#shadow definitely cant wear her uniform though

[starrycat123-blog]

So I've been seeing talk of a sonic Madoka magica au. Everyone agrees that shadow shouldn't be homura. So maybe Shadow as Sayaka? With the doomed wish made for someone else and all that. Struggling with the pain of finding that your wish was misguided. You did this for nothing, what is your life even for now? You were trying to do what's right but you were tricked by someone you trusted. Shadow could probably kin Sayaka.

[amphii-writes]

Random Haikyuu Head Canons I Have

these are all taken from my discord server cause i remember to write them there, if you want to request fanfics, my requests are W I D E open! there is also nO order! these are just all the headcanons i could find tbh

warnings: mentions of blood, and just overall wild times, swearing

Asahi loves knitting sweaters because his shoulders are broad and he also loves seeing the reactions from his teammates when they get a sweater from him! He says he buys them but he doesn’t

Aone likes knitting socks because he has big feet and he loves fluffy knee high socks but his team will never know

Asahi and Aone regularly hang out and knit together! (after asahi wasnt scared of him anyways)

Nishinoya gives you shiny rocks he finds because “your eyes shine like them!”

Yamaguchi likes to have your head rest on his chest while cuddling!

Aone likes to bake

Aone dressed like a polar bear because koganegawa told him to- halloween was amazing

daICHI HAS A KISS THE COOK APRON

Daichi secretly can make some kick ass steak and is amazing at grilling sorry

Okay but real talk, Kenma and Yaku swear like sailors and it scares everyone because they always whisper the most foul, insulting things under their breath. Hearing it is like seeing a cryptid

Speaking of cryptids, Fukunaga and Shibayama are THE most true crime, mythology, and mystery obsessed fanatics on the team and often fanboy about it together 

Fukunaga’s obsession with moth man has gotten to an unhealthy stage

Kenma absolutely had a vampire phase and has read twilight. Only Kuroo knows and has sworn to secrecy via blood pact

Kuroo’s a musical nerd. Knows all of the lyrics to Hamilton, BMC, DEH, Heathers, Rent, Beetlejuice, Etc. Kenma considered dropping him because of it

Iwaizumi tells the worst dad jokes and Kyotani, wanting to beat him, started doing it too and it drives everyone insane

Yahaba and Matsukawa get along surprisingly well. Both are true crime freaks and bond over their forensic files obsessions

Matsukawa didn’t really like his thick eyebrows so he got one of his female friends to pluck it for him, but almost cried and gave up after the first hair. Oikawa called him a pussy for the next year

Hanamaki jokingly flirts with everyone on the team so most of them just got used to it, but it still confuses Kindaichi to the point of mental breakdown

Makki called Kyotani ‘puppy’ as a joke once and now mad dog is truly terrified of him

Kyotani’s dog absolutely ADORES Oikawa and it’s the funniest shit to the rest of the team

Mattsun and Makki play DnD and once convinced Yahaba and Kyotani to join. Kyotani kept rolling to fight everyone and Yahaba was a bard that kept rolling to seduce everyone. They kept yelling across the board so they had to kick them out

Outside of his school uniform, Goshiki specifically wears only plaid

Tendou makes little chocolates for the whole team every once in a while so they don’t think he’s scary

Semi and Shirabu once had a fistfight in an abandoned McDonald’s parking lot while Tendou filmed and Goshiki cheered them on

Everybody makes fun of Shirabu’s haircut but nobody dares to say it to his face. its gotten to the point where they say he got it done by a blind old lady

There’s a running joke about Shirabu also getting his haircut from prison but Goshiki is starting to suspect that it may not be a joke

Yamagata and Tendou are good friends with the mutual goal of collecting as much blackmail on their team as possible

Tendou loves animals generally considered to be ‘ugly’ like rats, crows, reptiles, etc.

80% of Goshiki’s playlist is shit overplayed on the radio. Him, Shirabu, Tendou, Kawanishi and Ushijima have a permanent ban from the aux cord

Nobody watches YouTube with Ushijima because he never skips the damn ads (other than tendou)

Suna once said y’all’dn’t’ve unironically and made a first year cry

Akagi once said UwU unironically and had an identity crisis.

