#so why on earth would I exaggerate to get a diagnosis that scares me 😭
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Hhhh been doing way too much thinking lately good lord
#I think I may have ocd but#bc I can't get a diagnosis rly anytime soon#I'm just tormenting myself with doubt and#I can't stop thinking about it and researching#and while I've had this suspicion for years I also feel like I could be exaggerating#idk#I feel like it's dumb to say I'm exaggerating bc I'm just as scared of actually being diagnosed#so why on earth would I exaggerate to get a diagnosis that scares me 😭#it's just so many things over the years and even now#and I've always just thought I was crazy#or fucked up or a bad person bc these thoughts and these tendencies and these fears#I also wonder if it's part of why I'm so fucking anxious ALL the time#idk idk......#feeling too introspective#vent tw#ocd tw#sid rambles
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