inclining towards you
Another way she expresses this is through sharing. Mafuyu is use to lending notes and study guides for her struggling classmates, but she rarely gives away things that hold significance for her. One example is her moms cooking, sometimes she takes some portions of her foods and gifts it to you later once lunch rolls around.
Hooks her pinky with your own whilst in the public. The gesture is simple but speaks a lot of unspoken emotions on Mafuyu's end. She isn't a fan of pda, but little brushes are good enough for her
While she may seem cold on the outside, she truly is taking in everything you say and do for her. Deep down she truly appreciates your support and she wants nothing more than express this, but struggles considering her past.
She does however, feel as though your the only one who she can truly open up about her emotions though still hesitant in many instances. But compared to others, she has become more honest when with you alone, and that honesty only grows as the relationship progresses
Shinonome Ena
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She holds great appreciation for her partner, and she expresses this thoroughly at whatever moment she gets. Though, Ena's more genuine and raw emotions can be seen after she goes through moments of insecurities
After Ena confides trust in you, she becomes comfortable expressing her doubts and jealousy, knowing you won't judge and instead listen with open ears followed by an embrace. It'd after these moments that her mouths spill of how much she cares for her and how special you are to her.
Due to her insecurities, Ena can become easily jealous in fear that someone will whisks you away. In her mind, she places herself on a low pedestal and believes you deserve someone talented. In her moments of jealousy, she becomes clingy, grabbing your hand with her own- the reassurance that you truly are there, by her side.
She praises you a lot on anything you do. It can be something as simple as receiving a good grade on an assignment and Ena will always be the first to congratulate you.
On the other end, she also adores being praised too. Each compliment you send her, causes her heart flutter and a smile to twitch on her lips. Your support speaks volumes to Ena and it definitely helps with her insecurities and provides a well needed motivation boost
Draws for you! She somehow finds inspiration in the little things you do, and she would show up with a new piece of artwork made for you. Seeing the surprised look followed by a smile motivates her to keep drawing, to keep improving just to see you became happy over her art.
Her phones contains a secret stash of photos she has taken with you. During the depths of the nights when she is feeling down and no one is there to aid her, her fingers would swipe through the screen, her eyes become engrossed of picture of you and her. It becomes effective in soothing her.
Akiyama Mizuki
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Mizuki believes that you are the most fascinating person in the room. They become captivated by the smallest of things. And yet they still can't place a finger on how you easily make them flustered when no one else can.
They are very affectionate, often clinging to your arm and interwining your fingers with their own. They also pepper pecks to your cheeks once that strike of playfulness hits them. But Mizuki is someone who likes to be showered in little affection as well, their heart swelling as it becomes a reminder that you truly love them for who they are
Despite that, they do take things at a pace your comfortable with. Mizuki always places your boundaries into consideration without doing anything just for personal gain. When going to kiss you, they always question if the situation was right and if you were okay with it.
They are very spontaneous in there actions, dates can vary very often. One day they would love to take you to an amusement park the next something more simple like watching a movie. Regardless of what it is, Mizuki holds onto those moments dear to their heart
They wear things that compliment your outfit. Nothing too extreme but similar color pallets or little accessories that match with yours. Mizuki also enjoys putting together cute matching outfits too, seeing you fit like a pair brings her unbridled joy.
Mizuki can become very emotional, with having a lot of pent up emotions. For awhile they wanted to keep this side from you because deep down, they feared that you'll turn against them like many have done before. But once they see that you aren't like that and welcome each of their flaws with light kisses to their 'imperfections,' Mizuki only falls in love with you more.
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sekai-archives · 2 years ago
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hey li! May I request some Rui and Toya angst where mc breaks up w them? you don't have to do this btw!!