Osamu has one of those rainbow gaming keyboards and is constantly on a discord call. Atsumu always yells weird shit in the background to embarrass him and once pretended to be him

During Seijoh group chat arguments. Hanamaki and Mattsukawa like to drop facebook minion memes in just to piss everyone off even more

mattsun and maki both have separate photo albums in their phones labelled ‘minion memes to piss everyone off’

Hinata carries a pocket knife and no one has no fucking idea why

mattsun and maki both have matching rat fursuits that look like they actually where in a sewer- they chased oikawa around

For all his talk of plant analogies and metaphors, Ushijima cant grow shit

Goshiki’s Bangs are the way they are because his favorite character was Rock Lee from Naruto

Oikawa has watched Ouran High School Host Club front to back so many times and he can quote all of Tamaki’s lines by heart -He keeps bothering Iwaizumi to “be his Haruhi, since you’re shorter than me”

Koganegawa has definitely gone as an Angry Bird for Halloween

Fukunaga has those reflective cat eyes, and he has terrified Yamamoto on several occasion

Hanamaki and Matsukawa have a teddy bear that they pretend is their child and they share custody

Suga always sprays whipped cream straight into his mouth whenever he sees a can

Nishinoya definitely bit people as a kid

Nishinoya would be the guy to wear shorts all year round and even if it's snowing, he'll insist he's not cold

Tendou is still stuck in his emo phase and would fangirl over Creepypasta with me and I appreciate that (me too buddy, me fuckin too)

Kyoutani LOOKS like he’d listen to viking death metal, but in reality he listens to Mother Mother and knows all the words to Ghosting

Sugawara would definitely encourage me to dumb shit and not stop me, and you’re all dumb for thinking he wouldn’t 

KENMA IS NOT ‘uwu owo’ SHY, HE IS ‘your fucking gross’ SHY SO LITERALLY STFU

Bokuto listens to Nicki Manaj. And knows all the words. To every. Single. Song.

Ushijima for some reason knows an odd amount of 90′s-2000′s R&B and he will hum along to the songs if they come on the radio (he also loves Dolly Parton) ((he says he relates to her music))

Bokuto once ate instant ramen for an entire month

TERUSHIMA DID TRY TO FUCK A PLANT WHILE SHITFACED AND GOD I STAND BY WHAT I SAID

atsumu let’s you put makeup on him and pretends to eat the brushes (do yk what im talking about- like n o m)

tendou ran for school president as a joke but actually won

i 100% believe that all of karasuno’s third years apologize when they bump into inanimate objects, but when suga is really tired or stressed out, he’ll yell at them instead.

Tanaka, Nishinoya, and Taketora have a group chat called "Bros who want sum hoes" and they send each other hypebeast memes and shit

Sugawara knows how to do a bunch of flexible shit because he sometimes goes to yoga with daichi and asahi's moms, its fucking hilarious

tanaka and noya both breakdance- they work as a team and sometimes go to tokyo for underground competitions- saeko drives them

Daichi knows a little ballet- nobody other than Kiyoko knows because they saw each other at the ballet class and had to work together- dont tell tanaka and noya that he lifted her though

Osamu once put glitter on Atsumu's pillow- he still finds hot pink glitter on shit

kita knits and crochets with his grandma

Kita's grandma knows everyone's names because kita talks shit bout them, her favorite is Aran

Kuroo has burnt his eyebrows off doing an experiment. His goggles didn't cover all his brows,,, so he just showed up to practice like that. No eyebrows and a chemical burn

kenma has played all kinds of games, but he was dared to play corpse party by kuroo. He wasn't scared because of the gore, he was thinking about the trauma the characters went through. Punched kuroo the next day because that game was fucked up

Lev isn't a strong swimmer, so he often grabs people by the head to keep himself up. happened with kenma and lev couldn't walk due to the force of kenmas suprised water kicks

akaashi has those fancy pens that you have to dip in ink and they're so nice

Bokuto has and will eat pencil erasers again

Daichi once almost lost his shit at his team but instead he lost his shit at the door that decided to stub his toe on the way out of the gym. not the best thing to be found yelling to.

