#rubbles:rants

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i thought we were so back, but the outlet my computer connects to has declared it to be so fucking over besties orz

i may have to dust off my ipad if i want to draw again but im blegh about procreate so we’ll see :/

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hi besties sorry for being MIA, i kinda ended up at the hospital in ICU 😭 im okay now!! just a uti that got out of hand. It might be a few more days before I get discharged and recover so i hope y’all can bare with me 🥹

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mini update

i think ive recovered enough to sit at my desk for a few hours a day, however i have bad days where i feel sick and then i get extremely paranoid about my health. Im working on getting regular check ups again soon but for now every day is a gamble on how i feel physically.

it’s not so much that i feel like i owe content, it’s more like, i spent 3 years in heavy burn out and just as i was regaining my passion, a completely different factor snuffed me out and now i have to basically start over again. it’s very frustrating but alas, we ball

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my wife is sick and im taking care of her, so it might be a little bit before i put out new stuff ;w;

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huge personal update

so turns out my gi tract was rotting for the last 5 months 🗿 (not quite but it sure felt like it). i finally was given a proper diagnosis and treatment so im slowly but surely recovering and regaining a sense of normality.

Im not sorry for disappearing but i did want to pop in to say that im very much alive and on the road to ACTUAL recovery. Shout out to my new doctor who listened and genuinely gave a shit.

i see all the love given to my posts and it warms my heart to know im still being seen, i hope to eventually make my way back onto here but for now i will still be dormant until im more stable in both my physical and mental health 💜

‼️drink plenty of water and advocate for yourself when you know your body feels wrong‼️ it’s fucking rough out here and it’s easier said than done but we shall persevere i promise 🫡