#ps i woke myself up to cry about the failed test

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I drank extremely strong coffee and I unlocked god mode by being able to see peoples thoughts. I tried it to find answers on my math quiz and still failed.

[kpop-imagines-247]

M-My What (Kyuhyun x Fem! Reader)

A/N: As I said in the teaser, this imagine is really close to my heart. I love writing for Kyuhyun. As long as I have been a fan of super junior this man has found a way to slide up my bias list and make his way to the ultimate position. He has been through so much and still manages to put on a smile for us and that is what I appreciate about him.~Zero.

Ps. Mood board is mine please don’t steal. 

Date: April 3, 2020

Pairing: Kyuhyun X Fem Reader

word count: 4,737

Warnings: Mentions of dealth, fluff and angst

Y/N P.O.V 

Everyone has a guardian angel, I happened to meet mine when I was only seven years old. My aunt and uncle on my father’s side were driving us home from going to see a movie. It was very late at night, so my aunt was asleep in the passenger seat and my uncle was really tired and wasn’t paying attention, he didn’t know that he was driving on the wrong side of the road until a semi truck came speeding down the line that we were in.

 He did what any panicked person in this situation would do. He swerved to the left, however on the left side of us wasn’t land or road anymore. It was a deep open body of water. So our car went right into the water and sank straight to the bottom. My uncle woke my aunt up and they quickly got out of the car to try and swim to safety completely forgetting about me in the back seat. The car was filling up with water fast too fast for me to fight against it or get my seat belt loose, so I sat there in the back seat and watched the last seven years of my young life flash before my eyes. I knew then and there that I wasn’t going to make it, I lost all hope. 

I start to feel myself lose consciousness, but before I could I see a blinding light fill the water sanken car. Then the next thing I knew I was out of the car and in the sky. I think that now would be a good time to look up. I see a beautiful man with big bright white wings, then I look down and see the ocean below us. “Am I dead?” I ask in a small voice. The man looks down at me with a concerned look “No, but if I didn’t get to you sooner, you would have been.” He says in a clam voice. I couldn’t help it no matter how much I tried to fight it off. I felt the hot tears run down my slightly chubby cheeks, then I started sobbing, burying my head further into the man’s chest. 

“Aww princess it is okay. You will be okay now, I am here.” 

“Where are we go-going?” I ask slightly hiccuping.

“I am going to take you back to your house, your parents are worried sick about you.” 

“What are you? You have very pretty wings.” 

“Well thank you! I am your guardian angel here to protect you from early deaths or any other harmful dangers.” He replied 

“Oh well thank you for saving me tonight, I think my mommy and daddy would appreciate it.” 

“No problem kid, it is my job, when we get to your house I am going to have to leave but-”

“No, No please don't leave me...please.”

“Okay, Okay  I promise I won’t, as long as you need me people will see me as a gold winged necklace when I hold your hand. Now try to get some sleep, I will wake you when we get there.” 

I am suddenly too tired to talk so all I can manage is a slight nod against my angel’s chest. Some hours later I am woken up by my angel putting me on my feet about a mile or two from my house.  He gently grabs my hand and starts guiding me back to my home. I soon see my parents in view so I look up at my angel and he nods down at me and lets go of my hand. I take off towards my mom and dad. 

“Y/N, oh my gosh, thank heavens you are okay and alive, we were so worried.” my mom and dad say as they bring me into their tight embrace.

*Y/n is now 8 yrs old*

I still remember that night like is was yesterday even though it was over a year ago, I am now eight years old, if you are wondering my aunt made it out alive but my  uncle didn’t make it, he got swept into the deep and fast currents which cause him to drown, sadly his body was never found. Yes I still get to see my angel, he is with me almost 24/7; the only times we are apart is when I am changing, going to the bathroom or in the shower. I don't know anything about him and he knows almost everything about me. Like how I am afraid of dolls, thunderstorms and open bodies of water(it makes me feel like I am reliving the accident). 

Right now I am getting ready for a choir and band concert that I’m going to be performing in tonight. I am so nervous what if I mess up or what if I forget the lyrics in front of all of the people that will be there. 

“What’s up princess, you look troubled?” The angel asks. 

“I am just so nervous, what if I mess up and make a fool of myself in front of every person that will be there.” 

“Y/N/N, you are going to do just fine. I have watched all of your practices and you did amazingly. You have a gorgeous voice and you play the F/M/I beautifly so trust me when I say that you are going to do just fine, I mean when have I ever let you down.” 