Yamaguchi for sure has been dragged to one of terushimas parties because he didnt wanna say no. oh and terushima has like frat boy level parties too. Yams has for sure had some wild nights and doubts anyone other than Tsukishima and the party-goers will ever know

Akaashi can actually flirt very well! He reads romance novels sometimes and has analyzed any and every book in his possession! so he's actually quite charming

Daihsou unironically posted on twitter after mika broke up with him "I still see her shadows in my room"

Mattsun and Maki run a fake oikawa account; its been going ever since twitter even started getting popular and they even started sending messages in spanish. The posts would range from "I love all my fans!" to flirting with them :) Oikawa is pissed cause the account got verified before he did and most of his fans also follow the fake oikawa. Tooru has no idea who runs it JUST IMAGINE OIKAWA JUST LIKE RANTING TO THE SEIJOH 3RD YEAR ALUMNI AND JUST "no Iwa-chan, you dont understand! they run a fake account and pretend to be me!" while makki and mattsun laugh their asses off

Oh, kenma for sure has pretended to be a girl on discord and has gotten someone to buy him stuff. after they do he says in his normal voice "fucking simp" and then hangs up and blocks the other persons discord

Yamamoto, despite his rough appearance, loves kids and has and will be a human jungle gym

suna in middle school had a game with his friends about who could make kids cry the fastest

The twins switched places back in middle school and nobody could tell because of how great they are at acting like eachother

Daichi once arrested coach ukai for public intoxication after a game :|

Daichi has arrested many people from his old volleyball team but the most memorable case was when he arrested tanaka and noya for reckless driving. poor idiots got so scared when they saw their old captains face in their mirror and started to pray

tanaka, while trying to intimidate someone, once said "You dont gotta tell me twice, i may be straight but these hands are bisexual" and he often cringes at night thinking about it

Kageyama, as a comeback to Tsukishima, said "one thing about us royalty is that we love to feast" and he also fuckin hates what he said

the third years made a cult for Kiyoko. they chant every wednesday "i'll do anything for kiyoko, she makes me go loco"

oikawas fangirls are known to be fucking rabid

yAMAMOTO AND KENMA AFTER THEIR FIGHT WERE FORCED BY KUROO TO MAKE IT UP: so they dyed their hair together

Makki and mattsun sang two trucks in front of the entire team. everyone was so confused. Makki: "twO TRUCKS HAVIN SEX!!" Mattsun: "oH yEs!"THEY'D SWITCH OFF AND HAVE LIKE CHOREOGRAPHY TOO LIKE THEY'D DO A TANGO WHILE THE SONG IS LIKE "two beer trucks, making love"

tendou once called Oikawa "mr. no-nationals" and got kicked in the shins before iwaizumi could save him

Tsukishima had a my little pony phase

you work with matsukawa at a morgue and he makes dead people jokes while you fix some dead guys face with wax and makeup he'd be like "so didnt he like,,, stick his head out of the sunroof of a moving fuckin car??" he'd be singing dumb ways to die the entire day

i feel like Kuroo has one crazy accident a year. like it might not be deadly but its fucking crazy like for example: Kuroo for sure has ridden in a shopping cart at past midnight with kenma (who pushed him down a hill) causing Kuroo to get scratched up hella well. he lied and said he spent the night with a girl and kenma fucking hated himself cause he would be the girl if that was true

Mattsun has flirted with the 4th years moms before (AS A JOKE), and because of this: he is known as “fuckin milf hunter” sometimes by the team

Warning, this next headcanon is talking about cannabis, weed, mary jane, the zoink root. so if your uncomfortable, please dont read below :)

dude i wanna get high as SHIT with Asahi 

i think Asahi would be one of those mfkers who takes one hit and is gone 

ASAHI ACCIDENTALLY GOING TO PRACTICE ZOINKED 

IMAGINE HIM SEEING TSUKISHIMA AND JUST "he looks so judgemental,,, im scared" 

OR LIKE A MAD DAICHI AND JUST "i'm gonna,,, im gonna go jump out the window now" 

Noya and Tanaka would know tho, i feel like they'd have a 6th sense when it comes to weed. they probably get some from Saeko cause she'd rather they do it in the house. they'd smell asahi like fucking dogs and just so,,, big guy had fun without us huh? 

DAICHI WOULD KNOW ABOUT ASAHI BEING ZOINKED, SMASH HIS FACE INTO THE WALL, TURN AROUND WITH A RED MARK ON HIS FOREHEAD AND WITH A BEAMING SMILE AND FEUX ENTHUSIASM SAY: "YOSH, LETS WARM UP!"

[imagination-is-key-in-my-world]

Memories Last

Pairing: Alec Lightwood x Reader Warnings: none Brief: You’re a shadow hunter with a difference. 

I knew one thing, I was in way over my head.

