#rantalks

[h-hachiko]

🍁　　 ͜About me 。 .ᐟ

Umm... Hi! Before you start reading the actual introduction, let's keep in mind that English isn't my native language and my posts probably have mistakes!

Long text from here on out!

: ˇ I usually go by Randal, although there are more names like Misaki, Hachiko, Delilah, Momo, or Hirai (Hirai and Momo can go together, like Hirai Momo or Momo Hirai)

: ˇ I like to accompany my names with a -chan or -san XD

: ˇ You can call me by the name of any of my kins (list below^^)

: ˇ I use She / him pronouns

: ˇ I am a minor, please do not be weird or insist, or else I will block you ^^

: ˇ There will be mentions of $H, masochism and probably erratic things like the desire to kill people

: ˇ I usually post about venting and complaining about how my girlfriend doesn't give me attention 24/7. Although I consider this blog a diary> <

: ˇ I'm from Chile, I speak Spanish, some English and I'm learning Japanese (don't try to speak it with me because I won't understand anything)

: ˇ I'm a sensitive, paranoid, anxious, erratic, and sometimes pessimistic person. I can be considered energetic at times.

: ˇ I suffer from asthma and allergies, sometimes I forget to take my meds(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

: ˇ I have been a victim of bullying since my childhood.

: ˇ My main blog is @chiakisannjp

: ˇ I love my girlfriend SO MUCH. Maybe I'm obsessed.

: ˇ I use a lot of Kaomojis and symbols ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

: ˇ Fav emojis are: 🍀🌸🍥🐻🍰🍮🪖

!! Fandoms + Interests

Ranfren, Nana, Twice, K-pop, Nastyona, Whiplash(2014),, Iruka no yumede sayonara, brawl stars (I stopped playing recently),, criminal cases (favs are Nevada-tan, Yuka Takaoka and Elliot Rodger),, Fashion (Jirai Kei-jojifuku(?) Gyaru),,

I'm quite interested in Guilty Gear but I don't have a way to play it xd

!! Kin list

Randal Ivory, Nyon, Ame-chan, Luther Von Ivory, Kitty Carpet, Satoru Tsukada, Elliot Rodger, Nana Komatsu (Hachi), Colette, Natsumi Tsuji, Sandy (Brawl stars),, Yuka Takaoka, Super Sonico (Ik she's a NSFW company mascot, but I love Sonico, I wish I was her)

\⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬ Tags

— #randalpost

— #rantalks

— #ranvent

— #ranloves (dedicated to my gf)

— #🌸 p-chan♡ (for my gf x2)

— #ranart

— #ranreblog

— 🍰🍮🌸 (for casual thoughts)

— 🔪🩸💣 (destructive thoughts and venting)

Ꮚ⁠˘⁠ ⁠ꈊ⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠Ꮚ "Literally me" Gallery

🍀\⁠(⁠๑⁠╹⁠◡⁠╹⁠๑⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♬ ~ヾ⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠*⁠)⁠ﾉ ~ (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

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[h-hachiko]

I'm honestly sad and hopeless.

I'm not in the mood to draw, I open all my apps and I don't find any notification, whether it's a message from a friend or Duolingo asking me to do my lessons. I'm so sorry. I repeat, I'm not okay. I don't feel motivated. I want to cry for hours, to be away from everyone. I know this will be over soon... I love y'all ♡(´・ω・｀)

[h-hachiko]

Puedo imaginar a Sebastian como un aficionado o anterior jugador de béisbol ♡

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Siento que estar en casa empeora mi salud mental,, mi cordura es un hilo a punto de romperse. Necesito desesperadamente atención y alguien especial que me la de XDDD

[h-hachiko]

Tu hombre se ve así?

Lo más probable es que no sea el tuyo

Sino el mío...👅🔥

[h-hachiko]

How I look at my therapist after telling her I want to grab a knife, slit my wrists, and then stab myself in the stomach so I can feel something

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ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ cvt

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Hice compras inútiles, pero emocionalmente significativas (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

Cake Confetti 4y'all (⁠ ≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

[h-hachiko]

I want people to care about me, but when someone cares about me and tries to make sure I'm okay, I always end up saying, "I'm fine, don't worry!" (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)

[h-hachiko]

No he posteado mucho acá en esta semana, el colegio me está matando

[h-hachiko]

Quiero que me des atención 24/7, te necesito., ojalá pudieras responder mis mensajes en menos de un segundo y mostrarte más interesada... Te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito, te necesito....

[h-hachiko]

Me cwrté (+ me quedé sin imágenes de chicas anime)

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ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠•̥⁠`⁠ʔ Kiero cortarme d nuefo

[h-hachiko]

No sé si tengo la misma motivación que antes, quiero desaparecer. No quiero dejar ninguno de mis blogs, quiero seguir posteando pero no he estado dibujando y si es que lo hago lo dejo a medias y ns que me pasa.

Este blog es el único que puedo explotar con posts pq está hecho para que yo suba cosas de mi día a día o me desahogue ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

[h-hachiko]

PLEASE NOTICE ME SENPAI!!!!