#soft.thought

[hoshologies]

Stanning NCT dream was the right decision, they're literally one of the 3 groups I Stan now (well NCT is.. but you get the point)

Anyways any thoughts about Jeno? Just at all, soft or hard,, idc

-yh

my gf is literally going to be so annoyed w me bc they introduced me to nct, esp dream, and they're trying to get me into 127, wayv, and exo (which i am open to ofc) but my adhd comes with severe hyperfixations and right now nct dream is the group that my adhd has latched onto so they're all i wanna listen to rn LMAO but i am having so much fun learning abt them and listening to their songs!! i'm rly excited for istp !! (also markjun my babiessss i love them so much my boys forever <3)

anyways jeno... i have a soft spot for big strong men and jeno is no exception. i'm writing both just for u bffie bc i haven't seen u in my inbox in forever <3. afab reader, smut under the cut. mdni!!

soft jeno who drops everything when you even slightly hint at wanting or needing his attention for whatever reason. doesn't matter what he's doing. he's setting it aside and giving you the attention you're craving. he's so incredibly whipped that he'll do just about anything you ask, if it's something he can do at the moment. you wanna order takeout and watch a movie and cuddle on the couch? on it. you're asking to share a nice bubble bath together? he's asking what scent you want. like it truly does not matter; he just wants to make you happy and give you the attention you deserve.

he can be a little mean about it though sometimes. not in an "i'm busy and you're annoying me" way, of course. more so, he just wants to tease you and make you work a little for his attention. he'll tell you he's a little busy at the moment and can't put a hold on it, but says that you're more than welcome to sit on his lap and wait. you do and it's always nice for a little while until he convinces you to cockwarm him. he reasons that you wanted his attention and that's what he can offer for now, so be good and do it for him? please? he'll take care of you later, he promises. and you can't ever say no to him, not when you want him in you all the time anyways.

[kkcloudi]

Do you ever just want to not. Like you don’t know why you feel fucked up but you know that you do. That feeling of sludge slowing flow through being. Like having your head going just over and under the waves when you can’t swim. Like your parent sending you to your room and the anxiety of waiting for the moment the door swings up for punishment. That’s the daily for me. A therapist might say it’s depression but to me, it’s more than that. Others growing up down the line usually have someone be it a sibling, a pet, a friend down the street or a maybe a fucking teacher but I had nobody. All i had was a worn-out blanket and console with some games to keep me away from the reality that is my life. In growing older and facing the real world I can see where some of my problems lie and who I have to blame but I’m tired. The chains around my heart have been so tight for so long and I can’t find a key. 

I'm tired of flowing through the motions of abuse. Of being a bit player in my own universe. I want to feel things like everyone else, I want to smile from my heart and not as a reflex. I want to be affectionate, to speak my mind, to be more than what I was told I’m supposed to be. I want to be valued and remembered. I’m just so tired of being alone with my thoughts.

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[hoshologies]

saw you wanted fluff!! and i see you also love mark!! may i please request mark flustered confessing his feelings for you? i know that’s kinda vague but there’s room for it to go anywhere you’d like it to! thank you for your consideration!! 🫶🏼

such a cute idea thank you so much !!

send me a scenario + an idol (skz, txt, enha hyung line, svt, nct dream) and i'll write a drabble !

"mark, you're seriously stressing me out right now," you say, turning to look at him head on. your knee brushes his in the process and he jumps like you shocked him.

he'd invited you over for your weekly saturday movie night, something he's usually very excited for, but he's been uncharacteristically nervous tonight. you're halfway through your second movie and you swear he's been bouncing his knee since the second you sat down on the couch together three whole hours ago.

"sorry," he murmurs, his hands on his knees and fingers curling into his joggers. it looks like it takes all of the effort in the world to stop his leg from shaking. he literally cannot bring himself to look you in the eye.

"are you, like... alright? do you feel sick?"

you're staring at him, examining him, trying to see if he looks pale or feverish when he looks up at you suddenly. he's viciously anxious, eyes a little hazy as he pushes out "i really like you," but said so fast that the syllables all slur together.

but you're fluent in markese, affectionately named weeks into your budding friendship, and you understand every word anyways. and you wonder why he was so nervous to tell you this in the first place; you've been trying to make it obvious for months that you're in love with him too.

there's some time to make up for.

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[hoshologies]

I'm positively vomiting 🤭 that was EXACTLY what I was looking for..

