#she radiates chaotic energy and i'm enabling her

[locria-writes]

Hmm, the „cheating“ Lothar asks makes me wonder, how would HE react if the MC cheated on him? 🤔 Perhaps not with Val because that just can‘t end well, but with some random nobles or perhaps even some servants? Would it help if she claims that she only ever loves Lothar and all those flings are purely physical? Does he even think he has a right to be upset (poor boi totally has :( he deserves all the good things after all he‘s been through ;n;) what‘s with his constant guilt and self-loathing?

g o d  some of you guys really come through with more drama than i could ever dream up （❁▿❁＊）

so uh, this might be maybe kinda sorta planned and maybe kinda sorta with val god help me

lothar doesn’t believe he has the right to feel upset about the bad things that happen to him, but clearly, that doesn’t stop him lol. and what’s with all his issues? blame his adoptive father (◡‿◡✿)