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gaykimjisoo · 7 years

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hold my hand, i’ll make you understand

rating: g

pairing: sachaeng (twice)

word count: 675

summary: chaeyoung doesn’t think she’s good enough.

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pathetic.

chaeyoung knew that was what she was.

hiding in sana’s arms, jolting each time thunder rolled above them, burying her face into sana’s chest.

sana had much better things to do, whether it be work, reading, or just getting a good night’s sleep, but instead she was taking care of her useless as fuck girlfriend who couldn’t function when things were too loud.

pathetic. she could almost hear the syllables in the rain pounding against the roof.

a particularly loud bout of thunder began, and she started to shiver. “s-sana…”

“it’s okay, i’ve got you,” sana assured her. fuck, sometimes it was infuriating how amazing she was at this.

chaeyoung wasn’t anywhere near good enough for sana; that was a reality she’d faced long ago. she should break it off, make it as easy and painless as possible, but she couldn’t help but be greedy. every moment spent with her felt like heaven, from her feather-light touches to how sana would drop everything for her.

sana was possibly the most perfect being on the planet, and chaeyoung was hoarding her all to herself.

“chaeyoung-ie…”

she didn’t realize there were tears in her eyes until it was too late. mortified, she sat up to wipe at her face, telling sana that she was completely fine, just a tad scared. even so, she must have been rambling, because sana’s expression became more and more worried as she droned on.

damn her good heart.

“really, i’m fine!” she said, her voice holding confidence she could never have inside.

her beautiful, kind self.

“i’m sorry, i don’t mean to make you worry.”

her smart, wonderful brain.

“sorry. really sorry.”

you’ll never be good enough for her.

“i’ll never be good enough for you.”

by the time the words are out of her mouth, she’s already backtracking. “i- i mean- aha, that’s not what i-“

“chaeyoung, is that really what you think?” sana said, quiet but powerful. “about… us?”

chaeyoung fumbled for another lie, but her mouth just opened and closed silently, and she glanced away.

after a few moments, sana grabbed chaeyoung’s hand. “come on. i have to show you something.”

sana gently guided her through the hallway and down the stairs, so much worse than if she’d just dragged her. every few moments, she would turn back to look at chaeyoung, giving her a small smile. it almost made her forget about how drastically she’d fucked up, but regardless, she stayed silent.

they arrived at the front door, and chaeyoung flinched when thunder crashed again. sana gripped chaeyoung’s hand tighter before letting go. “trust me, chaeyoungie,” she comforted.

sana opened the door and ran outside.

oh my god.

chaeyoung followed her halfway, but stayed under the porch roof. “sana!” she yelled in panic, reaching out.

sana twirled around in the grass, dirt getting her nightie wet, before stopping to face chaeyoung. she stretched out her arms as far as they could go and tilted her face up, taking a deep breath.

“i love you this much, son chaeyoung!”

chaeyoung’s eyes widened, but sana didn’t stop.

“i love how you cut your hair because you don’t care what people think about you!” she continued, eyes squeezed shut. “i love how the sun reflects in your eyes! i love the way you talk, like every word counts!” she took another breath. “i love you so much it scares me, chaeyoung!”

coming to her senses, chaeyoung rushed out to drag sana inside. she slammed the door and grabbed a towel to wipe her down, worry creased in her features. “you scared the hell out of me, sana!” she exclaimed, though with more fondness than conviction.

sana bat her hand away to place a wet kiss on chaeyoung’s forehead, then her cheek, then her lips. “if i can show you how much you mean to me,” she said, “it’s worth it.”

and though chaeyoung would insist it was unnecessary to her dying breath, the thought of her running out there just to profess her love kept her self doubt at bay.

#twice #kpop #twice fic #kpop fic #fanfiction #girls #son chaeyoung #minatozaki sana #sachaeng #t: nov 2017 #g: fluff #g: angst #f: twice #wc: 500 to 1k #c: minatozaki sana #c: son chaeyoung #s: sachaeng

