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equalseleventhirds · 1 year

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part of me is like 'this would be easier if i was younger and less tired' but a much bigger part of me is like 'you stupid motherfucker you were even worse and more tired and struggled more the first time you were in college, you think this would've been easier??? go to fucking sleep and study more in the morning.'

...and so. i will listen. to the rational bit of my brain.

#part of me insists there was a time when this was easy BUT THERE WASN'T. THERE NEVER WAS.#it isn't easy now either i've just gotten better at balance and also at not catastrophizing everything #realistically i just gotta get a C or better on this exam #...............and also i gotta. write a reflection paper. i must remember to do that tomorrow also.#i can do it i can do both!!! i can do both.#reflection paper is due first and studying can be done during my commute sooooooo #.............study morning. paper afternoon. study evening if there's time.#paper isn't evne hard it's not a research paper i just have 2 think & talk honestly abt my own experiences in editing video #which is. that's fine. that's fine i can do that!!! ..............maybe.#........ugh i hate having to be introspective fuckkkkkk #but i can. do it. rly.

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