#rain.stuff

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hello fellow inhaler users <3

just thought i'd share this kickass website i found

the inhaler tailor is selling little inhaler outfits that make your inhaler look cuter and can also be attached to a keyring, among other perks

there are like 50 different designs and as someone who always has one of these with me and also likes cute and whimsical stuff i am so happy to be able to dress up my inhaler so it matches my vibes. i got one with dinosaurs on it personally 🦕🦖

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the thing is i'm not autistic like most fictional characters are autistic, but i am autistic like will graham is autistic. i can piece things together extremely fast, i speak metaphors fluently, i'm really good at reading people and putting myself in their shoes and their brains, and i'm fascinated by and attracted to anyone who doesn't follow social norms, including supervillains and psychopaths. i dislike peoply situations, i always stand on the edge or outside of any group, i imagine conversations with people who aren't there. i am deeply compassionate but in a logical way. i connect with animals more easily and more intimately than people. my brain goes so fast i can barely keep up. i am plagued by dreams.

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hello???? i'm a believer by smash mouth randomly started playing on my phone like i did Not ask it to do that i was minding my own business not using spotify and then it just started blaring at full volume??? i haven't listened to that song in years??? it's not on any playlist it wasn't in my queue it just decided to start playing??? hello is the spirit of shrek in the room with us right now???

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literally me

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a guy is allowed to be aroace and also crave gay kisses. we exist.

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friendship is soooo great you can literally look at a person and go i like you we are going to spend time together now

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still being on tumblr after the 3 mutuals who interact with you have gone to sleep be like

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current moodboard

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getting so fucking sick of these hyperrealistic dreams i was so excited to have whipped cream with my decaf because i distinctly remembered buying two cans of whipped cream yesterday and then i opened the fridge and there was nothing there. i fucking dreamt up the grocery shopping. i never went shopping yesterday. i didn't buy any whipped cream.

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closes tumblr because i got bored of it, immediately opens tumblr up again because my muscle memory equates feeling bored with opening tumblr

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you know when sometimes something happens that's so insignificant but to you it's a huge deal because it's like a personal milestone? so yesterday i had half a beer with some buddies and i immediately felt tipsy, and that made me so happy because it means my body is not used to having alcohol in it like i'm like a fucking toddler now when it comes to alcohol. and as an ex alcoholic who used to drink straight vodka for breakfast and would panic if i couldn't get a drink for a whole day, i think that's fucking awesome. my body not only no longer expects alcohol to function but it's also like what the hell is this shit. it's like woah we've never had that before what's going on?? and i think that's beautiful

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oof had a dream where jackles produced and released a final episode of spn and it had a destiel kiss. and it felt so good and cathartic watching that in my dream i don't even care that i made it up. plus in the dream you guys were all here with me and we were all able to hug it out in person :') sometimes my brain is kind to me

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i was tagged by @kindalikerackham 🥰 thanks!!

NICE THOUGHT CHALLENGE. You have to publicly post 5 nice things about yourself. Then pass it along to 10 of your favorite followers. Keep it going! (~‾⌣‾)~ Appreciate yourself! ❤

1. i'm really good with kids! i love them and they love me <3

2. i'm great at noticing patterns and making connections and analysing things i think

3. i'm a good musician :)

4. i love fiercely (though shyly) and you can always count on me to be there for you if you need me to

5. i have a good eye (haha the joke here is that i only have one eye) for aesthetics, colours, design, fashion, etc 🎨

tagging @sarcasmisalifechoice @faithdeans @castielsprostate @misha-69innit @deancodedinthewater @jactingjoices @realmandolin @bloodydeanwinchester (if you guys feel like it! i think it's a good exercise 😊)

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why are artists always expected to do things for free for "exposure" like you wouldn't ask a lawyer to work for exposure, you wouldn't ask a contractor to work on your home for exposure, you wouldn't expect a restaurent to serve you in exchange for exposure. so why when i refuse to work for free am i always told that "it's good exposure though" and i should do it because i love my job, not for the money. like. are you really trying to trick me into believe that you are doing me a favour rn?? yes i love my job, but it is also my job and i expect to be paid for it.

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@aturnoftheearth thinking of you 😁

(ft. @faithdeans)