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onceuponaloonatic · 4 years

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i was bored so i went though my old drafts from 1-2 years ago that i literally forgot existed and i thought i would post the highlights 🤷‍♀️ if you want to read any of them dm me !! but none of them have endings so you will be v e r y dissatisfied... there was a point that anytime i had an idea i would go write a 2,000-4,000 word draft and then forget about it lol so that’s where a lot of these come from i just figured i would share to see if any of them interested you guys 🤷‍♀️

one time i wrote a 3mix draft where all the other members were their adopted kids

i found this one jeongmo fic (i did not know i had ever even written for them?? but apparently i did) where jeongyeon and momo are married with kids and one night momo gets in an accident and is in a coma

there’s this one michaeng fic i found (i also did not know i had ever written for them lol) where mina is a single mom to sana, whom she adopted on a complete whim. both of them have a lot of mental issues they are working through but they have each other. chaeyoung is sana’s teacher and her and mina kind of hit it off 👀👀

i think i may pick this one back up or recycle the idea for a different ship (i do this a lot lol) so basically it’s a mimo fic where momo is mina’s second wife, her first one being jihyo. mina and jihyo had a divorce a while before the fic stayed, but they had two kids before they got divorced. the kids absolutely hate momo and the mimo child that’s born not long after their marriage. mina can’t see them as anything but her little angels but when she’s not there they do not like momo or her daughter...

this is a super short thing but it was a 3mix thing where they are their own group and they are a bit older and they adopted a kid late into their idols carrers and they basically just take her everywhere

i found this one 2na fic where sana is a struggling student (now you guys can see where struggling student sana was born... with this draft from 2018 that never got finished or published) and one day she finds a lost child, and when she tries to bring her to her mom she ends up running into the richest woman in asia, myoui mina, who just happens to have an open position for her screatary

this one was super unfinished but it was a saidahmo fic where they finally get approved to adopt a child and when they go to the foster home to meet with some of the kids they find two girls who absolutely refuse to be separated and who are clearly treated terribly, having stuffed lots of ab*se in their past, even though they only meant to adopt one kid they end up getting both of them

the origin of the 2na queens au is a satzu fic i wrote in 2018, though they are kinda different (read very different) but a lot of the original framework was created in that draft 🤷‍♀️

this one is s u p e r d a r k but it’s about nayeon being samo’s older sister in their broken household, also she’s dating jeongyeon and jihyo, i can’t get into much else without putting a trigger warning oops 🤷‍♀️

okay i barely remember where this one was going so... anyway the beginning of the draft is samo running away to a different country because sana accidentally got pregnant with her girlfriend tzuyu because tzuyu wants her to get an abortion and sana can’t agree to it 👀👀 i think it was a samo fic?? maybe??

this one is a bit embarrassing so um you know what dm me and maybe i’ll tell you the plot, basically i can’t believe i ever wrote on of these fics they are so cheesy and unrealistic 😳

when i was trying to learn how to write nsfw fics i basically made a draft with just tons of different saida abo nsfw stuff

i opened one locked document (all of my drafts are locked on pages lol) and it was literally blank...

i found one about sana and her daughter being ab*sed by her ex husband but it really wasn’t very long (literally like three pages in 20 point font) the writing was just really pretty

i found something that’s basically the same plot that’s a lot longer and the document is called sachaeng so i believe that’s the ship, but i didn’t have time to read through the whole thing just the beginning, but if i remember correctly chaeyoung is a young lawyer who takes sana’s case of finally getting her ex out of her life people bono because she wants to prove herself to the rest of her firm, i like this one a lot 👀👀

(i love this one, but tw for miscarriage) so samo have been together forever and are super happy, however they can’t get over the loss of their baby, an event that took place years before the fic starts. their friends all have kids and are happy but they can’t bring themselves to do it again and they’ve just never been able to have time for adoption, but one day momo finds a little girl watching her dance class through the back window and everything changes

this one has a super cool concept i just never really got into it much, basically misamo are triplets and jeongyeon is their mama (a random oc is their mom). they were a happy family until one day jeongyeon got into a car accident with the kids in the backseat. mina and momo are okay, but sana is in a coma. their parents had been going through some trouble before but jeongyeon’s depression after the accident was the final straw, the ex wife gets full custody of mina and momo in the divorce, leaving jeongyeon with sana (who’s still in a coma) mina and momo hate living with their mom and just want to go back to their mama and sister meanwhile jeongyeon is beyond depressed because she basically lost all her children...

i wrote a fic where tzuyu is a newly divorced woman and she has namo as her kids. she never really spent much time with the kids before the divorce and she just moved from japan to south korea, and they go through a lot of growing pains and adjustments

this one is really adorable 🥺 the only reason it never got posted was because i felt like you guys were tired of me using this kind of idea over and over so... anyway it’s a samoyeon fic that basically follows them through the birth of each of their three kids and how their lives change 🥺

um yeah that’s basically it, thanks for reading this far !!

#twice #some drafts #lots of ships lol

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