#s:diary

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221120 Solar’s Diary

“Moomoos~ I'm really happy because all of you enjoyed and liked the concert this time round😍 Eventhough it's a pity that some Moomoos couldnt make it but lets meet again next time 🤭 Everyone have worked really hard this time round, so I've felt a mixture of excitement and nervousness. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ eventhough there are mistakesㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ But I had a fun and happy time Thank you always moomoos ❤️” (trans)

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I. People are kaleidoscopes of incomprehensable hues; they are beautiful, breathing paradoxes that have the capacity to amaze and at the same time vex us with their complications and contradictions. They can never be defined in any context, or labeled with any definite and lasting impression because the essence of their individuality is fluid, dynamic and ever-changing. Confine them to one action or one characteristic and you lose them, if not immediately, then eventually.

II. You can’t love them by parts; that’s simply not done. Adore them because they’re beautiful, diverse, and unique. Need them because they engage your emotions and intellect with their changing dispositions. Understand them because they’re attempting to understand themselves to. Love them because their every flaw deserves to be kissed, often by someone who understands what they are.

III. Don’t let their mistakes define them. You know they’re not perfect. Never underestimate the frustrations they’re going thru because even if you think you understand how it feels, you still don’t. Be angry, be upset, be hurt, but once it has come to pass, let it pass. You’re human as much as they are, and we all know that humans need forgiveness every once in a while.

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121018 SBS MTV Diary (episode 60) cr: vipailin

[fy-yongsun]

220410 Solar’s Diary : “I'm here suddenly after a long time of not posting on hereㅎㅎ I've met Moomoos through video call fansigns and offline fansign today, as expectedㅎㅎㅎ I have to meet peopleㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I had a happy time meeting moomoos 

Whenever I read supportive messages and letter from moomoos it makes my heart go tingling ㅎㅎ Moomoos who have became my energyㅎㅎ I'm always thankful and thankful! There are still lots of moomoos who I haven't met but I believe that the day to meet all of you will come soon! 

Moomoos don't get tired and just hang in there for abit more! Moomoos all of you are doing well right?ㅎㅎ I've met moomoos at the Netflix filming after a long time of not meetingㅠㅠ Ha.. I have a mixture of emotionsㅠㅠ I miss all of you so much ㅠㅠ

We only had a short time to show Moomoos this and that and I think that it's a pity ㅠㅠ Lets wait for the day we meet again happily:) Moomoos who have cherished me with that pure heart, I want to share that with Moomoos too! Moving forward, I will be sharing that one by one too

Lets meet for a long time:) Thank you, I love you!

(Ah also, I think I've pushed and pull too much during today's fansign^^ Sorry)

(The pose that is trending thesedays☺️ Thanks to moomoos, I bacame an insider)” (trans)

[fy-yongsun]

201104 Solar’s Fancafe Diary - Hello (trans)

“Our album finally released yesterday. I'm always thankful to Moomoos, but I feel particularly thankful and sorry with this album.. To our Moomoos who like it so much I will find out a way to amke sure to repay you in any way. I'm really inexperienced, but thank you for always liking and being with us. I thought about how I could say these words to reach you sincerely, so I'm writing this. For 7 years, that could be considered being a short or long time. Thank you for always laughing and crying with me, and being a big strenght in my life. I will work hard until the end for these promotions. Sincerely, thank you.”

Moonbyul’s comment on Solar’s diary post : “The album that came out after 1 year, let's have fun, hwaiting!” (trans)

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200124 Solar’s Fancafe Diary

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200221 Solar’s Fancafe Diary