My bar shift finished and I was on my way home. I shared an apartment with my close warlock friend called Magnus. He has been the one person who I was allowed to take with me from my past. One piece of my old life, there to remind me of my duties as a shadowhunter as well as a protector to those who are unaware of their true abilities.

Deep in my thoughts, I felt the darkness envelope me, as I took the quicker route home through the alleyway close to the bar. I was only 10 minutes away from our place when I sensed a figure stood behind me.

This was something I should be used to because of the line of work I am in. Or should I say the line of work I used to be in. Ever since I became a protector to the naïve shadowhunters, my field work has lets say somewhat lacking. Considering this I felt an ache in the bottom of my stomach as I reached for my licensed gun. I couldn't take out my seraph blade until I knew who or what I was up against.

Seeing as I had a glamour on and I was still being followed, this person was definitely not mundane.

“Such a pretty Nephilim walking all alone.” There were now hands on the back of my hips, pulling me from my path. “Or shall I say, such a naïve little angel blooded bitch.” That was when the impact struck the side of my face, hitting me hard enough for my frail overworked body. The lack of training in the institute with someone I could spar with and not hurt was hard to find when you live with a warlock.

I couldn't help but scream when a sharp pressure was applied to my stomach and dragged out. Creating a long slice from the left side of my pelvis up to my the underpart of my right boob. It was then when I was lying at my weakest point that I was able to grab my seraph blade. Igniting it with light as I made contact with it.

Pulling my arm back with all of the remaining strength in my body. I could make out the fangs as my blade provided light in a very dark place. The figure above me spoke once more before I was able to drive the blade through his rib cage.

“You know all this blood is making me a little hungry. It would be a shame for it to all go to waste now wouldn't...” The creature above me disintegrated into a million fragments on top of me. If I was mundane I would be screaming at how disgusting this was.

A strong sense of relief spread through my weak body. Someone has saved me from this fate and they were running over to me, two dark haired figures and two light. As I was close to collapsing I let out a small groan.

They mumbled something before I blacked out, I could just about hear it but I could no longer see or move. “What did she just say?” The words faded out as the male spoke, then everything went black.

Jace's POV 

It all happened so fast. But the woman taking on one vampire with two of his friends in a close pursuit was surprisingly calm. As if she wasn't aware that there were actual monsters attacking her.

As Alec took on one of the vampires from a distance.

 I bolted towards the third that was advancing closer to his mate. She would have never have survived if two of them got their hands on her. When I got closer to her it was then when I saw the blood, but I was also able to make out black markings underneath her shirt where she had been slashed. It appeared as though she was concealing runes.

Concealing runes was not uncommon for shadowhunters that preferred to live among the mundane. To live out a normal life without the constant questions of why and what they were.

I was able to take out the third vamp slashing at him as I bolted towards the girl. I noticed her hand pull back with a blade very much similar to the one that I stabbed through the chest of the creature stood above her. She was indeed a shadow hunter.

Clary was close behind me, then Issy joined us as we stared down at the woman who appeared to be passed out. There was a noise that left her lips, quiet but because of our runes, we could make out what she said.

“Alec!”

~ 5 Hours later ~

We managed to get her back to the institute with the help of Magnus. One call from Clary and he popped through a portal right in front of us. His expression was clear, he knew who she was. Only why didn't we?

Taking us back to the institute we placed her in the infirmary, trying to get as much information out of Magnus as we could. That way we could know what we were up against with this girl.

Magnus told us this,

Most of the answers we seek could only be answered by y/n herself.

They were long time friends who live with one another, both there to protect each other.

She was a shadowhunter, but she was different.

“Stop asking me questions and return to my first point.”

Issy started to draw on a healing rune, but she was interrupted by Magnus' shrieking, “No don't do that!” Running over and removing the stele from her hand. We all looked at him confused as to why he reacted in such a terrified way.

“I'm sorry.” Holding his hands up the way that he would always do when we would question his opinion, “it will not work on her.”

“Explain Magnus, now!” Alec demanded. Shocking all of us as he has pretty much been a laid back brother for a few months now. “Why won't it work on her?”

“A warlock put a curse on her when she first left the institute. And before you ask, I cant tell you much more as to why she left. That is her story and for her to tell.” Alec moved over to sit by y/n, looking at her quizzically as if he was trying to work out who she was and how she knew his name. “Basically, if you tried to fix that,” he pointed to her injury, “it will only increase the pain. It looks like we are going to have to fix this the old fashioned way.”

