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spade-club · 11 months

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Aaaaa. Its raining today so getting out of bed is super hard. This is not a good development for my body as ive reached "need to get a job immediately or else I lose my appartment" status bc damn. I'm hella unreliable because of my back and I dont want to have to push through this all the time. Just experiencing it at home is hard enough. I wish I knew what to do...

#Aaaaaa #having a day #probs MJ or something idrk #just having a melty blurry one today because existing is hard #I'm in my room rn tho and it reminds me of my room from my parents house because it has all the same things in it & set up so similarly now #and im just watching youtube videos about videogames #but im in the future now where I have to worry about rent & utilities & credit card debt #& car insurance ew ugh. too much to worry about financially!! and all I want is to like. not feel unstable about multiple of my basic needs #shelter. food. sleep. all really fucking difficult to juggle rn #I should look into like a rideshare or delivery job... I just dont know which ones are actually good? I guess I know ppl. i can ask around #nvm just remembered an old coworker telling me about one they did and how well it was going!! looking into it now maybe!#excited by the idea of getting a couple extra dollars for driving around!#even tho sitting in my car for too long hurts me too. its not as bad and I really enjoy driving #& I can just do it now... yeah?#okay hold on this was a big revelation!! excited now!!

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