#so. all taken together i will work 1.5 loads AND do a phd | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

tchaikovskym · 1 year

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decided to celebrate a bit for kind of not-officially yet getting into a phd, getting into new jobs (2 of them actually), and having car problems on top of it all, so, naturally, i deserve to overspend on food delivery

#there is so much to worry about but fuck it honestly #when the problems come i will think of a solution #for now i celebrate #man im really going to work 3 jobs aaaaa #will decrease the load on my current one to 0.5 #then 0.75 as lab assistant with like no one to teach me because the old one died #and then 0.25 on a project that i know the vague details of #so. all taken together i will work 1.5 loads AND do a phd #but tbh that 0.25 project sounds easy i think i will manage of just like doing it one evening in a month #and i wanted to apply for a scholarship because my income will now be messed up because of taxes #i think at the end of the day i will earn less #which sucks #oh and i will be able to do the phd in the time of my lab assistant work so those 0.75 are pretty okay #and nothing is entirely new? i am just going to work in a place i study no biggie #but man this is stressful #'go where the wind blows' had ended me in this situation #'if you think by saying no you would regret years down the line say yes' has ended me in this situation #honestly i deserve to have financially bad treats for myself because of this all #whoosh #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #man #'i crave stability in my life' my ass #im doing this and oh boy oh boy oh boy #stay tuned for the next three years to see how things turn out #btw that 0.25 project ends in december so all is fine

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