~ 5 Hours later ~

Alec took up the role of nurse, doctor, surgeon as well as making sure she didn't get worse through the day. Sitting with her when he should have been training with us.

I walked in to find him leaning on the bed, resting his chin on his crossed arms, not breaking eye contact with her at any given moment. He was exploring every inch of her face, trying to bring back a memory of her.

[After the surgery..]

Alec: I think we knew her.

Me: What do you mean?

Alec: Look at that necklace. It isn't just that, look at those lips, and picture a smile on her face.

Me: *Confused* You want me to picture something that I cannot see.

Alec: Forget it *waves me off * it's stupid. Let's just pray she wakes up soon and can tell us who she is.

Me: Are you coming to train?

Alec: No, not today. Someone has to stay with her just in case she deteriorates.

Me: *Places a hand on his shoulder* Okay Alec, but keep us informed.

“Come on Alec you have been sitting here for hours,” I walked over and shook him by the shoulders so that he knew that I was there. “We can go and get a coffee, stretch your legs, she will still be there when we get back.”

He finally conceded and got up. “I don't like this Jace. I don't like the idea of her waking up and being alone.” Slinging my arm around his shoulder, allowing him to know that I understood what he was feeling. If I had to leave Clary or Issy behind in y/n's condition, I would be feeling exactly the same.

“I know Alec but we will return soon, I promise.”

Y/N’s  POV 

Where am I? What am I wearing? Why am I in pain? All these questions and yet no one here to answer them.

I scanned the room and found my wrecked work uniform on the table next to my bed. Using the stool by the side of me as a support to pull myself out of the bed. I noticed that the stool base was warm, someone must have been sat here and only recently leaving.

That was when it hit me. I know where I am. “I'm back at the institute. But how?”

I grabbed some fresh clothes where I knew they kept some in the drawer. They were stocked for patients that couldn't wear the clothes that they came in with. Perfect for my situation. I slipped on the black skinny jeans and a tube top, allowing my wound to breath.

I did consider getting back into bed, but I was intrigued by being back here. I wanted to explore to see how much it has changed since I was last here.

I started down the long corridor and found myself in the new training and sparring room. A lot fancier than the one that I worked out in, better equipment and weapons inventory that the limitation of the seraph blades, daggers, whips and bow and arrows.

Running my hand across the blades, taking in the familiar feeling. I let out a soft sigh at the life that I left behind, or more so forced to leave behind and turned.

“Ooff!” I bumped into a large dark haired figure. Landing back on the floor, darn you wound making me seem weak that a simple bump can result in be on my back sprawled out on the floor.

Looking up at the boy I let out a second gasp. He seemed highly concerned about my well being, checking me all over as he dropped to his knees. His eyes were immediately on my bandaged up injury. “I'm sorry are you okay.”

He spoke so frantically with so much fear within his voice. “I'm okay.” I said trying to pry myself off of the floor, “argh” I cried falling back down.

The once white bandage started to ooze out a browny red liquid, one that I am far too familiar with, blood. A panicked look on his face, “Let me help you, we have to get you back to the infirmary.” He placed his one arm around the back of my shoulders and the other holding the bandage onto my wound.

~ 2 hours later ~

“Thanks,” I muttered as Alec stitched me up once again. He told me about how he found me and that he knows that I have a connection to Magnus. “I take it you are confused about who I am.”

A smirk spread across his face as he focused on my words. “You could say that.” Placing a new gauze and bandage on, trying to be as delicate as he could with his touch. Almost as if I was made of a breakable glass. “I know that you're a shadowhunter, but Magnus said that you were different?”

By the time he asked the question, the others joined the room. Sitting around my bed as if I was a new toy. Fascinating.

“Well get comfy cause this is a long story.” The only person who smiled at my little joke was Alec, the others had the most serious look on their face.

“My name is y/n Fairchild.” Clary gasped and then looked at me confused.

“How many relatives do I have?” She asked giving off a lighthearted laugh.

“I am indeed a shadowhunter but as Magnus informed you guys, I am not like the rest of you. My mother Jocelyn had two girls and one boy. I am the oldest, Clary I am your sister.” I gave it a second for it to sink in. “Jocelyn raised me as a shadowhunter, but she didn't want this life for you Clary. That is why when I started training here, she shipped me off and asked Hodge to take care of me. To raise me as if I was his own, but we both knew the truth, so we had a great friendship blossom.”

