#should prob just channel it into actual creative pursuits not shitposting

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Being unhinged on insta and tbh even on here I think has been scaring the hoes away ... need to find an outlet to post all my edgy or insane or just drug use thoughts without it like .... affecting my social standing but I do just find it so ... lame and fake. It’s just an app...... yet if u post incomprehensible shit or just a JOKE on it ppl who u thought are also crazy eg comedians or edgy artist types etc will be like hmm... she’s a bit odd

Rly makes me think about that delicate line of fun weird and bad weird that tbh I have issue navigating... and With insta being more female and my social media circle in general being more female (duh) there’s these extra rules I keep forgetting or just think don’t apply to me but they still do and I end up being seen as weird ... whatever ! I realise it’s an evolutionary response to potential risks but still!