#she's dj-ing AND itll be spooky and i need more spooky friends | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

heart-bones · 1 year

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about an hour and a half after getting home from work, I decided I didn't have the spoons to go to the bar and rave thing with new friend but now that it's been *three hours* since I got home, I do kind of wish I HAD gone to bar and rave thing with new friend.

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There will be other times it's just, it's like ??? I'm alone all the time, want connection and to not feel lonely, but then I literally HAVE A CHANCE to not be alone, to be out with a friend, even a new one, and I'd rather stay home. Why am I like this.

#u dont become good friends w ppl unless u like. TALK AND DO THINGS W THEM #(excluding like online friends but we do all talk all the time)#i dunno #i also feel like... i cant explain it its like no one out here has clicked yet #(except Rachel hehe because it was like immediately buck tick gundam wing on!)#(but i hardly see them now that they have a partner)#but other than her its like ??? there's something in them (or me?) that's not instantly jelling ??? does this make sense to anyone?#some similar tastes here and there but ???#i dont know maybe im just not being open enough #BUT!!! another new friend and i are Truly Actually Going to the goth club here a few sundays from now since we'll be off work!!#she's dj-ing AND itll be spooky and i need more spooky friends

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