I tried to sit up, feeling hands on both my stomach and my back. Slowly guiding and lifting me to the position that I wanted to be in.

“So while I was here I met you,” I looked at Alec, who didn't know how he should take my comment. “Jace and Isabelle. We were close growing up, sparring with one another until early hours of the morning. I helped with you two in training to receive your parabati runes. But once Clary started noticing things and Magnus had to wipe her memory, Jocelyn told me that I had to look after her, to train her to be a shadowhunter.”

“But I don't remember you.” Clary squeaked sounding so innocent.

“Thank Jocelyn for that one. I trained you into this life, I made sure that you were ready for anything that may come your way. But when creatures started coming into your life it terrified her. She told Magnus to wipe your memory and to replace it with one that didn't include me or the shadow world.”

Alec squeezed my hand, I wasn't aware he was holding it up until that point. “So when she gave you this blissful life, this normal life. She informed the Clave of how well I did as a protector. Resulting in me becoming a tutor outside of the institute and restricted from ever entering the institute. I had to help people like you Clary train, but befriend them so that I was close enough to them that I would be able to stop danger coming.”

“Being away from the institute and the job for so long as less shadowhunters needed me, I started to erase my runes one at a time. Trying to get a normal life, away from all of this even though I didn't want to.”

Jace walked to the other side of my bed, “So if I know you, we all know you. How come we cannot remember you?”

The others nodded along with Jace, agreeing with the one thing that was important to ask. “Magnus helped me with that one yet again. It was hard for me to leave you guys, my friends and my sister, but he already showed me that he could do it on you Clary. So the Clave told him to do the same with Alec, Jace and Isabelle. I'm so sorry guys.”

“What about the healing rune? Why wont that work?” Isabelle asked staring at my stomach.

“I became a problem for a warlock. I stopped him from trying to find you Clary when they were looking for the Mortal Cup. I never left you even though I was meant to cut all ties. That way you wouldn't spark any of your past memories. As a punishment to preventing him on multiple occasions he took away the one thing that I needed the most in this job.”

I was talking for so long I could feel myself falling asleep. My head falling onto the shoulder of Alec who had joined me on the bed as I was too weak to hold myself up. My eyes were shut but I could hear Alec talk quietly to the others, noticing I was drifting off and didn't want to wake me.

“I think you guys should go. Let her sleep for a while, I will stay with her to make sure she is okay.”

The others mumbled something that sounded like an agreement.

Alec's POV 

I needed to know who she was. I know that she told us who she was, but I wanted my memories back. I wanted to remember what she said, about is growing up together. About us having a close friendship. She told me when she woke up slightly when the others had gone that she was always closer to me.

This made me smile. Apart from Jace I had never had someone tell me that they considered me their best friend. Even now I have felt Jace drift from me and get closer to Clary.

I felt important, being the one who was responsible for her while the others were getting some sleep or were out training. It gave me a sense of purpose. But even though she tells me all this about herself and the friendship we had, I wanted to remember it myself.

I pulled out my phone from my pocket, and pressed Magnus. I noticed her stiffen as I moved ever so slightly, but within a few moments of stirring, she snuggled back into my arms. Resting her head and arm over my chest.

“Magnus, I need your help. Come to the infirmary and bring everything you can to restore my memory.”

Within a few minutes Magnus arrived. Seeing y/n sleeping sound asleep he let out a small smile. “I always knew you guys were close.” Chuckling as I unwrapped himself from y/n, making sure that she didn't fall down hard onto the bed. Holding her as I rested her body down flat, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

“So can you do it?” I asked. He waved his arms around and laughed.

“I am Magnus Bane, why wouldn't I be able to.” Arranging his potions and books, “You know that this isn't going to be easy. It is going to cause you a lot of pain. Does she know you're doing this?”

I shake my head. “I need to know my true feelings for her. All the pain that comes with it is worth it.”

~ 1 Hour Later ~

I knew everything, more than that I knew who I was before when I was with her.

All of my feelings returned and I felt like I had been given a gift. I slowly got into bed with her to resume the position that I was in before Magnus came and returned my memories.

Sliding my arm under her and resting her back onto my chest, stroking her hair. All I could think about while she was asleep was how much I wanted her to be mine when we were younger.

