#sometimes i get so stressed abt responsibilities that i lowkey crave it again

[banghwa]

TBH having my flight repeatedly cancelled and having to sleep on a bench in front of american customs with nothing but night of the living dead (1968) and ambient nature playlists to get me through the night and arriving in chicago a full 20 hours after i was supposed to land was one of the worst experiences of my life BUT. sometimes i also think it was therapeutic in a way.