A Breakup
Features: Kamishiro Rui, Aoyagi Toya
- ♡ warnings: this is angst. Crying. Let me know if I missed any
- ♡ notes: a bit ooc. Got carried away with this. I'm not the best of angst but I gave it my best shot, thans for the pain anon ♡ poorly proofread
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Rui Kamishiro
Rui felt like he had a good understanding of emotions, he knew when he was happy or when he was discontent with himself. Though one feeling, he struggle to comprehend was belonging to something. Must of days whilst his classmates played together and gossip during the hours of lunch, he was found at the rooftops with only the air to greet him.
He felt like an outsider to the world, that one lonesome child in the corner, too afraid to mutter a word to his peers. He wasn't necessarily upset by this either, he had grown to be accustomed to being alone, becoming desensitized in the solitude
That was until he met you.
You greeted him with nothing but endless kindness, little words of affirmation kissing the lobes of his ears. Even when he felt like an outsider to the world, your benevolence met no ends, boundless as you held him in your arms, brushing away his troubles
And that is why in that very moment, Rui felt his hopes and emotions crush like powder as those simple quick words left your lips in a firm sentence.
" We should break up"
That was joke, right-? Yet there was no hesitation in your voice. Not a quiver nor stutter to indicate otherwise. Your eyes were also void of that glimmer you use to stare at him as well, glinting like stars that would greet him each and every day. Instead, it was monotone, vacant of the care that use to love him. Cold. And hurting as well.
In the shock of the moment, he was rendered silence, his head racing at a dangerous speed, hazardous to a crash. But as he reached back to his senses of rationality, all he could do was fake a smile. "I understand." Perhaps you both would talk it out but ultimately you remained the same about your choice.
Why? That was word that had lodged itself in his thoart yet he had no energy to mutter it out even as a meek whisper.
He tried to pry the lingering eyes off him. Nene and others would ask if he was fine. The question always brought a sharp pain, a pierce to his chest, eyes etching with tears that he swiflty blinks away. The lie forming of his on his lips, "I'm fine" That couldn't be further from the truth and his actions proved otherwise
He quite literally locked himself in his room, his head buried in a cluster of blueprints and spare parts with the sole excuse that he had work to do for upcoming shows. But a quick chat with Tsukasa disproved that very quickly. Really, Rui was looking for any way to avoid crashing paths with you again. To see you be so happy without him whilst he's still struggling to let go
Rui tried to tell himself that he shouldn't be sad that this was expected. Afterall, who would want to be with the outcast? He'll get over it in couple of days, he reckons.
Yet as Rui sat on the rooftops, the spot beside him vacant of your presence, your smile and every part of you, he couldn't help but choke out a sob( his classmates noticed how his cheeks looked a tad puffy yet they silently collectively agreed to leave the pruple haired boy alone). Fingers going numb that use to hold onto yours, grounding him back to reality as soothing words leave you. It felt so wrong not feeling you beside him. But all he was met was with the silence as the wind blew blew over his ears.
His eyes lingered on the view in the distance. He could still hear your voice, giggling as you crack one of those corny jokes that still made his stomach hurt from laughing. You always found the view to be beautiful, a series of colors stringing together to make a scene both you and Rui could share. But now you probably in the cafeteria, laughing with your friends as they gossip of today's news.
And over time he would reach those days when the hurt washed away and he held a genuine smile to his face. Perhaps the both of you can remain friends, not allowing the previous bond to affect you now.
But even still, whenever he goes to the rooftops, he still can't help but squint at the distance, searching for something that no longer existed.
The view never looked quite the same.
Toya Aoyagi
Toya wasn't quite sure what to expect when you both started dating. The idea was new and forgien to his inexperienced hands. But he nonetheless made a silent promise to act the role as your partner to the best of his ability
It was bumpy process, he would admit. He knew he had a rather cold exterior, a concrete wall protecting his vulnerabilities from the world's harsh cruelties. Yet he could not deny that you somehow found a way to chip away at those walls.