 “Okay, you’re right, I got this... let’s go and get this concert over with.” I say walking out of my room, but not before my angel grabbed my hand to guide me. 

*Y/N is now 16 yrs old*

My angel started staying home during the day because he wants to give me some freedom. I am not worried about him not being able to get to me fast enough. We did a few tests, he can get to where I am before I can blink. So I am definitely not worried. It has been nearly eight years since the accident and I still don’t know his name, However, I will figure that out as soon as possible. 

My day honestly really sucked, I started my period at school, I figured out that my boyfriend of nine months was cheating on me this whole time, I failed a math test that I studied so hard for and was so confident that I was going to pass, I missed the only bus that was going near my house. I now have to walk home, and to top it all off I cracked my phone screen today.

All I want is to get home, a shower, to eat ice cream while watching romantic movies crying my eyes out, and to cuddle with my angel like the old days; when I would have night terrors or like when there was a thunder and lightning storm. By the time I get home it is 5:30. I guess that I am lucky that spring break starts today. 

My parents are out of town on a business trip and they will be gone for another whole month and half, so it is just me and the angel who I will find out the name of today.  I start the long walk up the stairs, once I finally make it to my room I see my room setup for a movie night with just the person that I wanted to see.

“Oh My Gosh, thank you this is just what I needed.” I said and ran to give him a hug. I didn’t even realize that I was crying until he said something. 

“Y/N/N what’s wrong?”

“It has been a really long and crappy day, I am just glad to be home.” I say while sniffling, “ I just realized that you have been protecting me for like eight years but you never told me your name.”

“ I am so sorry that your day has been crappy. I hope that I can make it better! You never asked me for my name, so I assumed that you didn’t want to know what it was.” 

“Oh, well can you please tell me what your name is?” I ask shyly feeling stupid for never asking.

“Yeah, my name is  Cho Kyuhyun but since you have known me for a long time you can call me Kyu if you want.” 

“Well it is nice to finally meet you Kyu.” I say with a smile.

*Age 18* 

I am now 18! This means that  Kyu doesn’t show up as a necklace anymore to the whole world. He is just invisible to everyone except for me. However it has been like that for two years now.  I like it better this way, because I feel more protected knowing that only I know that he is there with me all the time. I have known him for so long that it is sorta hard not to develop a crush on him, I mean he is very handsome and he is a gentleman. I still don’t know much about him. Like his age or how he died but he will tell me that when he is ready. I am not going to pressure that out of him.

  In case you are wondering about what has happened the last two years or so, well here is everything my parents got divorced six months before I turned seventeen, I graduated with honors from the high school at the age of seventeen, the guy that I had a crush on for four years ended up being gay and my childhood dog died recently. 

 Kyuhyun’s P.O.V.

I have known Y/N for a very long time now. I have enjoyed my job as being her guardian angel, sure I have had other people to guard before. However, not one of them was as beautiful, smart, and caring as Y/N is. I think when it is Y/N turn to die, I’ll probably retire but I am not a hundred percent sure yet. 

I haven’t checked into headquarters yet today, I probably should do that. I think to myself as I throw on a shirt and teleport to the said place. Once I am in the main room I see Kim Heechul, another guardian. 

“Kyuhyun, just the person I was looking for. The boss has requested to see you,  like, right now so you better hurry.” Heechul says while looking at me

“Thanks Heechul.” I say as I run to Leeteuk's office.

When I get to an all familiar door I knock twice, I wait until I hear a ‘Come in Kyuhyun.’  I quickly open the door and enter the room.

“Hey boss, you requested to see me, so what’s up?” I ask while shutting the door behind me.

“Kyuhyun, I have some news to tell you. However, I don’t think you are going to like it very much, please, take a seat.” Leeteuk states looking sort of worried. 

Doing as he says I take a seat across from his desk, “Okay, I am seated now so what’s up?” I ask again. 

“Kyuhyun, I have just been informed by my boss that,” He pauses to take a deep breath “Y/N is to die in two days, I am so so sorry Kyuhyun.” Leeteuk states while looking at me.

I feel my whole world come crashing down, no, no no no not Y/N. Anyone but Y/N. It is not her time, she is only 18. Looking up with tears in my eyes, I just muttered “What? Are you sure?”

  “I wish it wasn’t true, I know how much she means to you and how painful this must be. Kyuhyun there is nothing no one can do, the upper boss says that it’s her time. Then it is her time.” Leeteuk replies looking down. 

