#shuichiposting

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Rising from the ashes (I'm still around I just have nothing to say <3) to continue the tradition of horrible Shuichi art on Togos Day. I think this is the best piece of pixel art I've ever made. I don't know how to feel about that.

Textbox was made using this: https://www.demirramon.com/generators/undertale_text_box_generator

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my beautiful angel

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im going to shuichipost (derogatory)

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oh yeah a draft version of the doodlebob for the shuichi-cullen intersex post. cullen is such a little cutie pie for the love of fucking god get her out of there (housamo)

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Shuichi Togo vs the role of Shuichi Togo. I keep having him taking refuge in other identities where he isn't burdened by responsibilities that range from Adult to Insane and he has supportive adults in his life, and then clock back into the Shuichi Togo factory and not think about it

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the Block This Overhead potential of shuichi togo like whoever he's fighting trying to recite their summoning incantation and he's just like Lol. bonk sfx

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file name "[cuckoo's] helping hand"

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sweet cheese to go :) today :)

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shuichi and toji are so. they are SOOO. both responding to an environment that is alienating and hostile to them on a fundamental level, and toji internalizes this violence and says 'okay I'll kill myself and anyone like me in service of this system' while shuichi just goes 'Oh You Think You're Funny ? Well I'm About To Be Hilarious :)'

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(cropped to omit slur) every so often i think about shuichi having lived in kabukicho for a time before his thinktank era

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can't wait til they make eye contact and form an instantaneous psychic link. they need to unionize

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they literally make me feel ill

🤔 wondering if like. the togos whole thing with knowledge would warrant #posting like it permeates nearly everything they dooooooooo………. you can take the child out of the evil science facility but you can't take the evil science facility out of the child……… you are where you come from i HATE IT when the writing in this game is good […] okay. okay w this specifically i mean like the togos thing with knowledge as violence, how in like contexts involving the togos in any way knowledge is ALWAYS potentially dangerous or actively hostile in some way or another, not just something used to harm or manipulate but also something gathered through manipulative, harmful, sometimes violent-- literally, downright violent-- means. think about how shiro usually approaches learning and the unknown and compare it to The unknown must be conquered by human intellect and converted into knowledge. with their (euphemisms voice) background, it's both appropriate and deeply fucking grim

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haven't posted my Brothers Togo Ruminations here in a while. gotta sit down and have a good Togo Lament

it's literally like.. the THING about shuichi and duo is that [they] literally want a normal familial relationship but they don't have a good framework for what constitutes a healthy familial relationship because they were raised by a CULT. nobody touch me

just like. sitting down and really looking at how despite the fact they do love each other, the facility warped their relationship at its very foundations and continues to have an incredibly poisonous influence..... and yet despite how deeply entangled their relationship is in the worst parts of their lives and the degree to which the facility's influence is apparent and even deeply rooted there, the core of their relationship is a pure and genuine familial love...........

and it's dangerously close to being a situation where the balm is the wound itself, the relationship is just inherently harmful to the both of them and they'd be better off separated like indefinitely, but they haven't crossed the point of no return yet and the familial love can still be salvaged from where it's entangled in trauma left to fester unprocessed. the good thing about having a fever is that i have an excuse if this is just gibberish

GAH and then like. how much of the problem is the degree to which that love is made to be a balm in the first place. like it's way more obvious with shuichi but it's true for the both of them that their relationship is far too much of what's propping them up to be healthy, which is why shuichi would sooner outright lie to himself than accept that duo has betrayed him, and why duo is so completely unable to accept shuichi's genuine ire with him in the yog loop that the narrative itself blots him out. when you spend years and years propping yourself up on 'it doesn't matter that everyone thinks of me as basically worthless and disposable, since my brother believes in me' or 'my brother would never hurt me even if everyone else would' without ever processing the underlying trauma there it just festers more and more, and if it's all you have you genuinely might [not] be able to bring yourself to acknowledge that support maybe is not actually unconditional, even if it means not bracing yourself for collapse when you go to lean on it and it's not there and you land face-down in all that shit you've been trying not to think about. i want a cookie...........

god there's really something so MUCH about duo going behind shuichi's back and suggesting he's thinking about returning to the facility, being so unable to process shuichi being mad at him for this that the narrative itself follows suit and cuts him out of it... and doing the exact same thing, except far away so shuichi can't see him doing it (and then he's aware of it anyways bc he Literally Raised Him). like duo is LITERALLY a child that is how a child behaves

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WOLFDOG WEREGIRL SHUICHI 🤍 jsyk

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the two of them. ms paint pencil. whateverrrrrr