You were so kind to him, someone who gave him the reassurance he needed when emotions hit harder than bricks. You provided an escape from his family, one where he didn't need to have his gaurd up.
And overtime you learned, there was more than his rather stoic nature. That deep down all his flaws and imperfections, Toya was a good friend. And a good partner.
Though what brought you to this situation? Only you knew.
" Hey Toya, I think it'd be better if we go our separate ways."
He already could tell something was wrong before you spoke those words. You were more quiet than usual, fingers fidgeting over your sleeves. Silence was shrouding the pair of you- it was like he wasn't even there.
And Toya made the mistake of asking. The very act that led him to this predicament.
Toya was never one to react through ranges of expressions, but this didn't stop his shoulders from going slack, his eyes widening in disbelief- jaw slightly apage, astonished and confused at the same time.
Like Rui, the pair of you would talk it out, being a peaceful closure to your relationshipm But he nonetheless respected your wishes, surely you had good reasons to end things. "If that's how you see it, then I will respect that"
Normally, Toya didn't allow his mind to ponder on topics for too long. It was quite simple for him to shrug off quarries, leaving without a second thought. But this? Admittedly lingered in his mind for much longer than he wished. Was he too tense? Perhaps too emotionless, it gave the impression he didn't care? It didn't matter now. The only person who held the answers was you and you were long gone
He was quite well at hiding his pain compared to Rui. Doesnt even mumble a peep to Akito other than a few blunt words. His expressions remain the same as well, not a note of hurt other than his droppy eyes- struggling to recieve sleep in the aftermath of the breakup. Though people can notice how he starred off into the distance, or how his eyes lingered on spots you use to sit at.
His pile of arcade prizes increased in number as well- subconsciously collecting awards he had normally gifted to you. It hadn't even occurred to him that he still acted upon among old habits. Even though the prizes took up space in his room, it served to epitomize on the lonely cold presence thst he truly was standing in.
And at the dead of nights, void of anyone's prying eyes or judgeful thoughts; his face goes red with faint droplets wetting his cheeks as he makes the mistake of reminiscing for just a second. His knuckles goes pale as his clutch around the pillow fails to cease, his tears leaving marks on the fabrics.
He knew he was waiting for something that was far out of reach. And the realization always caused his body to run numb, a wave of needles to pin against the surface of his heart. It was also then upon that moment, he truly recognized how strong you made him feel and now rendered to a peice of broken shards stitched together with tape only visible in solitude
However, Toya does learn to move on with the mercy of time. A little faster than others.
And when he does pass you by the hallway, he greets you with a mere wave, void of any hurt in his stature.
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Calling them by a cute nickname
Features: Yoisaki Kanade, Asahina Mafuyu, Shinonome Ena, Akiyama Mizuki
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Yoisaki Kanade
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She was overworking herself again, composing away at her writing desk. There were crumbles of papers scattered around her, discarded ideas that didn't quite click with her. Kanade was only taking limited breaks, not paying mind to the reality around her and although she was careful to not overwhelm herself too much- she was still buried in a cluster of work
The one thing that did catch her attention from her work however, was the call of the little cute nickname you gave her. She could feel it ring in her ears as her pencil paused on the parchment, her mind still registering the name.
While she isn't one to express it outloud, Kanade has a fondness for the nicknames you give her. It something special you only tailored to her, and that on itself speaks volumes of affection.
The first time you called her by that, she was taken aback; one of her hands even went to cover her lips as she averted her gaze in a sheepishly manner. But she was filled with an unbridled happiness the second after.
The nickname is also somewhat reminiscent of her youth, a time when she was bright and shielded from the cruelest parts of the world. The silliness of it brings a small smile to her face regardless who who's around. Though- she may become a tad shy if you call her that in public. But it fills her chest with a sensation that she has been voided of for a long time and quickly becomes attached to it.
And while Kanade isn't one to give nicknames to people, she does hold onto the one you gave her- the name still ringing in her ears long after you had spoken it and with it comes the increased pounding of her heart.