“Can I at least be with her when she dies?” I ask hopefully but already know the answer.

“I am afraid not, I was informed that wasn’t a good idea because you would try to save Y/N.” He replied.

“So, what do you expect me to do? J-just watch the girl I love die?” I ask slightly, raising my voice.

“No. not at all you don’t have to watch. Maybe, wait at the gates for when she does die. Then she has a person that she is comfortable with to greet her. I am so sorry Kyuhyun.” My boss says.

“Leeteuk, I will be back later I-I just need to go and clear my head.” I say while getting up from the chair. Once I teleport back to mine and Y/N’s apartment I fully break down. Looking at the clock I see that Y/N will be home in a few hours. Wiping my tears I start dinner, I have decided that today will be the day that I show Y/N how I died. It is also going to be the day I confess to her. I know it is weird, I am 153 years older than her. However, I am a ghost, so I never age but you can’t blame me. Here pretty soon she will be one too. 

Y/N’s P.O.V.

My shift just ended at work; I was working graveyard which is never fun. You have to clean everything at the coffee shop before you can lock up and leave. If you don’t do it right then you get a third of your paycheck cut. The fact that I don’t have a car yet is pretty upsetting, this means that I have to walk about 1 hour to work and 1 hour back from work everyday. If I had a car it would cut the time in half. 

Once I get to my apartment, the only things that are on my mind are cuddles from Kyu and a hot shower. I feel relieved when I get my key in the lock to unlock the door. Finally, I have the weekend off. I walk by the kitchen to see Kyu cooking dinner and I must say it smells amazing. I was going to stop and give him a hug but I am wet from the rain and all sweaty because I ran home, I will have to remember my umbrella next time it’s supposed to rain. Silently, I walk to my bedroom to get a towel and pajamas which are just some shorts and a tank top. Then I am off to the bathroom to take a long awaited hot shower.

After my shower I dress in my pajamas and head into the kitchen where I see Kyu setting the table in the dining room. Smiling to myself I go over to help him.

“Hey Kyu, do you want some help?” 

“ Oh, umm no thank you Y/N I got it. How was your day at work?” asked Kyu, who seemed a little off.

“It was okay, long but okay I guess, what about you? How was your day?” I ask while looking at him from my seat at the table.

“Umm, about that, We need to talk about some stuff that is very important.” Kyu says while bringing over dinner.

“What’s up Kyu, you know you can talk to me about anything.” I say while scooping up some rice and putting it into my bowl.

Kyu sighs before speaking, “Y/N, I think it is time I showed you how I died, is that okay?” 

Surprised by this I almost choke on my bite of rice, “Kyu, if you are ready to show me how you died then I am ready to see. I would love to learn more about you.” I say making eye contact with Kyu from across the table. 

Before I can say anything else I see that I’m now in the middle of an alleyway. Looking out I see a man dragging a young girl into the alleyway and he was trying to  force himself on her. I was about to yell at him to stop, but I saw a glimpse of Kyuhyun walking by. He must have heard the young girls cry for help because the next thing I know Kyuhyun runs down the alleyway and  punches the pervert in the face. 

I hear Kyuhyun yell at the young girl to run home and get to safety. She took off in fear while Kyuhyun was making sure that she got to safety. The man happened to get back up and he had a knife, I was crying and screaming at Kyuhyun to watch out, but it was like he couldn’t hear me. The man repeatedly stabbed Kyuhyun in the chest and stomach. When he was satisfied with how many holes he made he just got up and left. I ran over to Kyuhyun’s now lifeless body and cried with his head in my lap. 

I closed my eyes and when they opened again I was back at the dining room table. With tears running down my face I look up at Kyuhyun, getting up I run over to him and embrace him in the biggest hug that I can manage.

 “Kyuhyun, t-this might make you hate me but I just have to tell you this, I love you and I am very grateful to have you as my guardian angel,” I say while softly crying into his neck.

“Y/N, princess, look at me,” Kyu states while pulling away slightly, when I make eye contact with him he starts talking again. “Y/N, I-I love you too so much but, there is something I have to tell you.” 

“Yes, what is it Kyu.” I prepared myself for him to reject me, but I never thought he would say these words to me.

“I was at headquarters today,” He pauses and looks like he is about to burst into tears “And my b-boss told me that uh- he told me that your time has changed and you are now in heaven i-in two days. I am so so sorry.” by the end of his sentence it has hot tears running down his cheeks.

