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"Apprehensions About Monday" To cut short a long story, I asked Mother if thyroid conditions run through out family and she's confirmed that they do, so I scheduled an appointment to check for any. To be frank, I've had a hunch that something is off with my insides but I'm too afraid to go have them checked out. From what I've been mostly aware, I do have hormonal imbalances, though, thyroid issues might be a reason why I haven't been able to de-chubbify (or gain more weight, actually). Besides the anxiety and iatrophobia, this whole thing sucks. #Anxieties #iatrophobia #scared #poetsofig #illgirl #realitysubtext #signatured #freeverse #writtenonthefly #thyroidconcerns #hormonaldifficulties #poetrytwitter #shortpoem #anxietydisorders #melancholy https://www.instagram.com/p/Co-9ekLtQn0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Welcomed Rain" Initially, I wrote this for Pixiv's theme of the day but I couldn't tag it because it wasn't a drawing or some noise. #Sequel #Summer #Shortpoem #signedanddated #FreeVersePoetry #Summer #Gardening #poetrytwitter #SignedAndDated #WrittenOnTheFly #realitysubtext #poetsofig #initiallywrittenforpixiv #canva https://www.instagram.com/p/Ci05ktUL9Tr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Hotlines" I wrote this while thinking about work (which I have today, later on) and, in working this job that I do, my opinions are thus. See, the phone line I work is a peer-support line and, in general, people call my type of phone line to intervene BEFORE a crisis, however, I've had to handle crisis calls. As far as I can tell you, crisis lines are woefully ineffective. I'd go into more details but I won't, although, I will say is that, if you're in a vulnerable state, give your local peer-support lines a call, instead of those goddamned crisis lines. #poetrytwitter #callawarmline #mentalhealth #realitysubtext #mediumpoem #signatured #freeverse #poetsofinstagram #mentalillness #callyourpeersupportlines #poetsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/Cq25yQZL3ye/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"April Fools" A poem about why today sucks. As I've stated before, keep that "April Fools" nonsense away from me. #poetsofinstagram #poetrytwitter #realitysubtext #bitter #fuckaprilfools #shortpoem #signatured #AprilFoolsDay #writtenonthefly #freeverse https://www.instagram.com/p/Cqf5R8qrh28/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Ultrasound" In case you're wondering, no, I'm not expecting, but, yes, Wednesday's appointment does pertain to those parts. No, it's not going to be fun. Perhaps, I should have stayed silent about the "irregularities" but I didn't so here we are. #MedicalWoes #Iatrophobia #realitysubtext #poetrytwitter #freeverse #mediumpoem #poetsofinstagram #uggh #signatured #anxieties #menstrualwoes #womanproblems #uggh #safetyinsilence https://www.instagram.com/p/CpqbijcJ1bW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"A Crow and a Dead Doe" Finding a dead doe on the way home was the only takeaway from this blasted day. #poetrytwitter #realitysubtext #freeverse #shortpoem #freeverse #cynic #signatured #upset #melancholy #writtenonthefly #poetsofig #PoetsOnMastodon https://www.instagram.com/p/Co5mKdZpUma/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Wasted, yet again." A poem about today's wasted day. I really hate nice days/weather now. #poetrytwitter #realitysubtext #freeverse #shortpoem #cynic #signatured #upset #melancholy #writtenonthefly #poetsofig https://www.instagram.com/p/Co5hOuApxeB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Indecisive, regardless chaotic." To be candid, yes. #ChaoticIndecisiveness #poetrytwitter #ohio #freeverse #musings #shortpoem #signatured #realitysubtext #poetsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/Co0NHhmpBdE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Tiger Among Poppies" (poem) A poem about this piece, as asinine as it sounds. #PoetryTwitter #regret #idlepoem #freeverse #floralmotifs #poppies #tiger #realitysubtext #mediumishpoem #signatured. #asinine https://www.instagram.com/p/Coz_OdAJA7w/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"dreams are for children." Because, frankly, dreams are for children. #Cynical #writtenonthefly #poetrytwitter #musings #dreamingispointless #signatured #shortpoem #freeverse #realitysubtext #candid https://www.instagram.com/p/Coz-VBer-OQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Wasted Day" Yesterday was quite nice and I did nothing with it. Today, it's cold and rainy. #Melancholy #signatured #winter #poetrytwitter #freeverse #writtenonthefly #realitysubtext #shortpoem #wastedday #warmspell #musings #bittermusings #poetsofIG #idlepoem https://www.instagram.com/p/CoAcWOKJb1c/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Exploring" A poem written yesterday while I was charging my phone. Wanderlust is a pain in the ass to deal with. #WrittenOnTheFly #Wanderlust #PoetryTwitter #PoetsOfIG #freeverse #shortpoem #YuMinchoFont #SignedAndDated #RealitySubtext #Revised #NotebookPoem #exploring https://www.instagram.com/p/CgSPDWWJcqi/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Moldy Fridge" Fuck @RelatedRentals, especially. See, for more context, my fridge isn't working and, the other day, I smelled mold in it. Yes, I put in a request to get the issue resolved but I've heard nothing back. I'm not sure what to do or who to get a hold of but I do know that I called the health inspector. #FuckRelatedRentals #BrokenFridge #PoetryTwitter #NotebookPoem #writtenonthefly #anger #tenantwoes #poetsofinstagram #shortpoem #signedandated #moldyfridge #uggh #realitysubtext #OfflineGoings https://www.instagram.com/p/CfY5oqqOBP_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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"Out with the old." I swear, at times, I wonder if dying young is truly a bad thing. Having older supervisors can do that. #OutWithTheOld #Musings #WrittenOnTheFly #Notebookpoem #Revised #freeversepoetry #poetsofig #justifiedageism #signedanddated #workproblems #mediumpoem #realitysubtext #fateworsethandeath https://www.instagram.com/p/Cewuii4pKZ1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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As I’ve announced on Twitter and IG, Dusk, the stray that’s mine, my little sunshine, is gone. 

[amo-ridere]

"58 Years" Statistically, with my diagnosis, I'm estimated to live to 58, such is existence. #ExistenceWithASD #RealitySubtext #PoetryTwitter #Musings #MortalityMusings #FoodForThought #WrittenOnTheFly #IdlePoem #MediumPoem #FreeVerse #asdwoes #poetsofinstagram #timesnewroman #suchisexistence https://www.instagram.com/p/CcwThsTN91j/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=