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[mo0nspell]

i'll finish better call saul by hook or by crook

[decaffedmoon]

starting my second page of february w my favourite lyrics from childish gambino <3 and also trying to give off as much as good vibes as possible

[anonanimal]

do u ever get a stray phantom note on a post like i have a couple posts recently that say like 3 notes but i can only see 2?? is it bots? spooky. can someone like ur posts if they have u blocked did someone accidentally block me and become invisible to me

[airsignvenus-remade]

someone: “omg jimin is a confident gay”

me:

[mo0nspell]

im growing up with you

that means when you're doing stupid shit

or saying dumb things

i'm also doing the same

and you might be mad and i might be mad

but we're both still young so

i'm just happy to grow with you

[mo0nspell]

i cant believe i have to do work off working hrs on my second week

[mo0nspell]

one of those nights where i just want to be in a dark room

feel myself

and listen to lorde

and remind myself who i am

i long for myself

i long for myself

i long for who i am

but everywhere i go i see bits of you and people i used to love and care for

i thought im healed but nobody heals like that

[mo0nspell]

to create something and elicit emotions from others that they have buried deep down themselves because the world has let them down

[mo0nspell]

i wish i was sick

i wish i was sick

cuz i dont want to be bothered

i wish i dont have to talk

or explain myself to anyone

that im just tired and burnt out

im on the verge of burning out and i can feel it

and sometimes

every morning i wish to myself that i wake up with a sore throat and high fever

so people can just leave me alone

[mo0nspell]

i feel so dead inside

[mo0nspell]

from tumblr back to tumblr

[mo0nspell]

i honestly dont know why i feel so much

its so easy to let it out on God

to blame Him to question Him

but in the end

im just like this because thats how i am

i wish he would just let me go sometimes

i am so tired

[mo0nspell]

you know what;s crazy.. whats crazy is not being able to get what i want. andi want simple things in life. i just want to belived. i just want to have great friends. i just want everything to be nice and dandy. and everyone can like me. maybe its too much,

im so tired of running. tired of . uncertainty maybe. but im not rly that tired now. i have no words to write anymore. i used to have so much in me. i used to pour myself a lot/ but now nothing mmaybe im actually happy idk what to feel i just wanna get married build a new life with him. but it scares me. becasue. of the closeness. what if. what if we only work because we r fa rfrom each other. what . does he like being with me , being nextto me. or does he judge nme/ does he love me? does he enjoy talking to me does he like being next ot me or he feels like he wishes he can be at home instead. i cant read him at all in real life its so fucking crazy. since the first date lagi. but if he says he is happy then i'll just believe him fr. like. yeah. anyways. im on dxm peace out

[mo0nspell]

full moon in gemini

regardless of everything that happens in this world

i feel sick and out of touch

i feel like everyone around me is moving and i'm standing still

i feel like everyone around me knows who they are

and i'm still finding myself

i'm still unsure of what should be me what is me

what defines me

and everything i've ever known about me feels tacky outdated childish and cheap

how do i know me how do i find myself

how do i

in terms of everything

find the best makeup that fits me the best outfit that fits me

cuz some feels too large for me some feels too small

how to i throw everything into a fire and start a new

how do i maneuver

how do i navigate

[mo0nspell]

life is crazy because one minute you can be okay. the next minute you want to plot your revenge

[mo0nspell]

i want to pour myself into you

i want to devote myself to you

i want to go deeper with you

i want to do everything with you

i want to

i want to wear your clothes