#rumplerps

[ahsokaismyqueen]

rumplerps replied to your post “Just tell the one with crippling phone anxiety to call. Yeah that’s...”

Same here so I send good thoughts your way. Makes me have panic attacks when I have to make calls

Thank you <3 I’m gonna need them. I wish everything would just switch to email or text. 

[thevampirearmandwrites]

rumplerps replied to your post: I’ve watched glee’s “I’ve had the time of my life”...

ugh my babies, it was so good

Shoulda been endgame, really shoulda been endgame.

[bellefrenchroleplays]

“One more push! You can do it!”

Even though she’d done this twice before, it never really got any easier. The pain was just as intense as when she’d given birth to Gideon and then to Rosie, the waves of agony making it hard to breathe when they ripped through her. She still screamed and shouted, insisting that she was never letting Rumford go near her ever again, even if she’d said that after the last two pregnancies and here she was, delivering their fourth child. The only difference with this labour is that things had happened very quickly, and she was damn lucky that they didn’t live too far from the hospital otherwise she likely would have given birth on the backseat of their van with Robbie catching their child in his arms and nothing else.

The midwife had warned her that this could happen, that things would progress quickly and she’d been absolutely right. There had been a whole other host of complications she’d been warned about too, as this was her third pregnancy, but she’d focused on the fast labour thing. It’d been less than two hours since her waters had broken and they’d left Baden, Gideon and Rosie with Jefferson and his wife, Alice - and now she was being told that the Doctor could see their little baby’s head. It had taken over twelve hours for her to get to this point with their first pregnancy, and still almost 7 hours for their daughter to make her appearance but this baby was clearly eager to meet his or her siblings, and to enter the large family that would surround it with love and affection. 

Her hand was wrapped tightly around Rum’s as he encouraged her, his lips pressing against her temple and both hands gripping her own tightly. She squeezed his hand back tightly, a scream leaving her throat as the pain ripped through her, and suddenly a shrill cry entered the room. Suddenly the pressure in the lower half of her body relented, and she knew their baby was with them. The Doctor proudly announced that they had another daughter, requested that Rumford cut the cord before their baby was wrapped in a blanket and placed against her Mama’s chest. It had her sobbing with relief and happiness as the little baby nuzzled her chest, mouthing at her skin with the sweetest sounds leaving her pouty lips. 

Just like with their other three children, she felt a rush of unconditional love for their daughter and held her close, touching at her soft skin and breathing her in. ‘’I can’t believe she’s here...’’ She murmured gently, looking up at her husband with a slight dazed expression on her face, not quite realising that things weren’t quite right yet. Belle didn’t pay any attention to what was happening between her legs anymore, focusing on her baby and letting the Doctor do what he needed to do but as the baby rested on her chest, she found that she wasn’t feeling all that well, and she was beginning to feel very woozy as the blood pooled beneath her. She was haemorrhaging, even if she didn’t realise it just yet, the white sheets beneath her suddenly a crimson colour. 

‘‘I don’t feel right...’‘ She murmured as the feeling continued, her voice sounding far off and distant as her eyes began to feel heavy, her head fell back and she passed out, the baby still on her chest. 

[timelordthirteen]

rumplerps

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One pretty well known GIF-maker in the Rumbelle...

To the anon, it wasn’t their caption that was deleted. I know who this anon is, I know who they are referring to and as usual they are attempting to play the role of victim for attention. Lord above. It was their inane chatter below the caption that was deleted. Entirely different.

Yeah okay that’s not the same thing at all. I often wish I could completely delete people’s comments/captions on my stuff like you can replies. I wish I could delete my stuff off some people’s blogs entirely (and I do usually block them once I see it) but here we are. We can’t have nice things.

How hard is it to be nice to artists? Really. How hard is it to say nice things, or say nothing at all? To reblog things if you like it? Why do we keep having to have these conversations?

Also I deleted that post because now that you say that, I think I know who you mean.

[susierpt]

I'm very glad I follow you. It's nice to see someone talking sense about all of this on my dash.

Same to you. xxx

[saddlerfan]

Ah! Since he doesn’t really have many curves & is more the lean type I was wondering if there’s anything I’m missing but apparently not I guess 😅

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[heddagab]

Rumbelle and 13

Thank you very much for the ask but Rumbelle is very much a colosal NOTP of mine so I can’t answer anything for them from this particular meme.

If you have another ship (or ships) from any show I watch (including Ouat obviously) feel free to send them.

Send me a pairing and a number: OTP edition

[fionaroleplays]

rumplerps replied to your post:

I discovered The Breakfast Club is on UK Netflix....

It’s pretty good. Was probably more ‘exciting’ back in the day but it’s a decent film to watch and chill to

Oh cool, I might watch it tonight then before I go to bed. It is better than watching Schindler’s List which I also found had been put up there.

Great film but not exactly something which is good before going to bed.

