#solstasthoughts

[solsta23]

One of my biggest (and I’m sure most commonly shared) fantasies is being chased through the woods, specifically for me it’s being chased by someone who kidnapped me and is making me play some sick version of hide n seek.

If I manage to hide before time runs out, they’ll let me go, but if they find me before time runs out…(CW: blood, cnc)

“Found you!”, They’d announce, a sick satisfaction in their voice as if they’d found the last egg in the Easter hunt. My heart pounded deep in my chest, blood rushing in my ears as my chest moved rapidly up and down in erratic movements, the frosty night air biting at my lungs and making my eyes water from the sharp pain, the same pain radiating from the various cuts on my legs from the thick shrubbery surrounding us.

The pain kept me awake, made me oh so painfully aware of what was about to happen- looking up helplessly at the person who had been tormenting me for a week? weeks? I couldn’t remember, it honestly felt like months.

“Aww don’t look so upset baby, it’s not like you really stood a chance against me”, They told me, the faux pity in their voice continuing to make the burn under my skin worse as my eyes watered. “No reason to get yourself so worked up”.

They didn’t mean that, not one bit.

Seeing me worked up was their favorite sight (aside from me being under them), and I swore underneath their mask I could feel them smiling- knew they were smiling at me, smiling at the way I was shaking, my lack of proper clothing not helping (tank top and shorts was all they permitted me to wear, if anything at all) and how I was physically trying to bite back tears. I would never admit it out loud, but a part of my pride felt more hurt I lost than not escaping.

“Now cmon pup lets- oh dear”.

I didn’t give them time to finish, managing to pick up whatever strength I had left and getting up on my feet to run- one final attempt to get away.

‘Maybe I could lose them in the trees, they can’t know this place that well right? Just keep running don’t stop and don’t look back I can maybe slip through and find a road- there’s a road around here right? right?? Or-’

Before I knew it I was pinned to the ground, the dirt permeating my eyes and nose as I was shoved down, small rocks threatening to break through my skin and an all too familiar heavy weight on top of me.

“Now pup, what was that supposed to be?”, My tormentor laughed, pinning one of my arms to my back and straddling my back. “Seriously you made it what? 50 feet? I commend your effort- but seriously what made you think that was smart?”.

“G-get off of me!”, I screamed, wiggling like a fish on a line as struggled beneath them. My free hand clawed at the dirt, trying to grab onto anything to free myself, ignoring the stabbing pains that spreads up my arm like wildfire, flailing and kicking my legs out to throw them off- anything to be free and all of it for nought.

They scoffed, barely even breaking a sweat to hold me down, “Pup this is cute and all- but you know you already lost right?”.

“I don’t care! Just shut up and get the hell off of me you fucking psycho!”, I shrieked, hating how I could feel the tears being to stream down my face. I was so tired and frustrated I didn’t care what I said anymore.

“I hate you! I’m not your pup or your baby you sicko!”, I cursed, feeling lightheaded. In my anger filled rant I barely noticed that they hadn’t tried to interrupt me, hadn’t tried to say anything or even make a sound. Just let me keep ranting and hanging myself with my own tongue.

“I hate you! I hate you and this stupid game, you’ve done nothing but play out your sick fantasy with me you fucking loner freak- ah!”.

Before I knew it my face meet the dirt again, a sharp pain in the back of my skull as a hand threaded through my curls and forced me face down. At that moment I realized I messed up, my body giving up on me as I felt my kidnapper sigh, their grip on my pinned arm tightening to the point I felt it would break- making me whimper. My tears stained the dirt as I felt blood trickle in my mouth, my lip split from being forcefully shoved.

A silence passed by for a brief moment, the wind picking up as I felt my heart pound, and at that moment I all but froze as a voice cut through the air.

“…You really don’t know when to shut the fuck up do you, pup?”.

There is like…more to this so I’ll post a part 2 tmrw because this was getting too long guys 😞😞 but hope you like this (I’m just a feral lesbian who needs to be hunted down)

[solsta23]

Period sex >>>>

giving them the strap while they’re on their period is just another part of butch duties. no i’m not worried about the mess, love, we’ll lay down a towel. you want some cramp relief? i’ll give you some cramp relief. a little blood never hurt anyone, i hear it’s a good lubricant. you’re as irresistible as ever

[solsta23]

Being a virgin and having the most down bad and disgusting fantasies/kinks is actually kinda crazy ngl

[solsta23]

Who’s gonna be my “Fuck you sound so beautiful- keep crying for me baby I’m almost done” to my “Please stop it hurts!” 😞😞😞

[solsta23]

In the mist of my crazed ovulation thoughts (and college stress), the idea of being kidnapped by someone who’d been stalking me for a long time and was always appearing in my everyday life inconspicuously, who only wants to give me a “better life”, and makes me their wife/puppy who’s always their when they need to blow off steam isn’t sounding too bad rn…

I will be elaborating on this later (and yes this fantasy has infested my brain) 🫶🏽

[solsta23]

Oh.my.fucking.god

awwh, are you ignoring my texts? why’s it taking you so long to respond, puppy? what’re you up to, hm? you’ve got your phone pressed right between your legs, don’t you? it just feels soo good receiving my notifications, knowing you only have the vibrations on for my contact. such a distracted little thing, rutting against the grooves of the charging port. you know these faint vibrations won’t ever be enough to make you cum. you need me for that, love. you need me for everything. awwh, such a terrible multitasker, caught between wanting to answer and feeling just one more buzz. don't you worry, pretty puppy, i'll keep texting, but if your checked your screen you’d learn that i’m right outside your door, dying to fuck you senseless.

