#rayah talks 😌

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noticing all these desi writers WRITING makes me so happy. you have no idea.

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TOKYO REVENGERS FINAL EPISODE SPOILERS!!

also i have not read the manga bc it’s been sold out everywhere

okay so i’m gonna say this because no one’s talking about it.

Kisaki Tetta has a heart. HEAR ME OUT THOUGH.

I don’t like him either. I really didn’t. But the last episode though 😚

and i’m not saying this in a “he looked hot in the final episode” which he did. i’m not even going to deny it but no one noticed- or at least no ones talked about- a very small yet huge detail.

right before kisaki goes in to kill takemichi, he cries.

right before he goes to kill takemichi, he pulls the trigger while letting out tears.

right before he does he says, “My ‘hero’”. This literally shows that Kisaki looked up to takemichi, or this version of takemichi at least, and once it came down to having to take his life, he cries because he knows if it were up to him, he would never have.

Also half of these i’m assuming bc i haven’t read the manga so don’t correct me if i’m wrong bc i don’t want it spoiled

but yes; kisaki tetta has a heart no matter how any of us don’t want to admit it. I was genuinely surprised when he started crying. And im assuming in that moment, he felt the weight of his death on his shoulder .

UPDATE: I'm reading the manga and take back most of what I said. When I meant he has a heart, I meant that he's capable of loving someone. He's still an asshole and I still don't like him, let me just put that out. But if you guys wanna ship yourselves with him or something and others might say “he doesn’t like anyone” well it’s not rlly true but other than that

Update since reading the manga (currently on chapter 152): Kisaki is an asshole and i hate him. to clarify, this post does NOT MEAN I LIKE HIM DONT GET IT TWISTED UP I CSNT STAND THAT ASSHOLE OKAY?

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Y’all PLEASE REQUEST YOUR MATCH-UPS WITH WHAT I ASK i need to know so i don’t screw something up 😭

like it’s written on the fucking post pleaseee it’ll make my life easier 😄🙏🏼

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should- should i start a- taglist ???

lemme know :D

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Just letting everyone know, my matchups are and have been closed (for a few months now too acc) Anyone who sends me one will be deleted. You can wait till my next follower event. However, not right now.

Thank you <3

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idk who needs to hear this right now but: no matter how bad a guy is. if he rlly loves someone, if he wanted to, he would.

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you could do it pro inui sanzu rindou and kazutora seeing your old scars from mutilation feel back to ignore me and don't need if you feel uncomfortable have a good day

Hi there! So sorry it took me so long to reply to this :P

Okay so if I'm being honest, I started writing this (acc I was almost done too) but then I realized Idk enough about this topic to create a solid fic on it. If I did write it, most of it are help from Google and that feels unfair for me and to anyone else that went through it to write this without any real knowledge of it.

I'm really sorry if you have gone through this, and if anything, it just shows how strong you are as a person. My respect for you is out of this world. If you ever need to talk, my messages are always open! <3

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gonna go on a mini-hiatus. (don’t worry too much, i’ll be back soon. Cant leave my fave place <3)

my dms are still open so don’t worry :) 💗

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omg i forgot i have requests and matchups to finish. i’m so sorry 😭😭 i’m so busy >_<

they’ll be done one day i swear

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everything’s gonna be delayed for a little bit bc i hate math and i can’t afford to fail :D

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Hey guys! so I wanna address something (hopefully i don’t get hate on this) but for those who don’t know, recently i just hit 200 followers (again; thank you so much it means the world to me!)

Well, i still have my 100 follower event match-ups sitting either in my drafts or in my inbox, and if i’m being honest, i don’t have the motivation to get it done. i’m just trying to look out for my own sanity and i don’t believe i’m going to get it done. if anything, it’s been a year and i still am not close to being done. I’m really sorry for those who already submitted and haven’t had the chance yet.

However!! Because i hit 200 (whoop whoop) If you want you can resubmit your match-ups (and this time i’m making it simple so i don’t cry) and i’ll be happy to do it!!!!

I hope you guys can understand. Again, rlly sorry for ruining your hopes on it! I love you guys still, so don’t be shy to hmu ;)

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i’m getting so many requests right now and it’s making me so happy, omg thank you guys so much

really, i’m so grateful right now. i’ve always hoped to build my blog and just write for fun and hopefully make someone happy with it, and now that i’m slowly growing and more people are asking MEEE to write their own scenarios, it genuinely makes me so happy, i’m gonna cry

thank you guys, it seems so simple and small act, but to me (especially someone who’s going through such a confusing time right now) it means the whole fucking world to me. <3

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if i see ONE MORE MISIBTERPRETATION OF AKAASHI I WILL LOSE MY SHIT. HES NOT THAT FORMAL SPEAKING MY GOD 😃

SERIOUSLY, that man will CHUCKLE AT YOU TRIPPING BEFORR ASKING IF YOURE OKAY. does that boy rlly seem like the type to say “i suppose you’re right…” NO

anyways that’s it for me today <3

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Gonna be answering all my match-ups by next week give or take, first off, your bitch finally got a therapist AHAHA I AINT GON BE MENTALLY UNSTABLE ANY LONGER

oh also school ends so I have a lot of stuff to be catching up on, but yeah

So just be patient for a bit

Back to Welcome

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hey guys!! going through a mini depressive episode atm, BUTT ill get back to my requests and match-ups right when it’s over 🥰🥰 Love you all 🥺💕

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sorry guys!! I’m going to try to get through a few match-ups today, i’m just super swamped with school and some ✨ personal shit -like almost going to thErApYyYyY ✨

I’ll try today but no promises , love you babes <33