[kueken1912]

Music Thing

I was tagged by @smartgirlsaremean. Thank you! :D You can tell a lot about a person based on the music they listen to. Put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs and tag 10 people. 1. Symphony X, "Paradise Lost" 2. Stevie Wonder, "I Wish" 3. 30 Seconds To Mars, "City Of Angles" 4. Steven Price, "Gravity" 5. Starset, "Carnivore" 6. Christina Grimmie, "I Bet You Don't Curse God" 7. Andrew Belle, "In My Veins" 8. Disturbed, "Sound Of Silence" 9. Shakira, "Try Everything" 10. Burning Down Alaska, "Blossom" @ladywingless @meike31 @beastlycheese @anonymousnerdgirl @fandomsandshitposts @rumbellebeliever @rumplerps @simplythedarkone @grace52373 @eclairpoppycorn and everyone who wants to do it :)

[bellefrenchroleplays]

“So, I got all the groceries. Except for this last one on the list. Is that an actual word, or did you just scribble something random with your elbow?”

It was very, very rare for a Slayer to get sick. Common colds and illnesses bounced off of her like water, leaving her glowing while everyone else around her sneezed into tissues and she was typically very smug about that, thank you very much. But a hoard of powerful parasites had seemingly invaded Storybrooke and while she’d managed to destroy the demon spreading the demon before it could affect anyone in town - she herself hadn’t been so lucky. It’d left her feeling violently ill, throwing up more than she felt she could have eaten in her life and feeling as if she’d been punched by a few hundred vampires. Normal medicine wouldn’t work on a supernatural phenomenon and all she could do was wait for the illness to take its course over the coming days, while downing the disgusting anti-sickness tonic Rumple had made for her.

In fact, Rumple had been helping her a lot since she’d been taken illl. He went out patrolling for her, claiming he was sick of hearing her whine about how she wasn’t able to work, he made her potions to try and keep the symptoms at bay and he’d even held her hair back a few times. A real gentleman, even if their relationship was currently still undefined. Ever since defeating Cora, he’d spent many a night in her home above the library and she’d spent just as many at his, the connection between them obvious. Hell, she thought she might struggle to sleep if he wasn’t next to her and her sleeping pattern was absolutely screwed trying to keep up with him but it was worth it. 

Now, it seemed he was even doing her grocery shopping for her, but not without his usual sass. Even if their intimacy included a lot more love making - with a healthy amount of dominance and kink thrown in when they were in the mood - they wouldn’t be them without bickering with each other. She raised an eyebrow as she sat on the couch, a box of tissues in hand and one of his potions in front of her. He’d of had to find a 24 hour grocery store, and she knew they didn’t have one in Storybrooke so he’d obviously gone out of his way, trying to do everything he could to ensure she was comfortable and taken care of, and that was actually incredibly sweet.

Her expression softened, betraying her appreciation but she still cocked an eyebrow, not about to be too nice to him just yet. ‘’The last time you went grocery shopping, half of these things probably didn’t even exist yet. It’s been several hundred years, no?’’

[simulacrahelps]

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[bellefrenchroleplays]

“I couldn’t sleep either. Want me to make you some tea?”

‘’--Jesus Christ, Robbie!’’ A breath of surprise left her as she heard a familiar voice behind her, just about managing to stop herself from grabbing the nearest sharp object and ramming it right into whoever it was that was disturbing her on her own front porch at 2 o’clock in the morning that Autumn evening. It was a little chillier now the season’s were changing, she’d been forced to bring a blanket with her, which was now wrapped across her shoulders to starve off any kind of chill. In a few more weeks, coming out here at night would be a sure fire way to develop pneumonia but sitting under the stars in the black of night had been one of her favourite activities for the past few years. 

Ever since the incident with her Father, and the loss of their unborn child, sitting out on the porch in front of the big salmon coloured house, just letting the world pass by and hearing the owls chirp had been somewhat therapeutic for her. That had been almost two years ago now, the anniversary a few weeks away and her heart ached as she thought about it. There had been some nights that she’d spent permanently outside, almost as if she didn’t want to be caged in and needed to feel the wind through her hair to be soothed but eventually, the nightmares had calmed and her own bed had been more of a sanctuary than not. 

The little black and white photo next to her on the porch swing - which she’d made him buy, despite his protests that he wasn’t an 80 year old woman - had disrupted the peace she’d found, and left her almost just as scared as she had been two years ago. 

Belle had expected to feel elated when she fell pregnant again, but instead she just felt fear and a stinging sense of melancholy that told her they should have had a rambunctious toddler running around, preparing to become a sibling for the first time. Deep down, she was happy. A part of her wanted to scream it from the rooftops and buy every baby item available in Storybrooke but the other part of her was just terrified. While their lives had calmed down, he mostly worked at the pawn shop and she at the library, it wasn’t completely safe and she was so scared about something happening to this baby that she almost didn’t want to let herself get attached. At almost 8 weeks pregnant, she was nearing the time when they would have lost their first and that reminder weighed down on her like a tonne of lead.

