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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 years

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why is everything hard and nothing fun why is talking to friends an Effort why does sitting in my room for the rest of my life seem pretty peaceful when i know it's probably bad for me why is doing things so exhausting and not fun even if theyre technically fun things why am i just waiting for them to be over so i can sit in my room again alone and why does none of it get easier even though i keep doing them they say you go out of your comfort zone and your comfort zone grows it does Not and im so so tired

#i know this sounds like im depressed im fine really im just. tired #my dad asked me if i want to go to a movie with him gfkjghjkgkgj #thats the entire trigger for this vent post my dad asked if i want to go to a movie #that i want to see!!!#i go to movies with him all the time like it's not scary #i know the movie theatre he drives i dont have to do anything at all i wear my mask theres nobody in there anyway most of the time #like it's really the most easy type of outing i do #and yET #hes like hey wanna go to this movie with me and im like goddamn yeah i'll see if i can scrounge up the energy from somewhere #things should NOT be this hard hfkjgghjgkh #it's not complex like all i have to do is get tickets and be ready on time to be picked up like it's. not complex #how do people do things that are so much more complex than this #how am i ever gonna do things that are so much more complex than this #sdhgjhg wait the americans was just funny let me screenrecord this

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