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ikyw-t · 2 years

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look it's just like........ yeah i guess you never know. but you know that the greatest films of all time were never made. and if you wanted me, you really should've showed. but we WERE something, don't you think so? and if my wishes came true, it would've been you. and it just... WOULD have been fun if you could've been the one. it WOULD have been sweet if it could've been me .

#lord only knows im feeling this sad about a boy who is literally just some guy #it's just like..... there's so many things that were ALMOST exactly what i want.#like. just so many things that were so close to being so right. that's the way I've always felt about him and it's just a bummer #like i always knew it was going to end bc he was moving out of state less than a year after we had first even met #and then that time ended up being a couple months shorter bc he moved early due to the pandemic.#so yeah i always knew it would end when he moved but we almost had another two months together #which really wouldn't have made a difference any way regardless of anything #if only we hadn't met so soon before he moved if only he moved a couple months later if only he had never moved if only all these things #that ultimately wouldn't have made any difference in the way it had to end it's just like......so many almosts #idk it's just weird. if you were just a slightly different person and a better man and maybe i was also a slightly different person etc etc #truly doesn't matter a bit at this point like it is what it is. we never would've worked out any way for many reasons #sigh whatever there were just a lot of ultimately small things that we rly connected on #just a bunch of small inconsequential stuff that rly felt nice. it was just nice to know that they were possible #it would have been fun. it would've been sweet.#wisconsin boy #simply cannot believe i am actually using this tag again.#also it kimda hit me last that i havent seen him in person since march 2020.#I knew this man for six months before he moved out of state and the last time we talked was six months ago.#idk for some reason this just has all hit me out of nowhere #even tho we were talking pretty consistently up until six months ago it #now it's all hit me these last six months have felt like the 2.5 years since he moved out state.#man. i just feel rly sadddddddddddd about it rn that's all #😔

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