#rambling that has been cirlcing around in my mind fur the whole day

[necroangelz]

would uu still love me if I wasn't a worm. would uu still love me if i was just myself, in all my plain, natural, beautiful, horrible glory? would uu still love me if i stood before uu as i am; no jokes or funny quips to say, no forced facial expressions, no glamorous stories to tell. just me. and my thoughts and flaws. existing the way i always exist in private, or in public when i fade into the background like a ghost. would uu still love me if i don't have anything special to serve to uu? would uu still love me if i was the same as all the rest? would uu still love me if i stood apart from the crowd, shining like a blinding beacon and a blaring alarm. or simply left alone with nowhere to fit in. would uu still love me as a human with my body that doesn't know how to stand and move gracefully, this body with no mold to fit into? would uu still love my restless unsatisfied mind, forever seeking for something i can't fathom? would uu still love my heart that yearns for happiness yet stays comfortable in the dark? would uu still love me if i stop writing this like poetry and i drop the act(s) i play online and i tell uu my deep wishes and hidden thoughts and feelings???? would uu still love me as i am????????