#rantalks

[h-hachiko]

Who let bro cook

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[h-hachiko]

🍁　　 ͜About me 。 .ᐟ

! Before you start reading the actual introduction, let's keep in mind that English isn't my native language and my posts probably have mistakes!

+ This post is updated frequently

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: ˇ I am a minor, please do not be weird / insist, or else I will block you ^^

: ˇ I have masochistic tendencies, a twisted mind, and I resort to cutting. I constantly post self-destructive or sh-related thoughts

: ˇ I usually go by Randal, Delilah, Hirai, Hachiko, Momo, Misaki or Clarabelle (Clara)

: ˇ You can call me by the name of any of my kins (list below^^)

: ˇ I use She / him pronouns

: ˇ My main blog is @chiakisannjp

: ˇ I'm a pretty nervous person and I have terrible social skills, so if we interact I'll probably end up making everything awkward.

: ˇ I consider myself a jirai/landmine

: ˇ I ship myself with all the Ranfren characters (except Nana, Kitty and Yamada)

: ˇ I'm passionate about taxidermy but I have not been able to practice it

: ˇ I love my girlfriend SO MUCH. Maybe I'm obsessed.

: ˇ I'm from Chile, I speak Spanish, some English and I'm learning Japanese (don't try to speak it with me because I won't understand anything)

: ˇ I'm a sensitive, paranoid, anxious, erratic, and sometimes pessimistic person. I can be considered energetic at times.

: ˇ I have been a victim of bullying since my childhood.

: ˇ I suffer from asthma and allergies, sometimes I forget to take my meds(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

: ˇ I use a lot of Kaomojis and symbols ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

: ˇ Fav emojis are: 🍀🌸🍥🐻🍰🍮🪖

(⁠˘⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠˘⁠) (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+ (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡ (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠) \⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬

!! Fandoms + Interests

Ranfren, Nana, Twice, Cutecore/gore,, K-pop, Nastyona, nso/ngo, Goreshit,, Iruka no yumede sayonara, brawl stars (I stopped playing recently),, criminal cases (favs are Nevada-tan, Yuka Takaoka and Elliot Rodger // I don't consider myself part of the tcc),, Fashion (Jirai Kei-jojifuku(?) Gyaru),,

I'm quite interested in Guilty Gear but I don't have a way to play it xd

(⁠˘⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠˘⁠) (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+ (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡ (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠) \⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬

!! Kin list

Randal Ivory, Nyon, Ame-chan, Luther Von Ivory, Kitty Carpet, Satoru Tsukada, Elliot Rodger, A.b.a, Nana Komatsu (Hachi), Colette, Natsumi Tsuji,, Yuka Takaoka, Super Sonico (Ik she's a NSFW company mascot, but I love Sonico, I wish I was her)

(⁠˘⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠˘⁠) (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+ (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡ (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠) \⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬

\⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬ Tags

— #randalpost

— #rantalks

— #ranvent

— #ranloves (dedicated to my gf)

— #🌸 p-chan♡ (for my gf x2)

— #ranart

— #ranreblog

(⁠˘⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠˘⁠) (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+ (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡ (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠) \⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬

🍀\⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬ ~ヾ⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠*⁠)⁠ﾉ ~ (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

[h-hachiko]

I'm honestly sad and hopeless.

I'm not in the mood to draw, I open all my apps and I don't find any notification, whether it's a message from a friend or Duolingo asking me to do my lessons. I'm so sorry. I repeat, I'm not okay. I don't feel motivated. I want to cry for hours, to be away from everyone. I know this will be over soon... I love y'all ♡(´・ω・｀)

[h-hachiko]

Puedo imaginar a Sebastian como un aficionado o anterior jugador de béisbol ♡

[h-hachiko]

Siento que estar en casa empeora mi salud mental,, mi cordura es un hilo a punto de romperse. Necesito desesperadamente atención y alguien especial que me la de XDDD

[h-hachiko]

Tu hombre se ve así?

Lo más probable es que no sea el tuyo

Sino el mío...👅🔥

[h-hachiko]

How I look at my therapist after telling her I want to grab a knife, slit my wrists, and then stab myself in the stomach so I can feel something

[h-hachiko]

Oc art, btw...

[h-hachiko]

We talk about 'survival of the fittest' a lot but all that really means is the skilled live and the unskilled die. Since you're clearly in that second group, maybe pick your fights a bit more carefully? Do you understand what I'm saying? It's never going to matter how much you 'want it' when you're up against someone who can kill you with a sneeze.

[h-hachiko]

ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ cvt

[h-hachiko]

Hice compras inútiles, pero emocionalmente significativas (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

Cake Confetti 4y'all (⁠ ≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

[h-hachiko]

I want people to care about me, but when someone cares about me and tries to make sure I'm okay, I always end up saying, "I'm fine, don't worry!" (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)

[h-hachiko]

No he posteado mucho acá en esta semana, el colegio me está matando

[h-hachiko]

Quiero que me des atención 24/7, te necesito., ojalá pudieras responder mis mensajes en menos de un segundo y mostrarte más interesada... Te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito....

[h-hachiko]

Me cwrté (+ me quedé sin imágenes de chicas anime)