“Hey, hey it is not your fault if it is my time then it is my time,” I say while wiping his tears. “Wi-will you at least be there with me?” I ask.

“ I am afraid not princess. They told me no because they knew that I would try to save you.” He says while looking down. 

I gently lift his face, and kiss his cold tear stained cheek, I would kiss his lips but I am going to have to wait until I go up to heaven for that. “It is okay Kyuhyun, tomorrow is my last full day alive so let’s just stay home and cuddle okay?” I ask

“Are you sure that's really what you want to do in your last 24 hours?” He asks looking at me.

“If it means time with you then yes, Kyuhyun being with you makes me happy and on my last day I want to be happy.” I reply.

“Okay baby girl, tomorrow we will just have a movie night and cuddle. Now please eat before your food gets cold.” He states while kissing my forehead once.

After we were finished eating that night we went to bed. The next morning I am awoken by the light going through my blinds, yawning. I look over and see Kyuhyun peacefully sleeping. Smiling to myself I get up and walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair, walking to the kitchen I first go to the coffee pot and press the on button. Then I get the ingredients to start breakfast which would be pancakes and potatoes. I am soon lost in deep thought, I am wondering what my death will be like, will it be as painful as kyuhyun’s? Will I just have a heart attack? Will I die saving someone? Pushing these questions aside I pour myself a cup of hot coffee. When I felt a presence behind me smiling I turned around already knowing who it is.

“Good morning Kyuhyun, did you sleep well?” I ask while pouring Kyu a cup of coffee as well. 

“Yes I suppose, what about you?” He asks while taking the coffee out of my hand.

“I slept okay, are you hungry? Breakfast is ready.” 

“Oh, yes please.” 

After breakfast Kyu and I get a bunch of blankets and build a giant fort in front of the t.v, once we got cuddled up together Kyu asked me this question. “What do you want to watch first?” 

“Um let’s watch Y/F/M.” I say while reaching for the remote.

*Later that night*

We were done watching movies and now eating dinner. Kyu decided to make my favorite meal tonight for dinner. I will miss my human life of course, but I am curious to see how my afterlife will be with Kyuhyun. I know for a fact that I am most nervous about dying. I'm not ready to die. There have been so many things in life that I haven’t got the chance to experience yet.

I decided that I should go see my parents tomorrow morning before it is too late. I have a feeling if I don’t go and see them, then I won’t see them for a long time.

*The Next Morning* 

I get up and get ready for the day, I make sure to look very presentable to go and meet my parents at the small cafe I worked at. On the ride there I text my mom the address, once I get to the cafe I pay the taxi driver then I text my dad the address. I know that my parents probably won’t react well but it is worth a shot. This will be the last time I will see either of my parents for the rest of their time on Earth.

I go into the cafe and order an Americano and a poppy seed muffin for myself, a Chai tea and blueberry muffin for my mom, and plan black coffee for my dad paired with a chocolate muffin. When my mom walks into the coffee shop when she is within arm's reach I bring her into a tight hug “I love you mom.” I say trying to hold back tears and keep a straight face. 

“I love you too princess, why don’t we sit and enjoy the drinks you bought.”  my mom says while sitting down.

The bell above the door rings again and my dad walks in, I get up and pull him into a tight hug like I did with my mom.  “What are you doing here.” My mom says with distaste in her tone.

“Please mama can you both please just have coffee with me just this once?” I ask with desperation in my tone. 

She is about to answer when three men in black ski masks armed with guns run into the small coffee shop.  “EVERYONE, GET DOWN ON THE FUCKING GROUND IF YOU WANT TO LIVE!!” One of the men yelled the other goes to the barista running the cash register while the third starts walking towards a family with two little kids, 

The one walking towards the family grabs one of the kids and puts the gun to the young girls head. Without thinking I say “Mom, Dad I love you both, never forget that.” I then get up and walk towards the armed robber, “HEY! “ I yell “Give the girl back to her family, she has a full life ahead of her, if you are going to kill anyone, i-it should be me.”  

The robber throws the five year old girl to her family and starts walking towards me “LOOK AWAY!!” I yell to the family and my parents as the robber puts the gun to my forehead. “Any last words girl?” 

“Ya dad take care of mom while I am gone, I don’t care about your differences do this for me-”  “You're taking too long.” The gunman interrupts me then pulls the trigger. I feel pain, I hear my mother start to sob then everything goes pitch black. 

