#so whenver that happens in the future im sure i'll get hit with a wave of emotions | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hexplaything · 4 months

Text

every day i live in delusion hoping she's miserable and thinks abt me and misses me bc if i actually remind myself of the fact that she got a new girlfriend less than 2 months after we broke up (and less than two weeks after she was still messaging me begging for me back) i'll go so insane ill need to be admitted involuntarily <3

#i LOVE BEING ALIVE #ITS FILLED WITH SO MUCH JOY #NO PAIN NO SORROW NO GRIEF #these next few months are gunna suck #march is the month we met. april will be a year since the first time we broke up. n we got together in the month of may #so it's gunna be one hit after another #i hate being such a dates person #the day we met (started talking) and the day we started dating are like. etched into my brain #our anniversary is still the password for my suitcase #i havent had the heart to dig out my stupid fucking suitcase to change it #so whenver that happens in the future im sure i'll get hit with a wave of emotions #good girl speaks

5 notes · View notes