[solsta23]

Currently 4:00 am and I have a class at 9:30 am but I can’t sleep because my mind keeps going to the idea of someone (strong buff women) just putting me in headlock and gradually applying pressure as she pushes her strap into me, asking me questions all the while I’m teetering on the edge of unconscious.

“Aww what’s wrong baby, cat for your tongue?”

“Cmon make more of those cute noises”

“Huh- what was that? I couldn’t understand”

“God your more perverted than I thought baby, your clenching so tightly”

Yes I will be dreaming about this tonight <33

[solsta23]

Just got done watching Friday the 13th for the first time and now all I can think about is a lesbian slasher of my own—totally see it being the same general set up as Friday: Camp counselors who are a bunch of rowdy teenagers/young adults who are all picked off by a killer except one for one who is a femme thats dating the stereotypical jock character. She’s in the trenches of comphet and denial about being lesbian like—that couldn’t be possible right? however her doubts quickly go away once she finds herself aching and wet at the sight of the killer butch standing over her; covered in her now dead boyfriend’s blood.

[solsta23]

No reason to say this but I love black women so much and I love being black because nobody does it like us‼️‼️‼️🫶🏽

[solsta23]

I find it kinda funny how I can go from:

Please praise me and and tell me how good I’m doing while gently caressing my face

To

Degrade me and slap my face as you bully your strap into me and mock me for crying about it

…*sigh* the duality of women ig

[solsta23]

Nobody asked but one of my recurring fantasies I have is a pretty girl using a vibrator that’s on low-charge with me knowing full well it was to try and get me to orgasm. She told me I could either wait for tomorrow and have it charged and ready, or I could use it now and hope. I’d consider waiting, but the prospect of me getting an orgasm now, instead of waiting all day and night whining and wet, I chose the ladder.

And of course, she wasn’t going to say no.

“Poor baby, so desperate your just going to use anything to satisfy you huh?”, She’d tease, watching as she let the toy buzz away on my clit as I whined and moved my hips to grind against it; finding a rhythm that maybe my brain melt and body tremble. My heart pounding, my brain preoccupied with reaching an orgasm, but also thinking about the what-if, what if the toy dies on me and I’m left edged, knowing she wasn’t going to do anything else for me. It made my hips grind faster, and she knew it.

“Or maybe…you want that to happen? Have your favorite toy die on you and be left edged and fucked out? Yeahhh I see your hips moving faster pup, god your such a slut, I love it”, She spoke, a smile pulling onto her lips as she felt the toy getting weaker and weaker.. .

Body sweating and shaking, drool coming down the side of my mouth as I moan and beg helplessly, pleading nonsensically as my grinding became more erratic and desperate the more I felt the vibrations dying down but I’m so close, so close to what I want.

But it’s getting weaker, and weaker, and weaker, and-

The small hums of the toy cease all together and I whine loudly, small tears building at the corner of my eyes as my orgasm spilled over at the same time. I grind, hump, small “no, no, no’s”, coming out brokenly as I my ruined orgasm came through my body.

“Aww poor puppy! And you almost made it too”, She’d tell me, faux-sympathy dripping from every word followed by a cruel laugh as she set the toy aside and watched as my clit twitch and hole drip wet under her gaze.

“I guess tomorrow will just have to try again, but you shouldn’t be all sad baby, after all, you got what you wanted in the end! You’ll be okay”, She would say, comforting me as she leaned down to give me a kiss on forehead.

Um…now that I’ve said this…someone needs to come do this too me now 🫶🏽🫶🏽

[solsta23]

Genuinely don’t know if I’m ovulating or not, but all I know is I really want to have somebody fuck me to the point of overstimulation and tears!! :D

[solsta23]

Okay girls wearing low rise jeans is cool but what about low rise jeans + happy trail?? Like no, you don’t need to shave to wear them you still look gorgeous

[solsta23]

“Good girl”

“Baby”

“Pretty girl”

“Princess”

“My love”

“Hey gorgeous <3”

Okay so what day is the wedding and what ring size are you?

[solsta23]

20, 22, 26, 41 :)

Okay these were really fun to answer

20. Biggest kink?

- Definitely edging by far, close second would either be orgasm denial/overstim or impact play!!

22. Would you do any BDSM?

- Yes ofc! I’m not too experienced in it, but I would love to try it and I def have an interest ^^

26. Do you like pain being involved?

- Yeah I do, maybe not super extreme but like I said before I’m into impact play so pain is definitely a turn on for me personally!

41. Do you have extreme kinks? Which ones?

- I do but I don’t know if they count as extreme but I like cnc, degradation, primal play (like yes you can hunt me down and take me in the dirt), bladder control, breast play, and JOI to name a few!

[solsta23]

19, 28 and 29?

19. Could you go through with a hookup at a strangers house?

- Depends on if I’ve gotten to know them and if I honestly feel comfortable enough but for the most part no only because people are unpredictable and you never know what they might do to you 😭😭

28. Do you own sex toys? How many?

- I do!! I own a vibrating dildo and a rose toy (which I can’t find atm), but I honestly wanna get more in the future!!

29. What do you masturbate to?

- Either erotica stories or porn videos!! Recently gotten into exploring boot grinding and puppy play so there’s that too!