It is only painful and pitch black for a short while as a bright white light fills my vision “Baby girl, please come into the light, all your hurting will come to an end.”  a familiar voice calls out to me.  

I see a hand reach out toward me. With a smile I grab the familiar hand and am greeted with Kyuhyun giving me a sad smile. “Welcome to heaven baby girl.” 

“Kyu,” I say while pulling him into a hug and letting the tears flow out of my e/c eyes.

“I know it hurts sweety, Y/n/n I am so proud of you. You died a hero, you saved that little girl.” Kyu says while pulling away and wiping my tears. 

“Let’s get you checked in, then you can go see some old family and friends.” Kyu says while pulling me through the giant gold gates. 

I look around in awe “It’s beautiful up here.” I say as we walk up to a big desk.

“Hello, you must be Y/n welcome here is a pamphlet about the rules and regulations of heaven.” The nice lady by the name of Rose says.

“Thank you Rose.” I reply while walking with Kyuhyun. 

“Y/n/n, you can look at those later, but for now you need rest.” Kyu says while gently guiding me with his hand on my lower back to what I presumed to be his house. 

Once he stops in front of a door he says “This is now our shared home, I hope you like how it is decorated. I tried to make it look like the old apartment.”  Then he opens the door and allows me to take a look around.

“Kyu it is beautiful,” I say with awe while looking around.

 I then pull him into a hug and look into his chocolate brown eyes, smiling. I move one of my hands to the back of his neck playing with the hairs at his nape, while the other hand cradles one of his checks. I feel his hands gently grab my hips and I see him start to lean in with his eyes fluttering shut. With my own eyes closing I slowly leaned in with my head slightly tilted meeting him halfway until finally our lips met. 

(Gif not mine found on good old google)

His lips are very soft compared to my slightly chapped ones and I feel eagles flying in my stomach and see fireworks behind my closed eyelids. I guess what I am trying to say is this is by far the best kiss I have ever been a part of. I slowly pull away not for the need of oxygen no, we are dead and no longer need it but because I feel the need to speak. 

“Okay two things,” I slightly giggle, “one this was the best kiss, I have ever been a part of and two I love you so much.” I say while gently sliding my thumb against his cheek. 

“I have three things to say as well: one I feel the exact same way, two what do you want to do now that you have infinite peace, and three will you be mine forever.” He states while moving some stray hair out of my face and behind my ear.

“I think after I get the hang of everything around here, I want to be a guardian like you. Of course I will be yours for as long as you’ll have me.” I say while hugging him again.

 When I was seven, I was so afraid to die. However, now that I have reached my time and died the way I was destined to, I realized that my life was so beautiful and I was so blessed to have a guardian like Kyuhyun. My after life will also be just as beautiful with Kyuhyun by my side.

[takemetohelena]

022617: Weekend Escapade

We planned our weekend during the weekdays.

Friday : Students Jam at UL 

Saturday : Sunflower Maze, Tayug 

Sunday : "WHO YOU" day 

SATURDAY. 

It was settled. We were going with the plan until... we got into the van heading to Tayug. Charm's sister messaged Ali to tell Charm that the whole fam is going to Baguio that day and they're gonna stay overnight. 

 Naisip namin, sumama nalang kaya kami? Charm asked kung okay lang and they said okay! Okay. Kalma. Excited na meeeeeeeee!!!!! Hahahaha actually, we were a little hesitant because  

Hel: I really want to see the sunflower maze saka I had a deal with Roselyn na kapag sumama ako sa Students Jam, pupunta kami sa sunflower maze sa Saturday +++ i have plates to do!! +++ i have no clothes! And i can't go home because di na ako makakaalis hahaha. 

Ali: she has to review for her unit test on monday daw and her mami doesn't know hahaha.   

Rose: she has a practice tomorrow for choric speech. 

Pine: he has some lappie stuffs to do. 

At the same time, the thought of spending overnight in Baguio thrilled us (YAS OVERNIGHT!) because 

 1. Malamig sa baguio and I'm tortured by the Pang. weather since forever. 

 2. Sleepover in Benguet!! I've never been to benguet even though I lived in baguio for two years and it's a little far from the city meaning: fresher air, few houses and vehicles andd nice and welcoming people. Baryo > City. 

