#so i think a lot of my Problems Are Exasterbated By Environmental Factors (as is shown by Life™️)
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i am. SO tired of getting brain zaps from this stupid SNRI 😭
#like at this point i think sometimes it would be easier to just rawdog the mental illness and trauma than to deal with the side effects of#this medication that i feel only works half as much as it really should#and this is AFTER going down to 150mg after being on 225mg for a couple YEARS#so like for a sec i wasn’t getting daily brain zaps#but i also metabolize medications faster (as far as i know bc if i wait more than a couple hours after i wake up before taking my meds then#i’ll have brain zaps for more than half the day)#so i’m at a loss bc i’m afraid of going back to my daily struggles of not being medicated for MDD/GAD but also#i was insanely overwhelmed by living at home and going to college and dealing with my parents being insanely overbearing (which is putting#it lightly)#so i think a lot of my Problems Are Exasterbated By Environmental Factors (as is shown by Life™️)#so i think i could deal with things a lot better *nowadays* at least maybe on a low dose of my current medication#hm. i dunno. i’m nervous and have a lovehate relationship with ~the pharma industry~#h.txt
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