“Hello this is Solar As I'm promoting as Mamamoo, every year I've been spending a really happy birthday because of Moomoos' wishes. Thank you so much ^'^ Thanks to moomoos, it has became a much more meaningful day to me. I've been thinking about how can I repay the love I've received... On this day in 2018 because of my waist injury, I've got admitted into the hospital, this is the song I've wrote that time. Even though I didn't manage to record it properly;;ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I hope that it'll become a present for moomoosㅎㅎ I am a human too, I do feel lonely, I do feel sad, I do feel happy... There are many emotions, I think moomoos have brigthten up the dark side in meㅎㅎ You might think like 'what?'... but really, that existsㅎㅎ Looking at the many ways of Moomoos celebrating my birthday.. hoho... I just feel really thankful..ㅠ I can't express how touched i am thgough wordsㅠ In the future, I will repay Moomoos back slowly one by one with good music. Moomoos, have a cool day today and let's meet each other for a long time in the future as well!" (trans)

Lyrics : Empty Empty x6 It's empty, it's getting dark and I'm sitting here alone Staring into space, thinking of this and that There's nothing to do and the time is passing by This and that, it's tossing me around It's dark, I've been asleep for quite a while Loneliness more more more, I hate this feeling. Waiting for you, everyone seems to be busy, except for me Even though it's crowded around me It's not filling my day up, thinking of other things for the whole day Ddaradaradaradda Just like my room it's all empty (trans)

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150102 Solar’s Fancafe Diary

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191115 Solar’s Diary Post (Solar said she was being serious, but everyone kept laughing. 😅 Moonbyul in the video was like, “Hide your cheeks as much as possible” (trans)

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191202 Solar’s Fancafe Diary : I'm Your Fan ❤

“There are Moomoos who wants it so I’m uploading the guide. It’s quite embarassing ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋHo wooㅠㅠ The thoughts of me singing the song during concert kept coming into my mind ㅎㅎ While being a part in Mamamoo, I’m really happy that I’m able to produce a piece that relates to Moomoos!! ㅎㅎ Even though it’s monday tomorrow, have good thoughts, don’t dream of anything and sleep~ well ^’^ Forever moomoos' fan! ❤” (trans)

[fy-yongsun]

190514 Solar’s Fancafe Diary

“Hello. This is Solar^^ You got surprised because I suddenly came here, right? The 4 season 4 color project we've done together for 1 year has ended along with the F/W concert. While doing the 4 season 4 color project, i felt that we became closer with Moomoos, so it was really nice and thankfully, we were able to meet with lots of good songs and good people, so I was happy. While doing the F/W concert, quite a lot of things have happened. There were lots of good things, and sad things. I said it at our final concert day too, but a lot of people work hard and put their heart and soul into it from their own positions when we have one concert. In the process, there are times where you can be on edge, as well as having clashing opinions. Things like that can happen, but thanks to those processes, I think a greater concert was completed. Of course, the thing that completed it all was the audience and our Moomoos who enjoyed it together^^ Than you for giving us these great opportunities.

Saying this is quite... I thought about it, again and again, but I don't know what to do. Imagining how happy and how much fun you all have with the thought of all our concerts, I just couldn't bring the words out of my mouth. So today... I'm writing it in words like this.

On April 4th, at 4:01PM, Jjingjjing went far away to heaven first. At first, I thought I would be really sad, and I was, but I was also really thankful. She was with me until now really healthily, and she was really sick recently, but I was sorry and thankful that she endured it well. I'm sorry for telling you so late like this. I wanted to tell you faster, but it was my first time too... I didn't know how to tell our Moomoos about this. I know well how Moomoos adored Jjingjjing more than anybody, so I couldn't say it. Honestly, I couldn't properly tell my members either. I didn't want to make the mood awkward talking about it. And I still haven't been able to with these various thoughts..;; I'm going to try talking to my members as well writing this.

I think Jjingjjing was able to be together with us for even longer, not just because of our family, but because of Moomoo's love as well. Moomoos like her so much that she appeared in music videos ㅎㅎ She wore lots of pretty clothes^^ And ate a lot of tasty foodsㅎㅎ I'm really grateful to Moomoos. I can't express this into any words;; Thank you so much. Now, Jjingjjing isn't by my side, but she'll remain in my heart forever. That'll be the same for Moomoos who liked Jjingjjing too, right?ㅎㅎ

Our Moomoos, don't be too sad, and please send her off prettily^^ Thank you.”