3.CRASH. We're all(almost) off the teenage phase and adulting is eating us kaya we should make the most out of every opportunity to bond and enjoy lifee! +++ we agreed of a motto for that escapade, "ENJOY NOW, CRY LATER" Hahahaha. 

Ayun na nga. Umalis kami sa van going to tayug, the driver was calling us saying, "aalis na to malapit ng mapuno!" "Wag na kayong pabebe" hahaha. No kuya, we are going North hahaha. 

Pine and Charm lend me shirts and jogging pants because I decided not to go home while Alison borrowed clothes from Roselyn. We had lunch at Roselyn's house and waited for Charm there tapos we went to the bus station going to Baguio na. 

When we arrived, Roselyn was making yaya to the skates at Burnham but we were all hungry. I wanted to make them try the sisig at Laxamana (my fave sisig when i was still in slu) so pinilit ko sila. We rode a jeep to the place, medyo kabado pa ako because baka may makita akong kakilala ko hahahaha. Ayun we ate there, Roselyn had 1.5 extra rice tapos sabi nya "hindi naman masarap" hahahaha. 

After Laxamana, niyaya ko sila sa Circle, a cute school supplies store near the the sisig and they were all like: 

 "OOOOOOH" 

"OOOOOOOOOOOH" 

"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH"

Hahahahaha, pero pretty talaga yung mga notebooks dun pramis! So hipstery and tumblry. Ang ending, they all chose something, inadvance nilang lahat yung birthday gift nila kay Alison and have the notebook as the gift from her hahaha. RIP Alison's wallet hahahaha. I tried to negotiate with her na iaadvance ko na din yung birthday gift ko sa 2018 pero good for 2017 lang daw yung promo nya. Hahaha. 

After Circle, we went to the grocery store just beside it for a mini grocery twaym. Biglaan kasi ang lahat kaya wala kaming shampoo, girl echos and toothbrush(i lost my toothbrush at roselyn's house kasi huhu). While we were at the baggage counter, may tinuro akong korean kay alison and she said, "OPPA" pacute voice HAHAHA. I dont know if the oppa heard pero natatawa ako hahaha. Grocery grocery, we thought of buying chips and wine but no one wants to do the honor kaya di kami bumili hahaha. Nung nasa counter na kami, I panicked because hindi ko mahanap yung number namin sa baggage counter, nakikipag usap nako dun kay kuya na nawala ko nung nilabas ni Charm (bwisit sya hahaha). 

Nung paakyat na kami, may nadaanan kaming alcohol free taste, mukha syang empirador pero feeling ko wine lang. I was the one who drink last tapos inistraight ko, *insert dirgursting shet!* ang pait! Hahahaha, inopen ko yung gummy gummy ko agad, ang init sa throat huhu. 

Skates, Burnham. 

We payed 50 each for 30minutes of skating and I spent 20 minutes trying to stand! Andun lang ako sa gilid nakakapit sa poste, nakakakapit na nga ako napapasplit pa'ko. I heard them fall and fall and fall pero I was too focused of not getting my head bagok kaya di ko sila matawanan full blast hahahahaha. After awhile, nakakaskates na din si Ali at Charm kahit na nanginginig nginig yung mga paa nila hahahaha they wanted to help me pero ayaw kong bumitaw sa poste kasi pag nadulas ako mahirap tumayo af! Hahahaha. Roselyn was good at it kaya paikot ikot na sya sa area and Pine knows how to skate too. While Roselyn was in the middle with her monopod, a foreigner guy in skates bumped into her pero hindi sila natumba. I dont know what exactly happened, I just heard the sound of her phone flying and falling hahahaha. She went on my side (the poste and me) to check her phone tapos lumapit yung nakabangga sakanya asking if it's okay, Roselyn was inis with him, siguro she wants to ratatat him na pero he's a foreigner and di sya nakapagprepare ng english ratatat, ang nasabi nya lang dun sa foreigner, "You're bad!" HAHAHAHAHA.