Hyuka def loves a good cuddle 🫣 I'm betting he prefers to be the big spoon (I'm not just saying this bc I'm a lil spoon and am delusional wdym)

I'm probably gonna send in a heap of asks throughout the day as it's rainy and cold and I'm stuck inside and am extremely bored

-yh

ur so real like ... yeah yeah some of my ult biases are definitely small spoon lovers but i'm a baby who likes being held so...... the imagination is doing the heavy lifting here (also feel free to send as much as u want bc i'm home alone for the weekend with nothing to do)

hyuka who comes to your place instead of going to the dorms after a long day of practice because he can take a bath to relax his aching body instead of a quick shower to accommodate for four other guys who also want to shower.

hyuka who convinces you to soak in the bath with him, using your favorite bubble bath scent as leverage. also hits you with puppy dog eyes and a "i just want to relax with my favorite person in the world." it all does the trick.

hyuka who scrambles to climb into the tub first because he wants to be the big spoon. what can he say? he loves the weight of your body against his, your head pressed against his shoulders. you don't even really bathe. you just sit in the steaming water together, chatting and catching up, his arms wrapped around your waist and his legs bracketing yours.

hyuka who also gets out of the tub first when the water starts going chilly so that he can help you out too. he wraps you up in the fluffiest towel he can find and then cradles your face in his hands to give you a forehead kiss.

hyuka who is, unsurprisingly, the first in bed after putting on his pajamas, his arms open and waiting for you to take your rightful place in them. he giggles cutely and wraps you up tight when you finally slide under the covers and slot yourself against his body, a perfect fit. made for each other. the sleepier he gets, the looser his arms become but the closer he leans against you, his breath hot against the back of your neck. even when his grip goes completely slack, you'll find yourself in the same position come morning because hyuka will always be the big spoon, even completely unconscious.

[hoshologies]

Craving a stupid hyuka hug rn.. I bet he'd hug you from behind and like, wrap his arms around your waist and rest he's chin on your head (of shoulder depending on your height) and just sway side to side.

I'm so </3

-yh

hyuka best hugger in txt !!

your apartment is strangely quiet, though you aren't complaining considering how loud it had been less than thirty minutes ago. it had been a while since you'd seen your boyfriend, kai, and his friends, and you knew that the last time they'd had a homecooked meal was probably the last time they'd been at your place literal months ago, so you'd invited them all over with the promise of hot food and good drinks. they accepted the invitation without hesitation, of course; who are they to turn down something like that?

but as much as you loved the boys, it could get overwhelmingly loud, especially in your small apartment with not much wall décor to absorb the noise. so really, you're reveling in the silence right now as you stand at the kitchen sink, washing dishes. kai, as far as you know, got in the shower once he finished helping you clean up the dining table and pack up the leftovers. (you can't complain about that, either, seeing as they came over directly after practice, so he's been sweaty for the last hour).

you're halfway through the dishes when a warm pair of arms sneak around your middle, pulling you back into a sturdy chest. kai's hair is still damp and you make a playfully annoyed sound as he bends to rest his chin on your shoulder, his hair brushing against your cheek and neck. he chuckles quietly and tightens his arms on you, electing to sway you side to side under the harsh florescent light of the kitchen and your hands halfway in the sink.

"thank you for making us dinner tonight," he says softly, pressing his face into the junction of your neck and shoulder. "the boys really appreciated it."

you smile and shrug the shoulder kai isn't resting on, tilting your cheek against his head. "it's no problem. you guys have been working hard. i thought it would be a nice reward."

he pulls you impossibly closer and rocks the two of you in tandem. it feels so ridiculous, being held and swayed with your hands in the sink and your boyfriend's cheek pressed against your shoulder, but you wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

[hoshologies]

I don't really have anything to say but do you have any txt thoughts you'd like to share??

obviously been thinking abt beomgyu a lot bc he's my baby forever (the fact i'm seeing him and the boys in 3 days.... actually unreal um !) and also bc i'm pretty much finished moving into my new place, i've been having a lot of Domestic Thoughts

like moving in with beomgyu. into an apartment that is wholly yours. it's not really furnished yet (see: no bed in the bedroom yet because you didn't have the means to move yours from your old place and the company you bought a new mattress from delayed your delivery), but there's potential. your shoes and beomgyu's favorite jacket already have homes in the entryway by the front door.

the two of you rifle through every single moving box that could possibly have every blanket you own so that you can craft a semi-comfortable blanket palette on the bedroom floor. the night goes by very slowly and uncomfortably, despite best efforts. you're just not used to the new space and the inches thick makeshift mattress is not enough to cushion your body from the hard floor, so you wake up with only a few hours of sleep and a whole lot of back pain under your belt.

but beomgyu seems to have anticipated this outcome because he's walking through the bedroom door with a plastic bag from the convenience store around the corner and two bottles of chocolate milk tucked under his arm. he says he would have made you an actual breakfast if the kitchen had been unpacked and groceries were in the fridge and pantry, but he figures this is the next best thing, a consolation prize for toughing it out for the night.

you're in the middle of giggling with him over poptarts and a funny tiktok video when you get a notification that your mattress is finally out for delivery.

[kkcloudi]

There's a lot of things i want to do. People i want to talk to. And experiences to go through. My only hurdle are my doubts but how can i clear them . . . .