To all the Moomoos who loved Jjingjjing

© daum cafe / trans by ch0sshi

[fy-yongsun]

180430 Solar’s Fancafe Post (trans)

“Hello^^ This is Solar ㅎㅎ Yesterday, Solar Gamsung concert Blossom!! finally ended ㅎ There’s somewhat of an unsatisfying feeling...�� ㅠㅠ When I first started, I worried a lot like “Will I be able to do this well..” but I started getting more confident while preparing everything and practicing ㅎㅎ There were good things that happened while starting Solar’s Emotion, but there were also bad things. But I think I gained strenght from every word from moomoos. Thanks to moomoos, I was able to do a Solar’s Emotion concert. Yesterday, my body became like, hooroorooroo.. after the nervousness completely went away now that the concert ended. So, this is what time it is, after waking up, getting my head straight, and writing this ㅎㅎ  This became an unforgettable memory in my entire life and thank you for presenting this good memory to me^^  There are a lot of things I want to show so I put my all in prepating. It seemed the audience watched it well, so I’m really proud and happy^^ I’ll become Mamamoo’s Solar who always works hard. Of course, Solar’s Emotion concert wasn’t done by myself, but it’s the result from combining the strenght from lots of people^^ Thank you to everyone.  Moomoos, you know I’m always thankful, right?^^  ㅎㅎ I~love you ~chwing!

Also, sorry for saying it was 100 minutes longㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It was my first time so the checking of times wasn’t done well ㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

(Oh yah! There are rumors that some people can’t call ‘Yongddon Gamsung’ as ‘Yongddon Gamsung’ because they’re embarassed ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Be confident. Yong. ddon. Gam. sung.)

(The quality of the photos isn’t good ㅠ)”

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180427 Solar’s childhood photos @ ‘Blossom’ Concert Day 1

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180423 Solar’s Fancafe Diary : “ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Adding being weird^.^” (trans)

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180618 Solar’s Diary : ‘Blossom’ Concert in Busan

“Hello, this is Mamamoo’s Solar. How should I start this... I’m not sure.

First of all, the people who came to the Solar’s Emotion concert, the people who have loved Solar’s Emotion, and the people who have always been together with me for the Solar’s Emotion concert! I want to say thank you to all of those people. I never dreamed of continuing the Solar’s Emotion concerts in Busan after Seoul. I probably wouldn’t have even been able to start them if it wasn’t for Moomoos ㅎㅎ Thank you for believing in me until the end. Today was the last day of the Busan concerts. When it was about to end, that’s when I realized ‘Ah, I’ve really enjoyed lots of happy moments, and it’s something to really be thankful for’. While doing the last song, ‘Star Wind Flower Sun’, I got all these thoughts making me tear up a bit. I recalled each and everyone’s eyes that I saw while performing, and the stories of people who have loved Solar’s Emotion, so my heart.... ㅎㅎㅎ I especially didn’t have much time to prepare for the Busan Solar’s Emotion concerts, so I was even more anxious and worried a lot. I think that’s why I feel unsatisfied  ㅠㅠㅠ I should have prepared better.. I have a bunch of thoughts like that... ㅠㅠㅠ

Because Moomoos exist, Mamamoo exists, and within that is Solar. You have no idea how reassuring it is having you always worry for me and are always together with me ㅎㅎEven when performing, I was able to have more strenght because of Moomos. And when I’m exhausted going home, I start laughing again when I see Moomoos ㅎㅎ Thank you today, too.

I learned a lot through the Solar’s Emotion concerts, and got to know lots of good people. I want to continue to grow, and communicate with Moomoos through good songs and stages. Ah! I also wanted to say thank you to the people who decorated the stage together with me at the Seoul and Busan concerts. You were really great, and thank you for creating unforgettable memories! All that’s left to do is see each other often, so, until then, bye^^

Have a good night^^

© translation by ch0sshi

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180422 Solar’s Fancafe Diary