After telling myself na hindi ko ikamamatay tong skates, I agreed to let go of my beloved poste and get help from Roselyn, kabado me because I know na pag matutumba ako di naman nya ako massave, mahihila ko pa sya hahahaha. Fortunately nakaabot naman ako sa kabilang side, with the railings as my new 'poste'. While I was skating while nakakapit sa railing, nadulas ako pabaliktad! And di ko binitawan yung railing kasya napwersa yung braso ko huhu until now masakit pa din. I crei. Ayun na. Struggle nanaman tumayo. Jusqlord. Habang nagsstruggle ako tumayo I see them magkakahawak kamay silang apat habang nagsskate hahahaha, I took a vid of them I just dont know if I can post it here hahaha. Inggit af me pero feeling ko pag kasama ako dun matutumba kaming lahat hahahahaha. Just when I was kinda learning how to do it, 4minutes nalang yung time huhu. Nagskate ako back to my poste, yung konting distance nalang makakakapit na'ko dun nadulas nanaman ako ugh hahaha. Sabi ko sa isip ko 'fuck this shit pagod na me' so dun ko na tinanggal yung skating shoes kung saan ako nadulas hahaha. 

All in all, my first skating experience was an epic fail pero it was fun. I want to tell in detailed how they fell and fell pero di ko masyado nakita, basta naririnig ko nalang yung pag "BOG!" ng sahig followed by "animal!" "animal ka!" and laughters hahahaha. 

Ps. Alison fell three times *coughs*. Roselyn fell two times pero both sobrang hurt hurt *coughs coughs* HAHAHA. While Charm, minor falls lang and hindi masakit kasi manhid sya haha. Si Pine, di sya nagsshare kung ilang beses syang nafall! Sa skates. Hahaha  

4:11am, I haven't had any sleep yet and I'm on a phone break from my plates. Where were we? Ayun. We went to SM to meet Charm's pemily, halos gumapang na'ko from Burnham to SM because paakyat and nagmamadali kami kasi kanina pa daw sila naghihintay tapos mag exclamation point na yung messages nila hahahaha. Nung nakita namin sila, they said we're gonna walk back to Burnham and we're looking at each other like 'fail! Hahahaha', the walk back was easier because pababa, we even saw jollibee on the way haha, I had a selfie with it (we looked bagay haha). I lost count kung ilang beses kaming nagkahiwahiwalay hahaha basta nagkakawalaan kami. Meron yung nahiwalay kami nina Pine and Ali ata sakanila because we were distracted dun sa public viewing na nagtotorrid kiss hahaha. 

Around 8pm siguro, We rode a jeep going to La Trinidad then bumababa kami somewhere I dont know to wait for a taxi. Alison and Pine rushed to the nearest tindahan to buy chips tapos we drank buko juice while waiting. Idk it doesn't seem to fit, yung buko juice tapos cold weather hahaha. Aaand may dumating ng taxi, we saw the city lights from there ang ganda! 

Longlong, La Trinidad. We were welcomed by the cold breeze in Longlong. When I say cold, I mean nilalamig ako di ko alam kung nilalamig din sila hahaha. I was wearing denim SHORTS +++ no jacket kaya malamig talaga hahahaha. Kasi naman, biglaan yung Baguio akala ko magpapakasummer feels ako sa Tayug hahaha. 

We gathered in a small cozy living room, kanya kanyang upo na hahaha. Charm's family was catching up with each other tapos nakikinig lang kami. Tapos kumain ako ng baby corn, nakatatlo ata ako! Hahahaha. Suddenly, I missed Quezon, parang ganun yung vibe dun eh huhu. May isa sa amin na nagyaya sa labas so we went. Alison was kind enough to lend me her jacket pangtulog pero masikip! Hahaha. Paglabas namin tumambay kami sa across the street while eating chips. 

And there I thought, 'I like this.' I mean I like us going cafe hops, singing at the top of our lungs in ktvs, watching movies, getting drunk at sleepovers, riding wild rides and taking lot of pictures but I like this better, just sitting outside in the cold watching few cars pass by. Maybe it's because of benguet's temperature hahaha basta something about the mood. It's tumblry hahaha. 

Few minutes later we were called to go back inside for dinner, Charm's ate took a pic of us there but it's malabo pero keri. After eating and a little kwentuhan ulit Charm's tita(ata) told us that we will walk for another one hour para pumunta dun sa tutulugan namin. Honestly, naexcite ako! Hahaha but unfortunately joke lang daw yun haha, naglakad lang kami ng konti tapos we went inside a house tapos nakamazed kami sa malaking tv tapos sa mini bar haha. Inayos namin yung mga sleeping place namin tapos kwentuhan na ulit. We planned to take a bath na that night kasi feeling namin di namin kaya maligo sa umaga because BRR tapos sira daw heater. Peroooo.. di din nami kaya haha. Half bath only, si pine kinaya nya. 