It was probably weighing on both of them, hence why he was also awake in the early hours of the morning and right on the porch with her in his pyjama’s. He looked tired, brow furrowed, and was probably trying to focus on her and her feelings rather than his own when it came to their pregnancy. She’d seen his tears at their first ultrasound earlier that day though, and she knew how much this meant to him. They’d only known a few days, perhaps because both of them had been ignoring the symptoms for the last few weeks, and she’d seen his protectiveness increase ten-fold in that time. He probably wanted to wrap her and their baby up in cotton-wool, never let them out of his sight and truthfully, a part of her wanted that too because she was just so scared this would be ripped away from them again. 

That fear likely wouldn’t dissipate until their child was placed in their arms and she sighed, brushing a hand through her hair and nodding at him, her other hand curling around the ultrasound photo in her lap. 

‘‘I... yes, a cup of tea would be good.’‘ That fixed everything, didn’t it?

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“How are you feeling? Need me to rub your back? Get you something to eat? Turn the air down?”

A breathy laugh left her as she settled beside her husband in the car, fixing her seatbelt briefly before she glanced in his direction, watching as he fired up the engine to their car. ‘’I’m fine, Rum, don’t fuss.’’ She assured with a laugh, reaching her spare hand to give his leg a gentle squeeze, not wanting him to worry about her. They’d just left the Doctor’s office after getting to see their new child for the first time after suspecting she was pregnant again, the scan photograph clutched in one hand and it was still one of the most lovely sights she’d ever gotten to see. Even now they were on their third pregnancy, their fourth child including little Baden - who she adored just as much even though she’d not been the one to give birth to him - these appointments were still magical. Hearing that heartbeat for the first time was always a moment she’d hold close in her heart, and it made them both emotional each and every time. 

Some people - Regina, mostly - had called her crazy for getting pregnant again, and asked whether they even knew what contraception was. The comment had made her both amused and defensive, because she was very much aware of contraception and they did use it, they’d decided to use it for at least the first year of their daughters life. While she was so little, Rosie deserved their attention as much as possible and they wanted to enjoy her time as a baby while they could. After that, they were happy to leave things to fate, to simply enjoy being intimate together whenever possible - which wasn’t as often as they liked with 3 children - and now, 16 months after the birth of their 3rd child, they were pregnant with their fourth. Baden was a sweet 7 year old, Gideon was almost 4 and little Rosie wasn’t quite a year and a half old yet. They had small age gaps between their kids which, yes, could occasionally make things very chaotic but she saw how sweet they could be when they wanted to be, and filled her heart with joy whenever she saw them all together. She was even happier that they were adding to that family, and silently hoping for another girl to even out the odds, but she’d be happy regardless. 

‘‘It’s not like we haven’t done this before, right?’‘ She pointed out with a little laugh, patting her hand against her currently flat stomach. Some people might think they were crazy, but there was nothing she loved more than her family. 

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“I know you and this isn’t you.”

The sight of Will Scarlett, collapsed on the floor with blood pouring from his head, was ingrained into her memory but not out of horror or guilt. No, she was still in a state of shock, unable to quite believe what she’d done that evening but she didn’t feel guilty for it. As far as she was concerned, that Neanderthal had deserved it. He’d continued to pursue her after she’d knocked him back, pointing out that she was taken and she had absolutely no interest in any other man. She’d been adamant, she hadn’t even accepted a drink from him, trying to focus on her evening with Emma, Ruby and Mary Margaret. They’d tentatively invited her out, and they’d been pretty surprised when she’d accepted though she didn’t blame them; she’d been living in sweatpants with her hair tied in a messy bun since she’d been sent home from the hospital. It was so hard to motivate herself into doing anything else, mourning the loss of her unborn child, her innocence and everything else that had been ripped away from her recently. 

Her attempt at normalcy had certainly ended in tears, and potentially trouble. She might have been in shock, she remained quiet as Emma had ushered her out of the club, giving her the courtesy of taking her home rather than the police station. Anyone else would have been locked up right away but after all she’d been through, she was being shown a decent amount of leniency. She’d still need to make a statement and if Will wanted to press charges then there was little Emma could do but for now, she’d been allowed home. All the while, she’d remained quiet, not saying a single word until her and Robbie were alone, her boyfriend knelt in front of her, his hands reaching for hers. It was only then that she registered that her hands were covered in blood, but it didn’t scare her like it should have done. 

‘‘Maybe this is me now.’‘ She finally replied slowly, lifting her head to meet Robbie’s eyes. ‘‘I’m not a beacon of light, Robbie. I stabbed my own father and I-- I’m the reason our baby died. There’s -- there’s nothing good or light about me any more.’’ Belle shook her head, a surprisingly calm look on her face. She’d accepted it now, though she was still swirling in a pool of insecurity, hurt and self hatred. ‘’I hurt Will because I wanted to, because he didn’t listen to me, I won’t apologise for it.’‘