I would run around after her and never leave her side. I was only 10 when I first met her and the minute I saw her I knew she was an angel. She had runes almost all over her neck the same way that I did. (This made me sad when I thought about how she no longer had that rune on her now.)

As the years went on we became closer than ever. To the point that when we were out training or on missions, we would both go back to the others room and collapse onto the bed cuddled up the same way that we are now. This continued up until she was 16 and I was 17 when she left the institute. Breaking my heart along with it.

But her coming back, although her situation wasn't ideal for her to come back, has brought back an important part of my life. A part of my life that I missed.

I rested my head against hers, letting her know that I am still here. That I will always be here.

~ Next Day ~

I woke up to see her facing the other way but still on my arm. So I took the opportunity and rolled over to spoon her from behind. She didn't wake up straight away, she actually molded herself into my arms better and I heard a slight moan from her. Was that a good thing?

“Alec?” She turned around to face me and I pretended to still be asleep, I didn't want to seem weird. Not that I don't look that way anyway. “Alec? Are you awake?”

Her hand raised up to my head and stroked my hair. It felt really nice so I pretended as though that was what woke me and not the loud grunting coming from Jace and Clary in the training room next door. “Hey.” I said sleepily. “Are you alright?”

She smiled and dragged her hand through her hair. “I've been better? But this is a nicer improvement to waking up to Magnus burning something and flailing about.” I laughed nervously and she joined me. “Yeah this is nice.”

I smiled at what she said. I have always enjoyed waking up to her, but this time it felt different. Although my feelings were suppressed by my memories being taken away from me. I feel as though it is time that I was honest with her.

“Y/N, I need to tell you some...” I was interrupted by her kissing me. My eyes were wide at the moment of impact, but as I realized what happened I relaxed.

Y/N’s POV 

I didn't have enough time to figure out what I was doing. I leaned into Alec and kissed him. What the hell am I doing?

But it was then that Alec grabbed the side of my face and pulled me back into him as I tried to pull away thinking it was a mistake. “y/n,” he moaned against my lips. Pulling away scanning my eyes, “you do not know how long I have wanted to do that.”

I laughed and kissed him again. “Memory back?” He nodded with a big grin on his face. “Magnus?”

“How did you guess?” Alec laughed playing with my hair the same way he used to do when I was little. “But really y/n, it doesn't matter how long you've been gone or if my memory is taken from me. I will always come back to you.”

“I guess memories do last, huh?” Grinning up at his morning hair, looking like he had been attacked.

“You could say that.”

We were interrupted by Magnus and the others, “It's about time, I'm sick of hearing about what could have been.” Magnus spoke up from the group. “But honestly get a room, this is a hygienic room we do not need this,” gesturing to the two of us, “ruining the sheets.”

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ALL THE PALACE QUESTIONS JUST ALL OF THEM

Send ‘Palace’ + a number and I will explain;

oH GOD HERE WE G O I GU ES S?? ?? 

What the my muse palace look like

Riku’s palace would very much look like an overpoweringly elegant Grand Hall, plopped right in the middle of massive amounts of attractions for entertainment. Beautiful yet hectic, it’s a place of folly and glamour; complete with flower petals falling outside, and constant music somewhere in the distance.It’ll eventually come to light that the palace, despite looking so beautiful and well-put-together in appearance, is a complete mess by design. Diving in further and further into the Grand Hall, it becomes quite twisted and confusing, almost wonderland-esque, trying to meld the group’s desires into it’s design---as if to fit in and make everything seem ok, or make them like it. There are often many dead ends, many rooms have completely contrasting themes that seem to have nothing to do with Riku, hidden catwalks above are abundant, and it seems like shadows could use even the most unassuming things as weapons. When the final boss comes around, Riku’s desire to keep everything happy fun time crumbles almost immediately---Her sudden rush of fear and shame causing the figurative ‘veil’ to lift from the group’s eyes to reveal just how crackled and downright horrifying the palace becomes in it’s dissonance.