Asahina Mafuyu
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Mafuyu was tending to her studies as per usual whenever she returns from the academy. Like her former circle member, not much was able to catch her attention while focused on something. Arguably it was much harder than Kanade to catch her attention- very little interested and she struggled to wrap her head around complex concepts unrelated to academics.
But if there was one thing that interested her and drawn her away from her blunt and cold state for even a spilt second it was you. Even if the nickname you gave her was silly and somewhat cheesy, the mere mention made her head quirk up and do a quick search of the room for your figure.
Mafuyu has no experience on affection nor understands the feeling of being loved and loving someone else. Physical touches like cuddling and kisses make her stiff, often coming in quick, rare succession. But nicknames are simple for her and are enough to tell her of the love you hold.
While she doesn't sheer away from her blank whenever you call her by that nickname- but there are those little signs of body language such as the quirk of her head or fidget of her fingers against the helm of her sleeves in almost a shy manner- hinting that there is more beneath her cold and expressionless face
In the prying eyes of others she doesn't react much either, she continues to wear her blank face- or a fabricated smile depending on whos watching- yet on the inside she's content with the nickname, filling her with a new perplexed look on affection
Shinonome Ena
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If there was anything that made Ena feel good about herself, it would the nickname you gave her
A small smile would appeared on her lips whenever she hears your voice speaking that name before her eyes finally land on you. Even when she is frustrated and on the verge of throwing away all her artistic items, that small call of her name is enough to soothe and bring some rationality back.
The nickname being reserved for herself alone causes butterflies to flutter in her stomach. It also feeds into her fondness of being praised. Hearing those simple compliments coaxs her to share a smile of genuine happiness. The nickname filled of the adoration and love you held towards her only fuels it.
The first time, it caused her face to go pink, her hands making a meek attempt to conceal her burning face away from you. But very quickly that feeling of butterflies was replaced by a squeezing of her heart, something she wasn't sure how to describe but welcomed
Ena finds nicknames to be a little branch of art. Creative in its own little ways yet having a meaning tailored to it like an artpeice. It's something special in her eyes and she cherishes the one you gave her.
She would probably has some nicknames for you as well, mainly having two. One she would use commonly but isn't as silly. The second one is more affectionate which she uses more sparingly when the moments calls for it or moments of vulnerability when the words became too tied in the back of her throat
While she may be shy about it at times, she is very straightforward when expressing her emotions with you and it may not be uncommon for her to suddenly reveal much that nickname means to her, that forgien yet warm feeling dancing against her chest in a steady rhythm
Akiyama Mizuki
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In admist of their wild and spontaneous mood swings, the simple call of the cute nickname you gifted them is enough to snap some rationality into the Mizuki
They want to be the best person they can when they are around their partner and the nickname is small reminder of that.
Mizuki can fall into any category of love languages; acts of services, physical touch and words of affirmation. To them, nicknames fall under the former. It's something sweet and cute- usually given to someone who you hold close to your heart. And for them, their adoration for the nickname is only tenfold thanks to their fondness of anything cute.
But hearing the name roll off your lips is enough to make Mizuki become filled with a feeling of warmth, a smile spreading on their lips without fail
Though they dislike it when anyone else calls them by the same nickname. Mizuki finds it something special, however the feeling is lost when someone other than yourself uses it.
Doesn't mind when you use it in public, it's a subtle way to show off to others of the cute affection you share to each other. If anything, they are looking for creative and wacky ways to coax you to call them by that again. If all else fails, Mizuki resorts to directly asking you to call them that again in an almost desperate manner.
And in exchange for each time, they give a lingering kiss to the lips, hands curled around yours whilst they soak in the honey coated words
Mizuki is usually the one giving affection to their partner but being in the receiving end makes their brain become mushy and smitten for the little things you do. In the end, they can't help but fall in love with you even more.
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