SUNDAY

I woke up around 5am, masakit na masakit yung ulo ko and i feel like throwing up. NagCR ako and naglabas ng hinanakit haha. After that I went back to our higaan and tried to sleep again pero masakit talaga and I wanna puke ulit kaya bumalik ako ng CR then *bwaaak* nireplay ko sa utak ko yung mga ginawa ko that caused this kalbaryo the *TING!* may hangover ako!! Dun sa freetaste na parang emperador! HAHAHAHA fuuu ang lakas naman nun? Hahahaha. Bumalik ako ulit sa higaan then I gently tapik tapik Alison, nung gumalaw sya i whispered "tic tac" yung candy na tic tac! Hahaha, she reached for her bag tapos binigay nya sakin yung tic tac tas tulog sya ulit haha. Ako palang gising that time and my headache is killing me huhu bwisit na hangover di na ako magffree taste (WOW HAHA). When nagising na sila Charm's ate gave me gamot pangsakit ng ulo, ininom ko then few minutes later nasusuka nanaman ako kaya naglabas ako  ng sama ng loob sa cr ulit basta feeling ko mamamatay nako! Hahaha. 

We ate breakfast and went up sa kalsada, tapos sabi ni Charm may small mountain dun na makikita mo yung roads sa baba. We went there, mini hiiike!! Parang less than 10minutes hike lang sya tapos ang ganda dunn and malamig pa, we took lots of pictures and videos. Basta maganda dun, my kind of chill place. We went down na, tapos may pick up dun na red. They wanted us to sit inside pero pinush namin sa labas haha, It’s so fun and malamig. Idk kung san kami pupunta pero dun pala sa bahay ng isang tito ni Charm, we went sa balcony and maganda rin yung view, we took pictuures. After dun, aalis na daw kami. Nung nasa labas na kami, biglang tumakbo si Charm and Ali tapos narealize namin ni Roselyn kung bat sila tumakbo, nakikipag unahan sila sa pick up para sila yung tatayo. Edi sila na nakatayo hahaha. 

Strawberry faaarm. First time ko pumunta dun, pagbaba namin there’s a kuya na nagtitinda ng strawberry icecream sabi nya puuure strawberry daw yun so we tried it masaaraaap. Thanks umma alison hahaha. Ang ganda nung farm. Nahulog si Roselyn sa idk what to call it basta yung putikan haha white pa naman shoes nya. Tapos we went to the small flower farm inside the strawberry farm, we paid 5pesos sa entrance and took pictures, kahit papano nawala yung sunflower thirst ko kasi madami rin sunflower dun hahaha. After Strawberry farm bumalik na kami sa pick up, pupunta na kami sa city yay.

While we were on the road, biglang umambon, lalo malamig wee. Tapos palakas ng palakas basang basa na kamii. Charm’s tito parked the car sa Jollibee, we all went inside and nilibre nila kami yaay hahaha. Nagcharge na din kami ng phone. Nung hindi na umuulan bumalik na kami tapos to city naaa.

They dropped us at Pines Garage because uuwi na kami hahaha. Tapos yun we said goodbye to them, kaming apat nalang magkakasama; me, pine, rose, ali.

Rose and Ali wanted to go to burnham park kasi bibili daw sila ng pasalubong so we went. They bought bracelets ako i bought a strawberry keychain na nilagay ko sa payong ko because wala lang it’s cute. Sabi ko may manghuhula there tapos gusto nilang dalawa magpahula, ako din gusto ko pero ijajudge ko muna kung makatotohanan yung manghuhula hahaha. Hinanap namin yun tapos 50each daw hula. Nauna si Alison, the way I saw it peke yung manghuhula hahaha. Masyadong play safe yung mga sagot nya like.. Alison asked.. “Magkakatuluyan po ba kami” or something like that tapos the manghuhula said, “Kung walang haharang sa inyo at malalagpasan nyo ang mga pagsubok magkakatuluyan kayo” pinipigilan kong tumawa like loool hahahha. Si Roselyn pinush nya pa rin. I forgot the convos na basta face palm hahahaha. 

After manghuhula, we bought footlongs and sweet mais tapos pines garage na then off we uwi.

I should’ve wrote this nung fresh pa ang mga pangyayari, ngayon I can’t recall the feels na, nung feb pa kasi to hahaha. I could’ve narrate the mini hike part better pero nakalimutan ko na huhu that was my fave part pa naman, tapos yung pick up rides. Pero finally nagawa ko din to hahaha. The experience was very nice tapos happy talaga me. The End.