#psychiatrist treats posi symptoms and goes well glad we got all that sorted now we are done here cya later lol

[rachymarie]

Ok breakfast is ate, meds are tooken, second coffee down and now I will deal with the blankets for real though I can feel myself approaching to talk myself out of it already 😬

I just have to look forward to the good things, like eating my boiled egg for second breakfast, opening my new Togepi Squishmallow (more on that later), then climbing into my clean bed all fresh and sparkly clean after a quick shower to listen to ASMR with the knowledge that I got the covers out to dry 💞

Then hopefully manage to wake up before 5pm sundown to get them in off the line before The Dampening comes out to play. Heck, if I could wake up by 3am (and with actual energy) that'd be even better cos I could get to work on my much awaited (lol) photoshoot with the recent Squish additions before the natural light runs away. Tho I also have to wash my hair, which is a High Spoons task so we'll see how we go.

And then later hopefully I'm able to make my highly-regarded English muffin pizzas for us to watch something on the big screen with.

Of course, avolition is always at work tryna stop me from getting my planned tasks done and make those rewards seem like nothing so don't mind me just trying to psych myself up

It seems like a lot to get done to me but I like to start the day aiming high, but the thing is that unlike "regular" people I won't beat myself up if I don't get everything on the list done today. I will congratulate myself for anything I managed to get done, because chronically ill life is hard af