Riku’s palace is the reflection of a heart of a girl who wants to be everything she can be for the sake of someone’s happiness, and indirectly her own; and fool everyone when it’s not working. Her heart’s cracked beyond compare---She’s been (and in some ways, still being) abused, neglected, and used, but she succeeds in hiding it all from everyone, depriving herself comfort or understanding because she can’t bear the idea of showing it to herself, let alone anyone else. She glues the with the tiny amounts of genuine happiness she feels, try to protect herself by willingly being used instead of being fooled into security. The fact that no one ever believes her,  turn on her when she’s not what they want, she just. Stopped. Put everything in boxes and left it there, never to be touched again. She puts a mask over her own heart so she can go on with life, and if it’s torn away, the amount of raw shame she’d feel for not being what people expect her, what she’s been through, would be heartbreaking---whether to you or to her, I’ll let you decide. 

Many of the palace’s symbolism wouldn’t make sense to those who haven’t taken the time to get to know her (which would take awhile), causing it to seem even MORE of a nonsensical mess.

The keywords to get into the palace

Hall

What their treasure is within the palace

There’s massive amounts of “treasure” in the treasure room, mostly of stereotypical womanly desires (jewelry, perfumes, clothing, a very beautiful sculpture of a man) the correct choice is a pearl necklace adorned with the ‘most expensive jewels in the world’ as it’s broach. It’s a glorification of her Mother’s most prized jewelry. 

Her shadow, though, references it as a ‘collar’.

What the treasure take form after being taken out of the palace

It turns into a worn out blue ribbon. 

Completely useless, though it will definitely be pointed out that it’s a replica of the ribbon Riku wears in her hair. If the Protagonist chooses to keep it, there WILL be an option to give it to Riku as a gift.

How the shadows look like

Shadows come in all shapes, sizes and appearances in this palace---which goes along with the many things her palace has to offer in account of appearance. adults seem to be dressed extravagantly, very bourgeoisie yet with very similar clothing, different colored cocktail dresses and suits, shining jewelry and champagne glasses. Teenagers are either dressed in uniform clothing or in very high-fashioned outfits. Their masks are very reflective of traditional Venetian masks (ie: teens/student’s have Colombina masks while normal adults have Morettas), and could also depict the danger levels, as well as differentiate the normal npc’s to ones u can fight/who can attack. 

These shadows are very...selfish. They won’t do anything they’re interested in, and will only do something if you have something to give in return. Despite Riku being the ‘owner’ of the palace, no one really has many good things to say about her, saying ‘who?’ and ‘oh that girl’.

What their shadow self look like + how they behave

Her outfit is pretty reminiscent of a marionette---short skirts puffed up with ruffles, and ribbons in places where. She’s even referred to as a puppet to the ‘Madame’ of the Grand Hall---and honestly, everyone’s puppet. The fact that she dresses so pretty isn’t bc she see’s herself in that outfit, but because everyone else expects it of her. Riku’s outfit is the most personalized out of all the other shadows in the palace ( besides the final boss, who is another woman ).

Shadow Riku plays on how ‘playfully perfect, angelic and sprite-like’ people think of her as, yet seems to be more avoidant. She dances out of view quite often and is quick to run away if you ask too many questions, as if being too close will do something to her. To make up for this, she’s massively blunt, shedding all of the sugary kind talk and just telling it like it is. When confronted at the end of the palace and you defeat the final boss, sHE WILL CALL OUT AND ROAST THE FUCK OUT OF YOU. Call you out on all your shit, dig into the depths of your heart and throw it back at your face---especially when it comes to the topic of her. The truth of what you’ve thought of and about her, what you’ve done to her, the things she hid, sacrificed and protected you from for the sake of your “fragile pride and weak happiness”. It’s only made worse by the fact that she speaks so happily while dragging all your transgressions to light, she giggles and laughs while talking shit about you aND herself. The fact that she can easily figure things out about someone and is generally known as the group confidant makes her words seem like a knife, easily cutting deep to the point of someone wanting to lash out and harm her---Which is pretty much what she wants. You’ve seen too much, she needs to break all bonds with you or else she cant take your disappointment. 

When you correctly smooth things over and portray to her that no, you’re not going to do all the shit she expects you to do, what everyone else has done, she’s silent for quite a long time---Before apologizing for what she said (not apologizing for the truth, but apologizing for saying it in the way she did) and saying you should go. You can hear a quiet thank you, before she disappears. Sorry, no tearful revelations here--You get that from the now going to be completely distraught real!Riku

Which sin they represent the most

FUCK IDK. I’d say it’s pride---referencing to Riku’s very...off colored sense of pride that’s PRETTY BIG once you understand how it goes. It also plays into how she’s too prideful to allow someone to see who she rlly is.